Jian thought that if he sent what he was recording now to Brando, he would not believe that it was the perfect black cat in his mind.
Because, in Brando's heart, the moment the black cat loses its past and turns into Yan Xiaoyu, it is no longer flawless and perfect. No matter how hard you try to go back to the past, what you have lost is never possible.
Retrieve it again; the extra items cannot be eliminated.
The word "flawless" is really, really important to Brando.
Therefore, she does not need to worry, let alone disturb herself.
But, even so.
She wouldn't do it either.
Because she never likes to do anything too risky.
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The machine gun bullets were finally discharged. Yan Xiaoyu felt that he could not control the speed and content of his thoughts at all. In the blink of an eye, he stood at attention and looked intently. The corners of his clothes were burned by the fire, and they were in tatters. The snow on the ground was covered with tatters.
Countless large holes had already been formed due to the scanning of the guns and bullets above, and many black traces of bullets grazing the ground were left on the exposed plains...
She stood in the middle, breathing heavily, looking at the scene around her, thinking about the scene just now, but she felt foggy, her hands and feet were weak, and she couldn't remember what she had just done.
There are only three words in my mind---
Very dangerous, very dangerous.
With only this awareness of danger and the stimulation of drugs, her body carried out behaviors that were not controlled by her own brain. She just relied on instinct to avoid every thrilling blow and every gun.
.
She lifted her legs and walked forward. She found that her legs were like lead and it was difficult to even lift her hanging arms——
But she still gritted her teeth and continued to move forward, because she wanted to find Jane and find out what happened.
But the load on my body was too heavy. When I stepped up the two steps in front of the living room and walked to the door, I opened my mouth, but finally I didn't have the strength to utter a single word. I closed my eyes and fell into darkness. I fainted.
.
This sleep is a day and a night.
When she woke up, it was already noon the next day. When she opened her eyes, she saw Jane sitting in front of the sofa in the bedroom, smiling at her with an encouraging and kind face.
"Okay, I finally woke up." Jane said, walked forward and sat beside her bed, "You suddenly did that yesterday, weren't you scared?"
Xiaoyu shook his head, pursed his lips that were chapped due to the dry weather, and said nothing.
Jian brought her some water, helped her up, and asked in a low voice, "Do you remember what happened yesterday?"
Xiaoyu grabbed the water glass, raised his head and drank a glass of water. He nodded and told her all the scenes he could remember.
She spoke intermittently about shooting, danger, and dodging. As expected, there were only the first few shots and sniper rifle scenes, and the extremely dangerous scenes of continuous submachine gun attacks later on. She had no memory at all.
"What I did yesterday was just to create an emergency and dangerous situation when you were unprepared and to arouse your body's potential instincts." Jane sighed, slightly disappointed. "It shows that you are sensitive to drugs and the potential bursting out of your body during dangerous periods.
Instinct, if you accept and use it, is still good, but..."
"It's just that it's not mature enough?" Xiaoyu was not surprised or angry. Instead, he asked calmly and then said, "Maybe yesterday's scene was not dangerous enough for the black cat, so it did not meet expectations.
probability of success.”
"No, the so-called danger is just an awareness. You actually performed very well yesterday. But I found that this awareness cannot last for long. When you cross a critical point and cross that line, you seem to
Losing consciousness, you can't control yourself as before, and you don't know what you are doing anymore. This is also the reason why your memory never reaches the end." Jian Shenyu added, "In this way, it is still just a stimulus, not at all.
If you cannot achieve the results we expected, it will probably take a long time to regain your previous abilities and potential... We... cannot rush for quick success, we still have to put your body first..."
"Jane", Xiaoyu interrupted her soliloquy, looked at her, her tone was not urgent, her tone was very steady, "You don't have to worry, no matter what the method is, I will sacrifice anything or lose anything, I will take it all
, just try it on me... things have reached this point, don’t waste all your efforts.”
"Xiaoyu..." Jian hesitated, "If we suddenly speed up, it may, indeed, cause unexpected consequences."
"It doesn't matter."
Xiaoyu smiled with a calm expression, "The worst, can it be worse than when I was a black cat? Besides, for me now, actually, I have nothing to lose, right?"
Jane paused and looked at the pale girl on the bed, who smiled kindly and naturally towards her. Her face and eyes were all filled with consideration for others. She couldn't help but stagnate slightly and stopped there without speaking.
She remembered that when she was very young, very young, very young, when she just had memories.
She and she once held hands, two small hands of the same size, holding hands together, laughing and playing with each other's identical faces, hugging each other affectionately, and sleeping in each other's arms.
At that time, everyone who saw them said they were gifts from God, a pair of flawless little angels.
But slowly, slowly, time destroyed the years and separated the two little hands they held tightly. No one called them like this anymore. In the increasingly obvious advantages and disadvantages, everyone
, all turned their eyes to the other little hand that once held her tightly.
"Sister...sister...sister...sister...you will always...hold...me...ok...ok?"
The owner of the other little hand learned to speak very slowly. At that time, his speech was not clear yet. He always looked stupid and clumsy, which was both lovable and pitiful.
The owner of that little hand, wearing sky blue clothes, blue sky and green grass, reflecting the white sky and clouds, spoke to himself intermittently, word by word, and simple requests, and nibbled on one in his mouth very delicately.
Pacifier. Obviously, it has already passed the age of weaning.
"Idiot Xiaoyu, I can't even explain. From now on, if I have my sister to eat with, I won't miss you to drink. Even if my sister doesn't hurt herself, she will take good care of you! Just follow me, that's it——!"
In my impression, she was also wearing the same top, the same age, but she already spoke fluently and had already thought.
The little girl was biting her pacifier, looking at her with a silly look on her face, looking like an idiot.
"Sister...it's so nice..."
"Of course, if I'm not good, who's good?"
"Sister... why... are you... nice... to me...?"
"You talk too much and can't explain it!" He patted his head with disdain, "Because you are an idiot——!"
Giggles, blue sky.
Green grass, simple conversation.
Jane thought that this picture had long since faded, disappeared, become silent, and indulged in her mind. Even if she dug deep into the ground, she would never find this picture again. Even she herself had forgotten that there had been such a thing.
Time exists...
But now, she remembered it.
Looking at the face that had grown up from a child on the hospital bed, it was exactly the same as hers, but pale and helpless, and extremely trusting of her... Her heart suddenly twitched, and she secretly felt a pain!
She quickly let go of Yan Xiaoyu and covered her chest. Her face was pale and her expression was ugly.
"Jane, what's wrong with you?"
Seeing her sudden change, Xiaoyu couldn't help but asked worriedly, "Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"
"It's okay...it's okay." Jane shook her head with a hurried expression. She hurried to the door and turned back to explain to her, "I recorded your scene yesterday to provide information for study and research. Please wait a moment.
I'll get it right away."
After that, he ran out quickly——
Xiaoyu looked at her back and didn't say anything. Instead, he lowered his head and picked up the hand he had been holding tightly from the quilt, opened it, and fell into deep thought.
That's a bullet.
Small sniper rifle bullets.
She didn't understand why she had to hold it in her hand and hold it so tightly.
But her intuition told her that this was an instruction given to her by her body and brain, a habitual instruction.
Just like, in the past, she often did this.
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The time it took for Jane to calm down was very fast. It was only the distance from one room on the second floor to that room. Her face had regained her composure, and her eyes had become calm, and she looked shocked.
She walked back to the room, opened the safe, and without any hesitation, took out a pill that was completely different from the first two colors. She held it in her hand, pursed her lips, and walked out without hesitation.
When she entered the door again, Xiaoyu had already changed her clothes, hid the clothes with bullet marks, and sat on the sofa to wait quietly.
"Here." Sitting next to her, Jane handed over the medicine, "Take this."
Xiaoyu looked at the pungent-smelling pill, turned his face, and asked doubtfully, "What is this?"
"Auxiliary medicines are used to help your body recover," Jane replied with a kind face, "You worked too hard yesterday, and I'm afraid your body won't be able to bear such a heavy burden. After dinner today, we have to go out for training, so first
After eating this, we will go out later."
Xiaoyu responded, took the medicine in his hand, put it to his lips and was about to swallow it, when he hesitated for a moment.
"What's wrong?" Jane's heart skipped a beat, and she tried her best to hide her nervousness and uneasiness, "Is it too pungent?"
"I always feel like this smell..." Xiaoyu blinked his eyes in reminiscence, tilting his head and frowning, "It feels a bit familiar, as if... I smelled it somewhere..."
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(Thank you for not giving me a silent red envelope at a discount, okay! ^_^)