Her life is destined that she cannot be like other girls. She cannot arbitrarily put love as the first priority in her life, so when love and family affection are placed in front of her, the only thing she can choose is family affection.
It's not that Su Mo is unimportant to her, it's not that Su Mo's weight in her heart is less than that of Jin Mu, but... she really doesn't want to wrong Su Mo and ask him to accompany her to struggle in this hopeless love.
He deserves a better woman and deserves to be treated wholeheartedly, not her 80% heart.
Although she had thought clearly, when she finally had to compromise for her mother, she still had no choice but to say it out loud.
Her throat was extremely dry, and all her words were tightly blocked. It seemed that no matter how hard she tried, she could not say a word.
She clenched her hands tightly, then slowly loosened them, then clenched them tightly again. She forced herself to speak, forced herself to say words that were contrary to everything in her heart, and spat them out word by word.
"I know, so don't worry, you will get what you want."
In one word, two you.
Golden Mother's body couldn't help but tremble violently.
Over the years, their mother and daughter have been very close, even more like friends. They depended on each other and supported each other. Jin Sisi's attitude towards her was respectful but not lacking in intimacy, but she would never use this tone with her.
When speaking, she would not address her as you respectfully.
One word was enough to pull the distance between the two of them far, far away in an instant.
Jin Mu had an ominous premonition that even if Jin Sisi would compromise for her and leave Su Mo, she would also leave her.
Because neither can live up to...
From then on, I thought that she would still be by her side, but there might never be the same thing between them.
A trace of sadness rose from her heart, and Jin Mu's heart was struggling in pain, but she only wanted to think that her daughter would be happy in the future, and all her pain was swallowed back into her stomach.
"I will break up with Su Mo, and I will leave him, because I can't help but watch you hurt yourself a second, third or even fourth time. So I will compromise."
But this is the first and last time.
"Have a good rest!"
After saying this, as if she had exhausted all her strength, Jin Sisi stood up, turned around and walked out. Her steps were a bit hasty, her back was shaky, and she might even fall down in the next second.
Seeing her staggering steps, Jin Mu felt a sharp pain in her heart. She opened her mouth, but still didn't call her out.
After today, everything will end and everything will return to its original track. She must persist.
The moment Jin Sisi left the ward, she couldn't hold on anymore. She squatted down suddenly and covered her face with her hands, but she couldn't stop the tears from seeping out from between her fingers.
She cried silently, her whole body filled with extreme sadness. Her arms hugged herself bit by bit, but she couldn't feel any warmth.
All the grievances, helplessness, and guilt were poured out one by one.
Because she can only cry once. When she goes to find Su Mo and breaks up with him, she must not cry, she must not.
She loves acting because she can interpret different lives and experience different tastes, but she never thought that this time she would have to act out such a bitter scene for herself.