Mother took Yanni's hand and said: "Actually, Mom already knows what you are thinking, but there is nothing she can do about it. Your younger brothers and sisters have to go to school, and your family is poor. If you don't get married early, where will you get the money to support them? If they study, where will they come from to repair this house?"
Yanni shook her head and said, "Mom, stop talking. I don't blame you."
"Let's do this. You ask Shen Tong to come to our house for dinner tonight, I'll talk to him, and that's it." Mother made her own decision.
This time Yan Ni did not refute and agreed to her mother's approach. When Yan Ni got married, she was not yet 20 years old. She married into a family with slightly better conditions. In addition to providing for her younger siblings to go to school, she also demolished and rebuilt the family house. It can be regarded as something that I have fought for for my family over the years.
She was ignorant when she was a child, but after entering junior high school, she started to have a love interest and understood the relationship between men and women, and then she realized that she had always liked Shen Tong. But Shen Tong didn't think about it at all, and still regarded her as a tomboy playmate. Later, she It was discovered that Shen Tong and Li Mingming had been secretly in love with the same girl, Yang Xiaoyi, who was the unattractive class leader next door. Yanni became jealous and began to gradually alienate Shen Tong and the others, so the relationship between them gradually became cold. But no matter how many years have passed, Yanni still misses Shen Tong in her heart.
Over the years, Shen Tong almost only returned home during the Spring Festival. It was during those few days that Yanni could see Shen Tong, who was thinking about her day and night. When we met today, Shen Tong had matured a lot and had more of a masculine flavor. Compared with the big and thick sea, Shen Tong seems even more infatuated. A secret love is a secret love after all. Yanni never expressed her inner feelings. Of course, Shen Tong didn't know the ripples in Yanni's heart.
Just now, her mother suggested that Shen Tong be invited to her house for dinner. Yanni wanted to refuse, but her inner demons overcame her reason. She actually desperately wanted to see Shen Tong, and wanted to have a good chat face to face, so as to release all the accumulated memories buried in her heart over the years. emotions.
Mother went to prepare dinner, and Yanni went down to the ground to start grooming herself. Maybe it was because she hadn't looked in the mirror for too long, and looking at herself in the mirror, she looked much older, and Yanni's face inadvertently showed sadness.
After dressing up carefully, Yanni left the house and went to Dahai's house next door.
Shen Tong and the others were fighting in full swing when Yanni lifted the curtain and came in. Sitting on the edge of the kang, Dahai held up a "80,000" card and refused to put it down for a long time, grinning silly at Yanni.
Xiajia Qiangzi glanced at Yanni, then focused on playing with the cards in his hand. Seeing that Dahai was reluctant to play his cards, he poked them with his finger and shouted: "Play!"
"Oh. Ninety thousand!" After being reminded by Qiangzi, Dahai moved from Yanni to mahjong, and unexpectedly called the wrong card.
"Are you 90,000 or 80,000?" Qiangzi scolded.
"Oh, 80,000, 80,000." Dahai shook his head and said sheepishly, his tone obviously much gentler than before.
Yanni smiled at everyone, moved a chair and sat in front of Shen Tong. Shen Tong turned back and smiled, saying, "You're here."
Yanni pursed her lips and nodded. Seeing that there was no water in Shen Tong's quilt, she quickly got up and filled the thermos with water.
Yanni observed Shen Tong's every move from this angle, sometimes frowning, sometimes smiling, sometimes scratching her head, sometimes shrugging. Looking from the side, her bright eyes were full of color, full of affection and hope. Her two sharp eyebrows were elegant and straight. , as thick as ink dye, the nose bridge with strong lines is quite three-dimensional, the vermilion lips are slightly upturned, and the clear-cut face is as deep and clear as a knife carving. It is like the brainchild of a sculptor, the ultimate imagination of a painter's hand. Every gesture, every smile, As bright as the scorching sun in spring, as solemn as the wind blowing over the green mountains, and as peaceful as the gurgling stream in the mountains.
Yanni seemed to be in a trance when looking at Shen Tong. Who doesn't like handsome and handsome men? Moreover, Shen Tong's personality, behavior and conversation are so gentle and elegant, especially when he smiles, his white teeth are revealed, which is intoxicating. Yanni leaned forward slightly , using the tip of his nose to feel the faint smell of tobacco and the fragrance of soap on Shen Tong's body.
Yanni acted very carefully, and others did not notice it, but at this moment, her heart moved, and the door to her heart that had been closed for a long time opened again. She seemed to be leaning her head on Shen Tong's shoulder. Even for a second, she felt Satisfied.
Fantasy is always a fantasy. When she came back to reality from her dream, she felt so cruel. She had never experienced true love. The previous men only used her as an object to vent their animal desires and a tool to have children. She She has never felt what love or affection is from him. Her failed marriage ruined her life, but it inspired her strong desire for love.
But thinking about her own situation, Yanni lost confidence. How could Shen Tong like her? It was really a delusion and a dream. Thinking of this, her face turned red and she lowered her head in depression.
Yanni sat behind Shen Tong like this until it was almost time for dinner. After a few laps, the novice Qiangzi actually ate three in one and earned seven or eight hundred yuan, which made him laugh. Shen Tong didn't lose much, so he didn't lose much. It was only more than one hundred, and Dahai lost the worst, losing more than four hundred. It was getting dark, but Dahai's eyes were red after losing money, and he wanted to play a few more rounds. This was when Yanni spoke, saying: " Stop playing around and come to my house for dinner in the evening. My mother has already prepared it. I guess it will be almost done by now."
Dahai was originally angry, but when he heard what Yanni said, he immediately became energetic. He pushed the mahjong and said with a smile: "No more playing, no more playing, let's go to Yanni's house to eat and drink, haha."
Qiangzi didn't intend to win their money, so when he heard that the game was about to end, he returned all the money he won. Dahai was not polite and put it into his pocket, packed up the mahjong, and rushed to Yanni's house Run away.
It was already dark, and the village was much livelier than usual, and the crackling sound of mahjong could be heard everywhere. Shen Tong ran home and got two bottles of good wine, told his mother that he would not be back at night, and went to Yanni's house.