"It's about Ruoshui." Xian Ziqian's voice was a little soft, and he seemed a little hesitant, "Zixian felt that Sister Ruoshui definitely didn't want too many people to care about her, or in other words, she definitely didn't want her life to become everyone's. If anyone
One day, when she learns about her life experience, she will definitely understand Princess Rui's painstaking efforts. If it were Zi Yuan instead, Zi Yuan would definitely want to live her own life. Too much concern and making decisions for her would make her at a loss."
Xuan Yi didn't say a word, but his expression showed that he was listening carefully. He slowly straightened out Xian Zijian's black hair. Her hair was so good, it was smooth in her hands, like fine silk, spread on a white pillow.
There is a heart-warming tranquility.
"She likes Young Master Cong. Maybe Young Master Cong hates his weakness in our eyes, but we are not Sister Ruoshui. You like Sister Ruoshui, but you can't marry her now because there is another me." Xian Ziqian said slowly.
, seemed to be thinking about something, "Sister Ruoshui has her own choice. Zi Qian is not saying that you are not good enough, but that it is unreasonable to like someone, just like Senior Shen Moyan and Yi Min back then, no matter how good Shen Moyan is
, No matter how kind you are to Senior Yimin, if Senior Yimin does not have him in his heart, he is a hateful person, because he hurts the person he loves with his love, and he does not know how to love."
Xuan Yi's face changed slightly, and he said gently: "Your husband, I am not that persistent yet. If sister Ruoshui chooses Cong, as long as he treats her well, I will raise my hands to express my approval."
"Then do you love sister Ruoshui?" Xian Zijian lay slightly upright and looked at Xuan Yi, who was still leaning on the bedside, still holding a waterfall of black hair on her head.
Xuan Yi thought that the women of the Wumeng Kingdom were different from the women of the Daxing Dynasty. Although Xian Zijie was also a descendant of the Sima family, she was born and raised in the Wumeng Kingdom and was not as reserved and shy as the girls from the Daxing Dynasty. She asked him
When she is in love or not, her eyes are as pure as water and her meaning is not hidden.
"Is this important?" Xuan Yi asked gently and calmly.
"It's very important."
Because she is a descendant of Emperor Liu, Princess Rui had repeatedly asked her descendants to ensure the safety of senior Yimin and her descendants as much as possible, but there was no need to change anything for them. This was the sword technique and mental technique that accompanied Qingfeng Liuyun back then.
I gave it to my grandmother together. I gave it away because I felt that in your heart, Ziyuan and sister Ruoshui were more or less important. Ziyu didn't want to forcefully change this importance. Sister Ruoshui liked Mr. Cong, and you liked sister Ruoshui.
I like you, and I don’t want this kind of chaos to continue.”
"So you have to leave me." Xuan Yi's tone was still calm, but slightly annoyed.
"Maybe." Xian Ziqian closed her eyes again, hiding the sadness and exhaustion in her eyes, "You were injured today, and I'm very happy that you showed up when I was in danger, but you were injured, and I'm sad and scared.
Something will happen to you. Shen Moyan's poison has always been the most vicious. There is no way out. He hopes that Sister Ruoshui will be happy, so he hopes that I will withdraw from you and be with Sister Ruoshui. And I believe that if there is enough time, Sister Ruoshui will also
I like you, because after all, Mr. Cong may not be able to withstand the obstruction of his family members."
"You left me to fulfill Ruoshui." Xuan Yi asked quietly, "In your heart, doesn't Ruoshui's safety outweigh my weight in your heart? If you really cared about me, would you choose this way?"
"I'm afraid that if I continue, I will become the second Shen Moyan. If I can't let go, I will harm everyone."
She will make her own choices about how others treat her, even emotionally. I am not trying to protect her, but I feel that it is very uncomfortable for her and me to share an equal relationship in your heart. I am worried that one day,
I will have the intention of hurting sister Ruoshui. For the sake of the child in my belly, for you, I will have the intention of hurting her. Although she has martial arts, she keeps it in the open. I know how to use poison but it is in the open.
In the dark, if I momentarily - the thing that can hurt her the most is definitely not the danger in everyone's eyes, but the danger from the people closest to her."
Xuan Yi was startled and looked at Xian Zijian. Xian Zijian smiled bitterly and said softly: "It's like you saw me at the beginning, weak and easy to bully, even stupid and pitiful. That's because those who hurt me are my family members.
I don't satisfy them, and they show their dissatisfaction, and I can only accept it. But have you ever seen me bullied by someone who is not a family member? I can use poison. If the other person hurts me, I can decide a person's life or death at any time.
That’s why my grandmother repeatedly asked me not to use poison unless absolutely necessary. I promised my grandmother, but in fact, I found that I couldn’t do it at all.”
Xuan Yi breathed a sigh of relief and said nothing, but still gently smoothed Xian Ziyan's hair.
"Even for the sake of the child in my belly, I began to plot against the people around me. I arranged for Liuli to marry my eldest brother. I was just worried that she would be used by the Queen Mother after staying with her for so long. Even though she is yours,
She also has certain weaknesses, so I asked her to marry my eldest brother, just in case one day, my child can be taken care of by her and my eldest brother. Letting Xiaochun marry Jin Wewei is just for the sake of my child, even if he lives in Liuli in the future.
With my eldest brother, Xiaochun is secretly taking care of me and will not endure hardship." Xian Zijian smiled bitterly and let out a long breath, "I'm even thinking that if the Queen Mother really attacks my child, I will definitely get it before her.
Take her life, or send the child far away, entrust it to a trustworthy person, and let him grow up in the name of someone else, even if he can never appear in front of me as my great-grandson in this life, even if he can't appear in front of me as my great-grandson in this life.
Even though he doesn’t know who I am, I would rather he live well. It doesn’t matter what his name is. What’s important is that he lives and my children can live well. That’s what’s important.”
For a while, Xian Zijin didn't speak again. Just when Xuan Yi thought she wouldn't speak again, he suddenly heard Xian Zijin whisper, "I'm actually not as good as I thought, nor as bad as I thought."
, I’m just afraid that I might have thoughts that I shouldn’t have.”
"Have a good sleep. If anything happens, we will discuss it slowly tomorrow. Don't worry, as long as I am here, no one can hurt you or our children. I will do everything possible to protect you and our children."
Child." Xuan Yi said gently, gently stroking Xian Zijian's hair, listening to her breathing gradually calming down. After all, she was pregnant, and she had been a little tired, and she had fallen asleep.