Xian Zijian blinked her eyes and looked at Xuan Yi in front of her, holding a wine glass in her hand. She didn't say a word for a while, watching Xuan Yi pick up the wine glass and drink the wine in one gulp. Although the expression on his face showed loneliness,
In a daze, he felt that Xuan Yi's eyes were as warm as spring, warmer than the stove in this room.
"Xuan Yi, I like to hear what you say." Xian Ziqian watched Xuan Yi put down his wine glass and suddenly spoke slowly, "Although you and I have only just met, it seems that we have known each other for a long time and are familiar with each other.
So that we can trust each other. Have we met before?"
Xuan Yi lowered his eyelids, poured himself a glass of wine, and then slowly brought it to his lips. His voice was a little soft, "Maybe we have known each other before, maybe we have never known each other. There are all living beings in this world. Ah Qian, don't you think this wine
Is it delicious? It seems that what you drink is your thoughts. People always say that there is no regret medicine in this world. However, this wine is like a regret medicine. The regret medicine is painstaking, and it is the torture of the past that fades away the regrets and unwillingness bit by bit.
, and then accept this regret bit by bit and be unwilling to do so. No one or thing can start over, so if you make a mistake, it is like this wine, like ice water entering your throat, and then warming your whole heart, sad and hurting your body, but
It can relieve the temporary sadness. Come on, let's continue drinking."
Xian Ziyan couldn't help but pick up the wine glass and drank the rest of the wine in one gulp. The wine went into her throat, and it felt like ice water. She shivered involuntarily because of the coldness, and then fell into her stomach. The temperature of her whole body instantly dropped a lot.
Drinking this when it's cold in early winter is really a strange experience.
"This wine is really cold." Xian Zijian frowned and took a breath of cold air. Her expression looked very cute, as if a child had accidentally eaten something very unpleasant and could not even spit it out but swallow it.
She was not awkward at all. Suddenly, she remembered something, "Otherwise, I would have no memory, and the world would see me as pitiful. But I think this is okay, at least I don't have to dwell on the past, so I have no hatred or sorrow in my heart."
No joy or resentment, I'll make some wine and you can drink it, okay?"
Xuan Yi smiled slightly and said gently: "Whatever you do is fine, as long as you are doing it."
Xian Ziqian was startled, her face flushed slightly, she seemed a little shy. After losing her memory, she was just a girl of seventeen or eighteen years old. She no longer remembered the past between her and Xuan Yi, and her world was simple.
Just like the snow in winter, it hides all the right and wrong.
"Don't you remember the person who made you lose your memory?" Xuan Yi asked pretending to be careless.
Xian Zijian thought for a while, shook her head, stopped drinking, put a chopstick of vegetables into her mouth, chewed it, and swallowed it slowly, then she said softly: "I can't remember why I lost my memory, but there must be a reason.
It's just that I don't want to investigate the reason. If I have to look back, it will just be to pick up the past right and wrong and experience the previous pain all over again. My mother said that when she saved me, although I was weak, I must have never suffered.
It's my fault, so I guess, even if I lose my memory, the person who caused me to lose my memory didn't abuse me. Why should I retrieve my memory to take revenge on someone who didn't mean to deal with me?"
Xuan Yi breathed a sigh of relief, "Aqian, no matter what the reason was at that time, the person who caused you to lose your memory must be an ungrateful bastard. He really doesn't deserve what you are doing."
"I really want to meet that girl Ruoshui." Xian Ziqian suddenly smiled and said with a hint of mischief, "I'm just an ordinary woman, and I'm a strange woman who has been married before and lost my memory inexplicably. It's just a coincidence.
After saving you, you can actually walk out of the forest even if you don't meet me. You are the prince, so you must have many guards, but you are so gentle to me."
"Do you think it's because you and Ruoshui look similar?" Xuan Yi smiled softly, and his mood gradually warmed up in this smile. Ever since Xian Zijian left, he never knew that his heart would still be smiling and saying soft words.
He became alive again, and the wine in the glass no longer seemed cold and difficult to swallow. "That's just to coax you. I am a prince after all. When I suddenly meet a woman who looks warm and approachable, I must at least pretend, not just for a moment."
Wouldn't it be so embarrassing if you could tell what I was thinking? However, you do look very similar to Ruoshui. I will take you to see Ruoshui in a few days. I haven't seen her in some days.
She will be happy to see you, and you will get along happily."
Xian Ziqian was startled and said in a daze: "Mom said you were plotting against me, is it true?"
Xuan Yi said half truthfully: "Really? Did A Niu's mother say so? Is my performance so obvious? I thought I concealed it well. No wonder she refused to leave the mountain. It turned out to be worried that I would take it away.
Her favorite daughter-in-law? But if I really fall in love with you, no one in the world can stop me."
"You don't really like me, do you?" Xian Ziqian said uneasily.
"At least I'm not disgusted now." Xuan Yi said half-truthfully.
He wanted to say, Zi Yu, in fact, I have always liked you. From the first moment I saw you, I liked you. I never spend time on people I dislike, but from the beginning, I spent time on you.
, It’s a pity that from the first sight, you saw me and your sister together, and I seemed to like your sister. You thought that I didn’t like you, and I wouldn’t like you, but on the contrary, I also thought that I
I won't like it, but I do.
Moreover, it is the only one I like, and I am willing to like it for the rest of my life.
Xian Ziqian breathed a sigh of relief and said with some joy: "Fortunately, I don't like you. Xuan Yi, you are a prince, and I am a person who has lost my memory. I can marry Brother A Niu, but I can't marry you. I don't deserve it."
As your wife, you are a good person, and you should have a very good princess. Moreover, it is impossible for me, a person with no memory and unknown origins, to be a good princess."
Xuan Yi said slowly: "That's something to consider later. Now I think we should eat. You haven't had a few good bites of food yet, and you've been listening to me. Come on, try this. Do you like it?"
Xian Ziqian felt a little strange that Xuan Yi asked the house to prepare and deliver all the meals she liked. She herself didn't know what she liked to eat, but Xuan Yi knew.
She slept well all night. In fact, Xian Ziqian even forgot when she took a rest. The wine Xuan Yi brewed was cold at first, but as she drank it slowly, it became better and better. She also forgot about her
I talked about something with Xuan Yi, but I just remember that she seemed to have drunk too much. She kept talking and laughing, and unknowingly drank a little too much.