Chapter Thirty-eight I wished for his death and now it has come true
Chapter 38 I once hoped that he would die, but now it's done
The big hand wrapped around Qin Huan's waist, and Fu Chengjue said, "Let's go."
Ye Rongzhen looked at the backs of Fu Chengjue and Qin Huan walking side by side, and a trace of loss flashed through his eyes. He had never dared to go to Hong Kong for so long. In fact, he was afraid of seeing this scene. Even though he knew that she was happy, he was just
Will be sad.
The group came to Qin Zhenghai's ward and happened to catch the special guard coming out of the inside. When they saw the group of people in front of the door, the special guard was stunned and then shouted at Ye Rongzhen, "Mr. Ye."
Ye Rongzhen nodded and said, "How is it?"
The special guard replied, "I just changed the medicine for Uncle Qin, and he is awake."
Ye Rongzhen said to Qin Huan, "Go in."
Qin Huan subconsciously said, "You won't go in?"
Ye Rongzhen said, "You go in and talk to your uncle for a while, we will wait outside."
Qin Huan was a little wild, and Fu Chengjue also said, "It's okay, I'll wait for you here."
Qin Huan took a lot of effort to muster up the courage, reach out and press the door handle, and then dodge in.
Walking through a small corridor, Qin Huan saw Qin Zhenghai sitting on the hospital bed. He was lowering his head and an album was placed on his legs.
The sun shone in from outside and hit the white hospital bed and sheets, covering Qin Zhenghai with a pearly halo.
Qin Huan looked at the man quietly, and had a moment of illusion. She realized that so many years have passed, and she has never even looked at this man carefully, the man who has been her father for almost thirty years.
The room was very quiet, only the subtle sounds made by Qin Zhenghai when he was flipping through the album. Qin Huan was not very close to him. At such a distance, she couldn't see the characters on the album clearly, and could only see the corners of Qin Zhenghai's lips that were sometimes curled up.
, sometimes raising your hand to wipe your tears.
In my impression, Qin Zhenghai had almost never cried, and Qin Huan never knew that this man could cry when he saw anything.
Qin Zhenghai looked at the album over and over again several times. Perhaps he was a little tired. He closed the album and wanted to lie down. As soon as he looked up, he met Qin Huan standing at the entrance of the corridor.
Qin Huan was so shocked that she was caught off guard just now that she didn't even have time to look away.
The two looked at each other for a few seconds, and in the end, Qin Zhenghai spoke first, "Huanhuan?"
Qin Huan tried hard to make her expression look very ordinary. She walked over and said, "What have you been watching for so long?"
Qin Zhenghai saw Qin Huan coming, with a clear surprise on his face. He had already closed the album, but was opened by him again. He smiled and said, "Rong Zhen said he was afraid that I would be bored alone in the hospital, so he took you.
I have read the albums with Arnold in the past few years, and I have read them many times."
The album was opened, and Qin Huan took a look. Every photo above was all about her and Arnold. Arnold was born from her to not long ago. In almost four years, Ye Rongzhen asked someone to take tens of thousands of photos, these
They are all selected and placed in the album.
Seeing that Qin Zhenghai didn't say anything, he lifted the quilt and acted to get out of bed. Qin Huan saw his exposed arms, why was it so thin, and almost subconsciously frowned. Qin Huan blocked it for a while and said, "You go down."
What is the bed for?"
Qin Zhenghai said, "I'll take you other albums to see."
Qin Huan originally wanted to say that she hadn't seen the photos of her and Arnold? But when she said to her mouth, she said, "Lying down, where is it, I'll get it."
Qin Zhenghai smiled, then pointed his hand at the cabinet opposite.
Qin Huan walked over and opened the cabinet and saw that she was shocked. The album was piled up half a meter high.
Qin Huan had to pick up a few albums and walked back to the bed. Qin Zhenghai reached out to take them. He said, "Arnau was so cute when he was a child. His little face was round and chubby. I don't know.
I thought it was a girl.”
Qin Huan sat on a stool beside the hospital bed, listening to Qin Zhenghai talking alone, suddenly at a certain moment, when the sun shone through Qin Zhenghai's hair and shining on Qin Huan's eyes, she suddenly realized that Qin Zhenghai's
He has a lot of white hair on his head, and he is old.
I can't tell what it tastes like, salty or astringent.
"Look, you and Arnold are wearing mother-son outfits. This one is from Rong Zhen. I just saw the last photo of you..."
"When did you know you were sick?"
Qin Huan spoke, Qin Zhenghai's words were interrupted, and the smile on his face paused slightly, and then he smiled even louder, saying casually, "It's nothing big, the hospital is delicious and well-stayed, it will be fine after a while."
Qin Huan frowned slightly and said subconsciously, "Cancer is not a big deal? What is considered a big deal in your heart?!"
Her voice rose unconsciously, with a hint of panic that she didn't realize.
Qin Zhenghai paused, then slowly turned his head to look at Qin Huan. Qin Huan's eyes were red and his eyelids were swollen, obviously he cried last night.
Qin Zhenghai looked at Qin Huan. He was old, with wrinkles that had been crushed by time on his face, and his eyes were no longer as sharp as before. He was almost turbid and turbid, and he slowly opened his mouth. Qin Zhenghai said,
"You got it."
A very light sentence, Qin Huan clenched her fists. She resisted the urge to cry and looked at Qin Zhenghai and said, "You are sick, why never tell me?" Qin Zhenghai said, "I said it again
What can be changed is just to worry about you."
Qin Huan was uncomfortable being seen by Qin Zhenghai. She slightly looked away and whispered, "You are thinking too much, who is worried about you?"
Qin Zhenghai curled the corners of his lips and showed a self-deprecating smile. He said, "Yes, you are right. In this life, I feel like I am destined to disturb your family. You, your mother, and
Your brother has been implicated by me... So sometimes I think, I have fled everywhere in my life, no place to live, I am old, and I have cancer. Haha, is this God punishing me?
, I can't even die."
Qin Huan clenched his fists, and his chest felt like a big stone was pressed, weighing a thousand pounds.
Qin Zhenghai looked at Qin Huan and said with a smile, "Huanhuan, you have thought more than once that if one day I die and are gone, you will not be implicated by me, right?
”
Qin Huan lowered his eyes and a big drop of tears fell on his legs.
Qin Zhenghai wanted to reach out and help Qin Huan wipe away tears, but his fingers moved. He didn't raise his hand after all, but said, "Now, I'm really going to die, I won't give it to you again in the future.
You're causing trouble..."
Qin Huan's tears surged out in fear. She raised her head and glared at Qin Zhenghai and said, "Do you think you are a hero? Do you think you will owe me nothing if you die like this.
Is it? Why can you be so selfish? In the past, you could leave our family behind for yourself. Now that your mother and brother are gone, do you still want to leave me behind?!"
Qin Huan was so angry that she trembled all over. How could he do this? How could he do this... If even he didn't want her, then she would be really alone in the future.
Qin Zhenghai looked at Qin Huan sitting not far away, crying like a child. He was stunned for a long time, then slowly raised his head and covered Qin Huan's head. He didn't know how to get along with his children.
When they come into contact with Qin Huan, they often beat and scold.
It turned out that her hair was so soft and warm. Tears gushed out from Qin Zhenghai's turbid eyes. He said in a hoarse voice, "Huanhuan, can you forgive your father?"