It rained in Zhengzhou a few days ago, with lightning and thunder, but in just a few minutes the outside world turned into a sea. Standing facing the window, even the summer wind was mixed with a hint of coldness.
When the rain stops, go out.
Mud water splashed on the corners of his trousers, the wind rushed into his neck, and the sky was blue and the sun was warm in his memory.
I don't know why it reminds me of the past.
Smile, be gentle and calm, and keep your eyebrows as straight as before.
two
I remember when I was a child, there was a plum tree in front of my yard. Every year in July and August, I would look up at the green and yellow fruits and swallow my saliva - because it was hard to tell whether they were sour or sweet from the outside.
So I am always curious and can't help but climb up and pick one to try.
Now that I think about it, this is actually one of the few memories I have from my childhood, mixed with the laughter and scolding of my parents, the teasing and teasing of my friends, the ups and downs and the fun.
But as I grow older, the fun of being able to make myself happy with a pack of candies or even a marble has long since disappeared. So many times, I always think of the saying that the older I get, the lonelier I get.
Who is not alone?
three
Everyone, no matter whether they are rising or falling, for him personally, it is only a few decades.
Every book, even if it only has a few pages, has a fictional end.
I've been thinking about a lot of things recently, some of which I understand, and some of which I don't.
But it doesn’t matter whether you understand or not.
Because someone told me today that everyone is unique in his own world.
Four
I remember when I was a child, I watched Demi-Gods and Dragons and I liked Qiao Feng very much. At that time, I admired the heroes very firmly, dreamed of my own heroic dream, and firmly believed in good and evil, good and evil. Now that I think about it, I should have been innocent at that time.
And beautiful.
However, society is progressing, and more and more people are denying morality, denying righteousness, denying righteousness, denying nobility...
If... anti-heroes become the main theme, it may be difficult for real heroes to gain a foothold.
Does what is denied not exist or is it just abandoned?
The ruthless reality constantly uses facts to ridicule the fact that morality is not as reliable as money, and most people choose to succumb.
So some people say that in order to achieve simplicity, one must become complicated, but the result is that once it becomes complicated, there is no way to make it simple again.
This is my original intention of writing this book.
Write a heroic dream of a little person.
five
Gluttony, lust, greed, sadness, rage, laziness, conceitedness and arrogance.
Catholics say this is a sin.
Greed, desire, lust, burning, yearning, hobby, desire and love.
Buddhism says these are desires.
I think this is a world where sin and lust are intertwined.
In the new book, no matter they are powerful officials, rich men, masters, poor people, or geishas, etc.
Some of them are well-dressed, some are generous, some are coquettish, or some are homeless.
Because of sin, sometimes I hate them.
Because of desire, sometimes I would envy them.
This... is the world of sinful desires.
six
No one will care about your past.
I'm not a great writer.
There is no talent at all.
I just persevere, no matter good or bad.
The first work made me suffer a lot. Many people must have experienced that feeling of shattered desire.
I gained a lot from the second work, so much so that I often read the written words.
This is the third part. At the beginning, I wanted to find something new and break through. When I started writing the first chapter, the desire was very strong, just like a drowning person's desire to see a piece of driftwood.
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However, I know that sin is not a rescue ship that arrives in time, nor is it a piece of land for me to dock.
It's just a piece of driftwood, I just hope it can bring a little greenery to my life.
In this way, I can write the next work more smoothly and satisfactorily.
seven
As far as the story in this book is concerned.
I like a little girl in it, Chu Chu, the charming Chu Chu.
I like women, but sometimes I don't know how to describe women.
I tried to contact them and try to open their hearts.
But just like a woman who loves bananas, I spent all my savings to give her a cart of apples.
She still won't be moved.
Originally, I wanted to describe the men and women in this story in a cheerful tone.
But when I started writing, I realized that I am not good at writing about their happy side - they also have another side, a painful side.
Everyone has it.
eight
When I write about sinful desires, I am mostly in Internet cafes, smoking recklessly while listening to the men and women next to me either shouting or remaining silent.
It was in the Internet cafe that I met my current leader, even though there was a long distance between us.
At that time, I told Xiaowu more than once that I was feeling panicked because of depression, depression, and melancholy. I remember that at that time, I often listened to a song called "When I Miss You" by Wang Feng all night long.
Xiaowu comforted me and said, just write, write what you think.
At the beginning, I wrote three or four versions.
Just walked through it step by step.
I don’t know how to praise this book, and there is nothing to praise. Let the work speak for itself. It will take a year or more to see how I can interpret this story into a legend.
At least, I'm still writing.
At least, I'm still writing... what I want to write.
Nine
When I couldn't sleep last night, I discovered a problem.
After reading so many books, why do all the stories involve bloodshed and death?
I now realize that this kind of thing can never be avoided.
Whether in reality or in a story.
This kind of thing cannot be stopped, but can it be prevented?
It just requires sacrifice.
Hiding one's anger, tolerating the faults of others, forgetting the harm others have done to oneself, cultivating one's love for others - these are all sacrifices to a certain extent.
Because it is easy to sacrifice anything, but very difficult to sacrifice yourself.
So violence and gore will never go away.
However, I believe there are people in this world who are willing to sacrifice themselves.
But few people care about their feelings.
For example, with a line in the book, my worries become a hindrance in your eyes.
ten
Everyone changes, changing with the environment and age. Not only persistence, thoughts, and emotions will change, but even appearance, shape, and body shape will change.
This is inevitable.
Authors are human beings and they can change, so of course the works they write will also change.
Every author undergoes significant changes in several periods during his long and arduous writing process.
There is growth, and there are times when there is stagnation, and even worse, there is regression.
In my opinion, whether it is growth or regression, it means change.
Half of many authors' early works are accompanied by imagination and creativity. However, once their thoughts gradually become more sophisticated and mature, they will become more cautious when writing. In this way, the original impulse and fantasy may have gradually disappeared.
This is probably a common problem among all authors, and it is also one of their greatest sorrows.
Moreover, every author must create as long as he is alive, otherwise he will disappear.
Sometimes, a silent disappearance is not as good as a vigorous destruction.
eleven
Society is becoming more complex and realistic, and therefore is subject to various constraints.
But that doesn't mean the past days were good days.
So I sketched out an era in my sinful desires.
My intention in this book was to write about a very happy era - where there were pleasures and grudges, where people dared to love and hate, where good was rewarded with good, and evil was rewarded with evil.
There are courts, temples, rivers and lakes, and wars.
There are good wines, precious swords, beauties, and beggars.
Of course, there is joy and tears.
It is even more inseparable from love and desire.
besides……
See for yourself.
twelve
Chu Yu is not alone.
I'm not alone either.
Just like I know you awesome people.
Chu Yu will also lead a group of awesome people to conquer the world.
Where there is hope, there will be results.
No matter who you are, when there is no more hope, that is the real sadness.
This is what I wrote at the beginning.
What a cruel story this is. Unfortunately, the truth is sometimes even crueler than the story.
So we will see that the longing in the story will turn into hatred, but in reality there are too many feelings that turn into resentment.
As a result, the blood will continue to flow.
In the story, those who follow the story will die after all their blood is shed.
But people in reality all have the same fate as the people in the story.
Thirteen
Happiness or pain are two extremes, but how can we experience the happiness of gain without the pain of loss.
In this book, I want to portray Chu Yu as a mirror, so that everyone can see from this mirror what they should do.
You said, if a person's face is dirty, does he have to look in the mirror to know how to wipe it off?
I just hope that the results of this book can be better and that it can help people feel a little moved when reading it.
I really hope everyone's life can become happy.
Because life is lovely after all.
After all, on this road of life, none of us are returnees.
But a passerby.
fourteen
New book issue, new book list.
Is it to hack others to death or to be trampled to death by others?