Qiuqiu then realized that he could not use all his strength.
Yuxia really touched her when she didn't know when.
Master Yuxia was a little proud and sad, and said a little sad: "Don't run around and bump into it--it's useless. Master is also a master no matter how you say it. You can't get out of my palm."
Qiuqiu suddenly turned around and looked at the master standing there. He couldn't believe that he was closest to him, and the one he trusted the most deceived him!
She bit her lip tightly and tried her best to prevent the tears from falling: "Master! Master, let me out!"
Master Yuxia held her hands: "Now Master and your uncle Zeng must have gone up the mountain. Maybe they have approached the main peak. Even if you chase after him, it will be useless - just stay with Master quietly for a while."
Because Master has less time left.
She didn't say the last sentence, but Qiuqiu understood.
Yuxia Zhenren sat down by the stone railing of the medicine garden and patted the stone foundation beside him: "You can sit too."
Qiuqiu stood still.
Yuxia Zhenren pulled her, and Qiuqiu sat passively and stiffly beside her.
"Master has experienced everything in his life. Looking back, the most regrettable thing is that he has not taken good care of you three. Your senior sister is the most sensible and has been with me the longest. You are the youngest, and Master likes you the most.
, I inevitably ignore Jingyi, and now I feel sorry for her. But it doesn’t matter, Master may be able to see your senior sister and the others soon, just keep you, Master is worried.”
Qiuqiu lowered her head vigorously and remained silent.
"I know you're angry with me." Yuxia Zhenren couldn't bear to tell such a cruel reality. But she really didn't have much time, and the magical body technique could not last long: "Master, you're sorry for you. Please let me go again
Master, please take a look at you."
The hot water drops fell on Qiuqiu's hands that were tightly held together.
Yuxia Zhenren felt that the tears were falling on her heart, burning her heart and lungs.
"Fortunately, Shi'er is still very steady and talented. The important thing is that he treats you wholeheartedly, which is more rare than anything else." Yuxia Zhenren finally raised her head when she saw Qiuqiu, her little face turned red. She was crying along her tears.
She was flowing violently on her cheeks.
"It is not easy to meet such a person. The master also thought he had met him, but later it turned out that he loved himself more."
Qiuqiu's voice was choked and hoarse: "Master... is it, is Fang Zhenren?"
"Yes, it's him." Yuxia Zhenren smiled. Thinking of the past: "The first time I met him, I felt that this person was very different from others. He was knowledgeable, extraordinary, and gentle and careful. Let's go together.
After going through many things, I liked him, and I knew he liked me in his heart."
"But Master wants me and Senior Brother Yuqing to get along. To eliminate the cracks and grievances of the previous generation, and to promote the sect." Fang Zhenren hugged Qiuqiu. He felt that she was trembling, paused for a moment before continuing:
"I was very conflicted at that time. I couldn't bear to disobey my master who had high expectations for me, but the taste of love was so beautiful, just like a poison that I became addicted to, I couldn't forget it. I couldn't quit. Later, I mustered up the courage to tell my master,
I fell in love with others. I don’t want to be with Senior Brother Yuqing…”
The calmer her voice was, the more sore Qiuqiu felt.
Master...
Master and Fu Jin must have gone to Xiuyuan Mountain long ago. The one who stayed with her might be a illusion or a dream-like trick.
Master Yuxia told her about the past, just like when Qiuqiu was still young, Master Yuxia held her in her arms and pointed to the stars in the sky and told her stories.
The starry sky above my head is as dark as ink, and I can't see the stars and moon.
The dark sky was as desperate as her current state of mind.
Time passes by bit by bit.
Qiuqiu wants to stop time now, but no, he can turn back time.
But she can't do anything now.
Without spiritual power, she was like an ordinary person.
"... Although I was found guilty of being angry and murdering my senior sister, I was not tolerated by the sect. But because my junior brother proved that I was innocent and the protection of Elder Huang and others, I was not left to bear it.
The sect rule dealt with, and he went down the mountain with his injuries. After all, the master forgave me, and he agreed to my affairs before he died. I kept walking, and it took me a long time to find him."
"What happened later?"
"Later... he said that the girl Xie Xiaojun who always liked him died because of him... He said he was sorry, he couldn't be with me. Because every moment he saw me, he would think of Miss Xie and shed breathing in his arms.
Looks like…”
"Why is he like this?" Qiuqiu finally knew the gossip she had been curious about, at this heartbreaking moment of despair: "How could he sacrifice his master's love to seek the balance in his own heart? Why should he?"
"I understood him at the beginning. At that time, I was alone and the sect could not go back. I encountered many ups and downs. I always thought that he would figure it out and we would be together. Later, time went by.
The longer I gradually realized that he couldn't pass his own obstacle, and he and I would never be together again."
"You asked just now, why is he? He is based on me that I like him. He feels that he has made a double great sacrifice, so that he can compensate for the guilt and pride in his heart. This painful sacrifice is his repayment.
The price he paid.”
"But what about you, Master? Have he thought about you going to suffer?"
Yuxia Zhenren thought for a while: "Maybe he feels that I have already received love and his love. What an amazing treasure. Since I have obtained it, I should give it."
What logic is this?
Qiuqiu had previously thought that Zhenren Fang and Master did not get together because of shyness, sect views, or some misunderstandings.
No, it’s not because of those reasons. There is no sect opinion, and there is no misunderstanding.
Both of them were too sober, understood themselves clearly, and saw through each other clearly.
"So you see, having love, understanding, and admiration is not enough. To be together, two people need more tolerance, understanding, and tolerance... Sometimes you need to regard each other as more important than yourself. You and
How rare and difficult it is to be together with Shi'er." Yuxia Zhenren looked up at the night sky: "You and him take care of each other and accompany each other, so that the long life will not be lonely, don't be like Master..."
Her figure is fading.
Qiuqiu looked at her with tears in her eyes. She wanted to cry and tried her best to keep her master, but now she couldn't do anything, and she didn't even dare to reach out to touch her master.
"Qiuqiu, Master really doesn't want to leave you so early..."
Yuxia smiled faintly, slowly raised her hand and stroked her hair.
But Qiuqiu did not feel her touch. The shadow of Yuxia's real person slowly dissipated in front of her eyes and turned into a flying stream of light.
She will never feel the touch of her master. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations, monthly votes, and your support are my greatest motivation.)
ps: I cried when I wrote this chapter... I like the gentle master very much...