Shi'er said so sincerely that Qiuqiu almost believed it in an instant.
"No. Among the fellow students who studied the Zi Yu Jue together this time, I have the least experienced and the lowest cultivation level. The other senior sisters started earlier than me and had higher cultivation level. They know a lot, and they are all very powerful and very good.
A talented person.”
Of course, she believed in Shi'er's sincerity. He not only praised her sincerely, but he really thought so.
This person will not say anything against his will.
But his views must be biased and not objective.
As the saying goes, Xi Shi appears in the lover's eyes... Qiuqiu glanced at him.
In his eyes, he may be flawless. When people look at the person they like, their eyes may automatically install a soft light mirror to skip the other person's shortcomings. It's even more perfect when they look at it.
The more perfect you look.
But Qiuqiu himself is self-aware.
Her qualifications and talents are really not outstanding enough, at least not as outstanding as her previous life and achieved extraordinary achievements.
In her previous life, she seemed to be a genius in people's eyes. She became the palm peak of Jiufeng at a young age. But this life is different. In her previous life, she was already famous at this age, right? What about this life? She is unknown and accomplished nothing.
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Qiuqiu suddenly felt a little ashamed.
In this way, even if she is with Shi'er, others will definitely think they are not matched at all.
Whether from the outside or inside, the gap is too big.
Will Shi'er be disappointed with her one day?
Well, no matter whether Shi'er is disappointed or not, the head of the sect will definitely be disappointed with her soon.
Isn’t the day for the school exam near?
When the last time she taught the Zi Yu Art, the leader expressed great expectations for her. The greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment.
"Don't think too much." Shi'er held her hand: "What kind of exercise do you think is the Purple Jade Art?"
Qiuqiu was a little confused and shook her head.
Until now, she didn't know the true face of Zi Yu Jue, she didn't even describe it in a word, and she didn't have the method of practicing it. She just relied on her own understanding. This was really too illusory.
"Then what are you practicing Taoism?"
Qiuqiu is still confused. What is the purpose of practicing Taoism?
At the beginning, it was because she had only one to leave, and there was no other choice.
It should be... to survive.
Compared with the people around her, she felt that she was quite incompetent. Others had clear goals for what they wanted to do. Some practiced actively, while others attracted their fellow students to accumulate popularity, which was also considered to have embarked on their own path.
They have clear plans for what they are doing now and what they will get in the future, and are following this plan step by step.
Regardless of whether they can get what they want in the future, they all live quite fulfilling.
Qiuqiu was asked by Shi'er and found out that she seemed to have been living in a daze. There was no way to say that there was a life ideal, no long-term plan, and no short-term plans. She had always been at ease with the situation and was able to do whatever she went.
When she was at home, she thought about marrying a honest and honest husband in the future and living a good life. When she arrived at Zilong Yu Pavilion, she thought about learning and living steadily with Aunt Yan. In the future, she would probably replace Aunt Yan.
Keep taking care of this flowerbed at the location.
Mediocre and mediocre, without great ambitions.
Shi'er looked at her confused expression and her eyes became gentler.
"Don't hurry, think slowly. We still have a lot of time."
Qiuqiu lost insomnia for the first time at night.
She was thinking about what Shi'er asked her.
She practices Taoism to live. But what about after she lives? Is she living for life?
Surely not.
No one lives just for the sake of living. Some people want to be an official, some want to make a fortune, some want to become famous, and some want to start a family and start a career.
Where is her goal?
What kind of person does she want to be? Does she really understand the true meaning of the Zi Yu Art?
When I woke up in the morning, Aunt Yan saw her looking haggard and her eyes were full of red silk. She thought she was uneasy because of the school entrance exam and felt very distressed. While she told her not to force herself too much, she found some more
Take her nourishing pills.
The more Aunt Yan cares about her, the more Qiuqiu feels uneasy.
Master’s kindness to her is so meticulous. If she keeps following the crowd without seeking progress, would she be worthy of Master?
Aunt Yan saw Qiuqiu taking the pill, and then told her again, and finally said, "I will leave these two days."
Qiuqiu hurriedly asked, "Where is Master going?"
"If you don't go far, you will be back in three or two days." Aunt Yan said: "It was originally an accident that your disciple of Master Song had, but you also know that there are many things in our sect recently, and there are still many guests who have not left. Your Master Song
I can't separate myself, so I asked me to go there for her."
The Song Zhenren that Aunt Yan talks about is one of the few classmates who are in good relationships. Aunt Yan has been staying in the flower garden, living in simplicity, and her relationship with her classmates is not so close. This Song Zhenren talks about
Not many, he is a person who doesn’t like to cause trouble, and he has a good relationship with Aunt Yan.
"You should be careful at home. If there is something that alone cannot make decisions, leave it first and wait until I come back. Don't walk around, there are many guests who haven't left. He Meijun's incident may not be troublesome in the future.
Wait."
Qiuqiu responded at once.
Without Aunt Yan's words, she knew that He Meijun suffered a big loss and might hate her.
Since she is not going far away, she doesn't need to pack her clothes. Aunt Yan left after noon. Qiuqiu usually practices in the morning and takes care of the flower garden in the afternoon. At night, she never walks around and usually stays in her room.
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Aunt Yan was not here, Qiuqiu cleaned up the two rooms where the master lived in the front yard, cleaned the courtyard, and then locked the door from outside, then returned to his own cottage behind.
Shi'er is not in the house. He doesn't stay with Qiuqiu all the time. In fact, Qiuqiu feels that this person is elusive. He appears without warning, but usually leaves quietly.
Somehow, when Qiuqiu was slightly disappointed, she breathed a sigh of relief when she saw that he was not here.
She pushed a bunch of things on the table aside, and she felt relieved to sit down alone.
Shi'er is very good, and she will feel very happy when she is with him.
But... she is still a little nervous.
If Shi'er was there, she would be full of him, and what she thought about was always around him intentionally or unintentionally.
He had a great influence on her.
When I started practicing Taoism, Qiuqiu's days were almost unchanging. Every day, I practiced and practiced again, although the results were minimal.
Did she really have no expectations and ideals, or did she not have too high expectations because she knew that she had limited talents?
She has become accustomed to the thinking and life of ordinary people. Even if the environment has changed and her lifestyle has changed, her ideas are still stuck in the past.
Qiuqiu looked at the candlelight and was in a daze.
The candle flames leaps slightly, and the candle light is bright and soft, not dazzling.
There was a rustling sound under the table. Qiuqiu lowered his head and looked at it. Huo'er had arrived at some point and was crawling restlessly under the table.
Qiuqiu reached out and Huo'er climbed onto her hand.
"When did you come?" Qiuqiu asked in a low voice.
Huo'er's answer is to shake her tail.
"Where is your master?"
Huoer lay down, its scales were smooth and cool, and it felt very comfortable when applied to the skin.
Qiuqiu took out a small bag of fried green beans. This is not a good thing, but it tastes quite time-consuming. It is one by one, very crispy. You need to have a good tooth to conquer this thing. A great benefit of Huo'er
It just doesn't picky about food, and eats everything with relish and is full of interest. It uses its claws to chew green beans one by one, chewing them one by one, creaking and chewing.
Qiuqiu reads the book in the sound of eating green beans, copying all the words and sentences in the book that he thinks might be useful to him. A good memory is not as good as a bad pen. It is inevitable that he will forget it in his mind, and remember it on paper.
, bind it up later to facilitate search.
After copying for a few lines, Huo'er suddenly raised her head and stopped eating green beans.
Qiuqiu stopped writing and looked at it. Huo'er jumped up and landed on the windowsill, and then jumped out of the window in a swift and incompetent manner.
"Huo'er?"
Qiuqiu put down his pen and followed it to the window.
She thought Huo'er ran away like last time, or was going to take her to somewhere.
But Huo'er was not far away. It was in the yard, and he didn't know what was biting in his mouth. Qiuqiu heard the slight sound of its teeth being mismatched.
"Huo'er?"
Huo'er jumped onto the windowsill with the thing in his mouth in his mouth. He was getting closer. Qiuqiu saw clearly that it had a tail in his mouth.
...It was like a snake's tail, only a small piece was exposed outside. The fire creaked a few times and chewed the small piece of tail and swallowed it.
Qiuqiu felt a little uncomfortable in her stomach.
"Don't eat all the time. I don't know if it's poisonous or not. What if my stomach is damaged?" Qiuqiu really didn't know what to say about it. Huo'er must have heard something in the house and jumped out to prey on it.
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Huo'er rubbed her head and neck against her hands, looking very well-behaved.
“Quick into the house.”
When Huo'er jumped into the room and Qiuqiu wanted to close the window, she suddenly felt a little strange.
She has lived here for quite some time and has never seen snakes in the yard. There are occasional snakes and insects in the flowerbed, but they never get close to the yard.
If the master had not set up some formation, he might have set up medicine to drive away snakes and insects.
Then how did the snake come in just now?
She thought that when she came back, she had to tell her master that there were many rare plants in the flower garden, and the fruits they bloomed must be of great use. If she could not prevent small destroyers such as snakes, insects, birds, etc.
Maybe it will cause a lot of losses. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations, monthly votes, and your support are my greatest motivation.)
ps: It will be the second day of February tomorrow. It will rain heavily here, but it will rain a lot around February 2.