When he woke up like this, Qiuqiu looked at the top of the stone cave in front of him, and didn't remember where he was.
Oh, yes, she was in seclusion.
I actually fell asleep while soaking in the water.
Qiuqiu got up from the water and shook her sleeves. The crystal water droplets fell back to the water surface, and her clothes instantly dried up.
There are many benefits to cultivating the truth.
Qiuqiu took out the comb with emotion, combed his hair smoothly, and tied it up again.
It seemed like I had a dream just now?
But she didn't think much about the situation in the dream.
Qiuqiu's hand stopped.
She vaguely felt that the dream just now seemed very important and should not be forgotten.
But I really can't remember it at all.
Forget it, if you can't remember, don't think about it, let it go.
When you are in seclusion and enter into meditation, it is difficult to detect the passage of time. Qiuqiu put a star plate around you to calculate the time. The first time it was officially entered into meditation took seven days. The second time it was much longer, thirty days.
During the interval between the two times of entering into meditation, Qiuqiu drank some water, took a few pills, and flipped through the book, which was probably a day's time.
But when I started to enter into meditation for the third time, Qiuqiu always felt... strange.
I don’t know what’s going on, but it feels different from the previous two times I entered into a meditation.
Qiuqiu opened his eyes and looked at his hands.
Nothing unusual.
Could it be that she is eager to make a comeback?
Obviously not.
But why did she feel that there was something... something close to her when she wanted to start exercising her skills?
Just like someone gently scratching her palm with a dogtail grass, it was gently itchy.
Of course, this feeling is just an example.
Qiuqiu stood up.
She is the only one in this cave, and this Qiuqiu is certain.
Shi'er sent her in and then closed the stone door.
Qiuqiu activated the protective formation from the inside, and Shi'er must have placed a ban outside.
Not to mention humans, even a fly and an ant can’t get in.
But Qiuqiu always has a feeling...it seems that it is not just her here.
This feeling is really unscientific.
It won't be haunted.
No one has ever seen a god or a ghost.
As for mountain spirits, trees, monsters, foxes and monsters, there are them in the world.
But no matter whether it is a human or a non-human race, it is still powerless between life and death.
Life and death are beyond the control of no one.
A person cannot choose his birth, when, where, what kind of parents are, and what qualifications are, these belong to birth.
Death... Whether it is death or death due to a bad life. Whether it is prepared or sudden encounter... death is never irresistible and cannot be escaped.
What the practitioners are looking forward to when practicing hard is nothing more than trying to understand the mystery of these two words.
Who can transcend life and death?
Qiuqiu felt that there must be something here.
But.What is it?
Where is it?
Can you see it? Can you touch it?
She felt no danger or anxiety.
The unknown is always unsettling, but Qiuqiu doesn't feel this way at all.
Just now, when something touched her senses, what she felt at that moment... was kindness.
Soft, kind, and completely unthreatening.
This is a kind of intuition.
Qiuqiu reached out and groped in the air in a daze.
Her palms spread out and closed.
But she didn't touch anything and didn't hold anything.
Too strange.
Qiuqiu flipped through the books in her bag. Most of the books stuffed in Shi'er had something to do with her retreat. Of course, there were also one or two books of gossip.
Qiuqiu took out a book about the mood of her retreat.
People will have various situations during retreat, some will have strange feelings, some will see illusions, and some will have auditory hallucinations. There will be more.
Did she also feel uneasy? She always feels that it is not the only one who exists here?
Will this feeling be an illusion caused by unstable mood?
Maybe it is.
After all, it is really impossible for a second creature to appear here.
Qiuqiu took a deep breath.
The letter says that when you feel this way, you must stick to your original intention and not be confused by external feelings.
Looking further down, there are one, two or three options available.
She read it gently: "You can take Qingxi Pills to stop the five senses..."
Qiuqiu thought about it and found that she didn't smell any strange smell, nor did she hear any strange sounds, and of course, she didn't see any illusions. This choice should not be suitable for her.
Let’s look at the second one.
"You can practice according to the following formulas to calm down the restlessness of spiritual power..."
Qiuqiu thought about it, her spiritual power was not restless.
It seems that the second one does not apply to her situation.
Article 3.
Hey, the third idea is really a different way.
The third article says that strange feelings will not appear for no reason, there must be a reason. For example, the illusion that someone has seen is someone he has killed by mistake. The auditory hallucination that someone hears is what he most desires to achieve.
The target. There is also a feeling of strangeness that people have suffered from old injuries. Although the injuries have been healed, the long recovery process left him with a sense of fear and always feels strange in the wound.
To be honest, Qiuqiu thinks the third statement makes sense.
She also felt that the strange feeling would not appear for no reason, there must be a reason.
If you want to figure it out, you need to feel it again.
Qiuqiu sat down again and closed her eyes.
The eyes couldn't see it, and there was silence around me.
Other feelings became sharper.
Just now, she started to regulate her breathing and exercise her skills as before.
There was no strange feeling at the beginning.
The spiritual power flows slowly in the meridians, warm and soft, like a flow of water. No, it is even softer than the flow of water.
Like a fog.
It is the lush forest, the light fog that rises in the morning. It is light and ethereal, with the fragrance of the trees. Such fog will gradually disappear after the sun rises and dissipate into the forest again.
Just when the spiritual power is traveling in the body for a week and is about to return to the dantian.
Qiuqiu's eyelashes moved slightly.
That feeling appeared again.
Just like before, it is light and unrestrained.
Just like the willow flowers and willows flying in spring, they are incredibly soft and cannot be grasped even if they are erratic.
This kind of full vitality is definitely not her illusion.
There is a spiritual and emotional companion who is in the same space with her.
Who is this?
Qiuqiu's perception extended forward, gently and gently tolerating this uninvited guest. He was afraid that the more noise would make him shocked.
Could it be the natural creature in the mountains?
Is it a spiritual bird? What kind of small creature? Could it be even a plant or a flower?
Although Qiuqiu's movements were very light, the little creature that suddenly appeared retreated as if it was frightened.
Its trajectory...
Qiuqiu was stunned there in surprise.
After a while, the feeling stopped appearing, and Qiuqiu opened her eyes.
Her hands were gently pressed on her lower abdomen.
How could it be in her body?
This is...what is going on?
Qiuqiu's expression was confused.
She had a vague guess.
But... this is too whimsical and impossible.
But how to explain this situation now?
Her palms overlapped, and her palms gently covered her lower abdomen.
In fact, it is not difficult to make sure of this.
But she was hesitant.
Probably not...
Probably not.
She has always had a relationship, and her situation is unlikely...
Qiuqiu has been denying his possible guesses, but he is also holding a thousandth of hope, no, he is holding a ten thousandth of hope.
What if it is true?
It's very simple to prove it.
But she was so scared that she dared not further verify.
She is afraid...
disappointment.
She is afraid it is not.
Is she really going to get into trouble?
The note just now said very clearly that it is a sign of being possessed by entering into meditation. Most of the time, it is a sign of being possessed by the devil.
The sensation of dissatisfaction is likely to be a psychological reason.
Is it because she wanted to... she was so eager that she had such an hallucination?
If it's really an illusion...
Qiuqiu just thought about it this way and felt cold, empty and extremely uncomfortable.
Mostly it's hallucinations.
But her hand that was pressing against her lower abdomen was reluctant to let go.
Even an illusion is an illusion of happiness.
Although she embarked on the path of cultivation, she was essentially still as an ordinary person as in her previous life.
Be in love with your lover. Of course, I hope there will be a result.
There is a testimony, and there is a continuation.
Every life has a continuation instinct. Trees need to grow, blossom and bear fruit. People need to find partners, have children, and pass on their bloodlines and surnames.
But she lost this ability.
This made her feel a huge flaw.
Qiuqiu's heart is as chaotic as numb.
Is it because of flaws and desires that create hallucinations?
Maybe, that one in ten thousand will come true?
Her hand was gently pressed there, cautiously, as if she was afraid that the noise would be too loud and she would scare someone.
How much she hopes it is true.
But she couldn't be sure of it herself.
If it was an illusion, and the illusion reached this point, she would use various methods to convince herself and believe it.
The solution now is to find someone else to make sure for her.
Qiuqiu raised her head.
If you want to find someone else, you have to...
It's about ending retreat.
End of retreat for such a thing...
As long as she comes out of seclusion, Shi'er will definitely feel it immediately and arrive immediately.
How do you tell him the reason for ending seclusion?
No, can't be said.
If not, Shi'er would definitely be disappointed, right?
Even if he doesn't say it, he will definitely be disappointed.
How could I lie about military information to him if I was unsure about it?
Not that if you don't go out...
Qiuqiu is in a dilemma, thinking before and after.
Or should I continue to retreat as planned?
As for this feeling of dissatisfaction, Ignore it for the time being.
Anyway, she doesn't plan to stay in seclusion for ten or eight years this time, and it will probably end in a few months or within a year.
If not, you will definitely get nothing at that time.
in the case of……
Alas, this possibility is too slim.
Qiuqiu made up her mind and took a deep breath.
OK, that was a pleasant decision.
Qiuqiu stood up and stretched.
Take another medicine?
As soon as this thought came out, it was immediately overwhelmed by another thought.
It’s three parts poisonous to medicine... You should take less medicine, just take less.
She never admits that she is taking care of...the belly.
There is nothing to take care of. I am definitely not going to take pills for an uncertain guess.
Of course, she didn't admit that when she was sitting cross-legged again, her movements became more careful and cautious than before. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations, monthly votes, and your support is
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ps: I saw a book friend leaving a message saying that Shi'er Xiang is called a beast... This is a coincidence. When this article was first written, the Xingxing drama had not been released yet...tot