This time I entered the state of meditation... intermittently. Qiuqiu always stopped from time to time and stared at his stomach for a long time.
At the beginning, of course my belly was ordinary, and I couldn't see anything - of course, she didn't have x-ray eyes, and cultivating does not mean that everyone can cultivate Sun Monkey King's fiery eyes and golden eyes, which can see through clothes and flesh.
Look straight into everything inside.
And if she is really full of demons and falls into a mental disorder, then everything she sees may be illusions, what she hears is auditory hallucinations, and everything she touches is just illusory strange feelings.
She pinched her fingers to calculate.
On the 105th day of her retreat, she found that her belly seemed to be bulging a little.
Qiuqiu tried her best to tell herself in her heart that this was not true, this was not true... but her hands were not controlled by her and she felt it.
Round, the feel is different from before.
When I touched my belly, it was flat, smooth and soft.
Now, it feels slightly convex, smooth and not soft.
It seems that there is something under my command, it is hard.
It's not very hard, but it's not as flat as before.
How to say it?
This feeling is so complicated that it cannot be described.
Qiuqiu's hands touched and touched her belly, but she couldn't let go.
How could she have children? She has practiced the Zi Yuge Pavilion mentality, although it has not been too long, but...
But this illusion is really wonderful.
Qiuqiu almost wanted to indulge in this illusion for the rest of her life, so she should not be awake.
There seemed to be two little people in my heart, pinching each other head-on and fiercely. One shouted, "Wake up quickly. Don't be trapped by the demons in your heart." The other shouted, "Why can't this be true?
Even if you can remember the things in your previous life, it is not impossible to get pregnant with a child?"
Qiuqiu shook his head and threw the two little people away together.
Anyway, the current situation is that she decided not to make a fuss and observe first. Isn’t there anything to say? I’m not surprised, but the strange thing will be defeated by itself.
Anyway, she only observed...well, she also touched her, and she didn't do anything else. She wouldn't cause any trouble.
This belly is like a child really raising inside, and it is getting more and more round and more day by day. Qiuqiu thought, this illusion is too real. Every time she exercises her skills, she can even feel a breathing in her belly.
, a little thing with a heartbeat. She is silently accompanying her. When she exhale, he exhale. When she inhale, he inhale. When she exercises, he seems to know how to practice, and he makes himself a group
The small ball sways east and west, and looks very devoted and enjoyable.
By the time she was in seclusion for 210 days, her belly was already like a bulging ball.
Especially round.
Qiu Qiu patted the big watermelon-like belly and scratched his head.
This inner demon will actually grow up.
If this continues, what will happen to her when the melon is really about to ripen?
Will the inner demon suddenly soar and swallow her in one bite?
Qiuqiu was a little frightened.
But it's more of a reluctance.
She began to understand.
As day by day passed, she struggled in conflict every day.
While telling yourself clearly, this is just a demon and an illusion.
But on the other hand, she couldn't help but indulge.
If the inner demon is to satisfy the desire that people desire most in their hearts and then drown in this sense of happiness, then Qiuqiu must admit it.
It won.
She couldn't bear to wake up from this hallucination.
She touched her round belly.
The inner demon...is that's it?
No wonder countless ancestors retreated at the level of the inner demon, and died and the soul was destroyed.
Maybe they are not recognizable or unbreakable.
But they were willing to indulge in.
Qiuqiu hugged her stomach and sat on the stone couch.
She is so...loves this child so much.
I love so much that I am willing to give up my life, but I am not willing to hurt him at all.
Even though he knew that he might be just a product of the inner demon, Qiuqiu was still willing to rely on one ten thousand.
What if he was really her child? It was her and Shi'er who was together, the proof of love was the continuation of their lives.
How could she hurt him?
She would rather die by herself.
My stomach suddenly moved.
Through the thin dress, Qiuqiu could even clearly see that her belly vibrated.
If you reach out and touch it, you can feel a clear, small fist.
Is he protesting against her?
Or are you declaring his existence to her?
Qiuqiu smiled.
She never felt that she was as real and as happy as she is now.
"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. I won't hurt you... nor will I let others hurt you."
The smile was still hanging on the corner of his mouth, tears were rolling in his eyes, and the child in his belly became honest and became well-behaved and quiet again.
Yes, that's true.
Qiuqiu blinked hard, and her tears faded as she moved.
After the last time she used Ruyihuan to save Shi'er, she felt that way again.
Nine deaths without regrets.
A warm feeling suddenly came from the neck.
Qiuqiu sat upright and reached out to touch her.
The Ruyi ring inside the neck is slightly hot.
Qiuqiu pulled the Ruyi ring out of her clothes in surprise.
A faint crystal light flashed by, like a drop of water falling into the lake, causing ripples and ripples.
Those round apertures spread out from the middle of the Ruyi ring one after another.
What's going on?
Qiuqiu was so curious.
Ruyi Ring maintains its own rhythm and pattern. When the last aperture disappears, Qiuqiu was stunned to find that Ruyi Ring...
It, it becomes complete.
Just like when Shi'er first gave it to her.
Ruyi ring is smooth and complete, and it turns out that all the cracks on it were reassembled magically disappeared.
No, the appearance is one aspect.
What’s important is that Qiuqiu can feel the warm spiritual power emitted from the Ruyi ring again.
Although... it's not as powerful as it was before.
For example, Qiuqiu felt that Ruyihuan seemed to be reincarnated again?
It now conforms to the characteristics of all new things, perfect, full of hope and potential—
Of course, another big feature of new things is that they are quite weak.
For example, Qiuqiu saved his life again, but his current cultivation level is even more than one-third of his previous life.
The same seems to be true for Ruyi Ring.
The spiritual power on it has become weaker.
I want to change back to the way Qiuqiu first saw it in my previous life. I guess I can't change it for a hundred and eighty years.
Maybe it takes 1,800 years to achieve it.
But what does that matter?
Qiuqiu looked left and right and looked backward.
She couldn't believe anything at this moment. The Ruyi Ring has really changed back, right? Isn't this also an illusion created by the inner demon for her?
The inner demon is so considerate and attentive, buy one get one free.
Not only did she satisfy her greatest desire, she also filled the regret of Ruyihuan.
Qiuqiu put the Ruyi ring back and touched her belly again.
Judging from her belly, she is so successful. According to her common sense, the time when the melon is ripe and the stems fall is not far away.
Although she has been for two lives...ah, maybe three, four or five lives, anyway, she has never given birth to a child over the years. But she has never eaten pork but has seen pig run away. The scholar's wife is pregnant and has a baby.
I have seen it. My younger sister and my younger brother, they all gave birth once in ten months of pregnancy. She has seen it and knows it.
My belly is so big that it's really time to have a child.
By then, it may be the end of everything.
It may also be a brand new beginning.
Qiuqiu dusted the corners of her clothes, and she had changed her clothes herself, otherwise she wouldn't be able to cover her stomach.
This time I went to retreat, I had to come here first.
She has to go back.
Qiuqiu stood up and turned to look at the stone chamber.
It is quiet, dry, warm and quiet here.
This place made her reluctant and missed.
Qiuqiu sincerely thanks this place where he lived for more than a hundred days and nights.
She turned and walked out.
The stone door that had been closed for several months slowly opened. The light and shadow of various formations flashed on the door.
Qiuqiu knew that as soon as the door opened, Shi'er would definitely get a sense immediately, and then he would definitely come immediately.
Qiuqiu took a deep breath.
The sun shines brightly outside the stone gate. After so long in seclusion, Qiuqiu almost forgot what kind of life this life is. It is difficult to tell what season it is outside for a while.
"Autumn……"
The first one to speak out was not Qiuqiu, nor was Shi'er who came at the first time Qiuqiu expected.
But two disciples who happened to walk nearby.
Qiuqiu's retreat was not a big news, but the elders knew about the Palm Peak, which was not a secret.
These two disciples must have passed by here before and knew that someone was in seclusion nearby.
But their expression of ghosts made Qiuqiu stunned.
What happened to these two people?
Why do you seem to be scared by her?
Ah, she felt the familiar sword energy.
Shi'er is here.
Qiuqiu raised her head, and the sun shone her instinctively narrowed her eyes.
Shi'er's figure suddenly moved from far away, and her clothes were in the wind instantly filled her eyes.
Qiuqiu hesitated and called out: "Shi'er?"
Shi'er didn't make a sound. His lips opened slightly and he stared at her in a daze, as if he had seen the most incredible wonder in the world.
Qiuqiu had never seen him look like he was so disobedient.
"Shi'er?"
"Qiuqiu?"
OK, not stupid enough to be completely.
He took a step forward, holding her shoulder with both hands, as if he wanted to hug her, but for some reason, this movement was suddenly stopped halfway.
The two were only one step apart, and Shi'er's hand was still on her shoulder, but he lowered his head and his eyes fell.
——Fallen on her belly.
"this……"
He stood there for a long time before he woke up from a dream, his hand, which was stiff and fossil-like, moved away from Qiuqiu's shoulders, and gently covered her belly slowly and solemnly.
Qiuqiu's eyes moved with his hands.
...How could Shi'er touch her belly?
Has she really come out of seclusion? Is it Shi'er standing in front of her? Could it be that she was trapped by the inner demons? She didn't come out of seclusion and didn't see Shi'er...
But no matter how realistic the mind is, Qiuqiu doesn’t think he will not recognize Shi'er. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations, monthly votes, and your support is my biggest
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ps: I can only take a bath so diligently, why do I still have small bumps on my back?