We had a long conversation last night, and Yu Qingqing didn't know much about it.
I saw that after my brother left, he became very worried, and finally decided to leave Chang'an suddenly.
Yu Qingqing was confused and had many things to ask Bai Song.
She wanted to know what her brothers said in the building and why she suddenly became worried.
"Bai Song, what did you all say? My brother's expression was wrong when he came back, and now he actually said he wanted to leave Chang'an. Did you team up to bully him?"
Bai Song shook his head. He was also confused, so he said to Yu Qingqing: "Take me to see Yu Ji. Let's wait until everything is clear."
The two siblings' separate homes were far apart. Yu Qingqing took Bai Song to the door of Yu Ji's room and found that the lights were still on in her brother's room, and that his brother was not sleeping at all.
"Yu Ji, what are you doing?" Bai Song called from the door.
Yu Ji opened the door and looked at Bai Song at the door, looking a little embarrassed.
Bai Song asked directly: "You're so good, why do you want to leave so suddenly? Have you forgotten what we did in Tianxiang Pavilion?"
"That..." Yu Ji hesitated, then turned his attention to Yu Qingqing.
Bai Song glanced at Yu Qingqing and whispered: "Go back to your room and sleep first."
The little girl's eyes widened: "What? I won't do it. You are hiding everything from me. I also want to know what you are plotting."
"Go back to sleep!" Bai Song said in a commanding tone.
Yu Qingqing pouted her mouth and stamped her feet angrily. Although she was reluctant, she saw Bai Song's serious expression and left honestly.
Bai Song walked up to Yu Ji: "Can we talk now?"
Yu Ji turned sideways and motioned for Bai Song to come into the room to talk.
When they arrived in the room, Bai Song saw that Yu Ji was already packing his luggage. It looked like he was not joking.
"What the hell are you doing? Are you really going to leave? What do you mean? Are you leaving without saying goodbye or are you retreating?"
Yu Ji looked very embarrassed. After sitting down, he lowered his head, not daring to face Bai Song's gaze.
"You don't want to accept Lu Yao's proposal?"
Yu Ji took a sip of water, hesitated and said: "We, as literati, rely on other people's works to become famous, and I am... always uneasy and... unwilling to do so."
Bai Song was a person who had been here before, so he could understand Yu Ji's mood.
Bai Song asked himself that he was not much of a scholar, but he was arrogant. He knew countless ancient masterpieces, but he was under tremendous psychological pressure just by picking out a water-melody song.
He is a time traveler, but he does not get as full a sense of accomplishment as written in the novel.
Shui Tiao Ge Tou became famous all over the world, which only added to his inner condemnation of Bai Song.
Yu Ji was a true scholar and received the most orthodox ancient education.
If he were asked to do the same thing as Bai Song, his inner torment would definitely be even worse than that of Bai Song.
This decision is not to help him become famous, but to put a chain on his spirit, making him always bear the guilt in his heart.
Bai Song suddenly didn't know whether he should persuade him or not, even though Yu Ji was a very important part of the four-party talks.
Yu Ji took another sip of water and continued: "I know this is very important to all of us, especially you Bai Song. You need my help to enter the East Palace. I, Yu Jizeng, am also a conceited person, but
After seeing the talents of you and Lu Yao in the academy, I realized what it means to be outside the world and there are people outside the world. I am very glad that I can be your helper one day, but standing among you like a puppet will make me feel very useless.
I feel ashamed of my grandfather’s teachings over the years.
I want to escape from all of this, partly because I can’t calm down, but also because I’m afraid. I’m afraid that one day I’ll be exposed. No matter how high I stand at that time, I’ll be miserable if I fall. I don’t want to be around you.
People are humiliated because of me, and I don’t want to drag you and Lu Yao down."
After speaking, Lu Yao took another sip of water.
When Lu Yao wanted to pour more water, Bai Song reached out to hold him down and took out another bottle of Wuliangye from his clothes.
"How boring is drinking water? Drink a bar."
Bai Song began to pour wine for Lu Yao.
He had just gotten drunk with Lu Yao during the day, and he hadn't recovered yet at night, so he wanted to have a few more drinks with Yu Ji.
The mellow aroma of Wuliangye has a seductive magic power.
The two of them clinked ten glasses of wine without saying a word.
Then Bai Song became a little drunk.
Bai Song needs to be a little drunk. Only when he is drunk will he not consider many external factors.
Bai Song had personal experience with Yu Ji's current predicament.
Yu Ji's mood was exactly the same as that of Bai Song when he copied poems.
Therefore, Bai Song has the right to speak.
"Let me tell you the truth, the Three Kingdoms...the Red Mansion...the Shui Tiao Ge Tou...those were not written by me!"
Yu Ji was also drunk. After hearing this, he smiled indifferently: "Hahaha... This is the most arrogant joke I have ever heard."
"Everything I said is true."
"If you didn't write it, then who did it?"
"Some people who haven't appeared yet..."
"Haha... have a drink..."
"You don't believe it?"
"How to make people believe it."
Bai Song, under the influence of alcohol, almost said that he had traveled through time.
But fortunately, Bai Song was still a little awake, and after thinking about it, he resisted the strong impulse in his heart.
Bai Song fell silent, took a sip of wine, and felt a little dazed listening to the cries of summer cicadas outside the house.
It turns out that another summer has arrived without even realizing it.
At this time, Yu Ji became more awake. He seemed to notice the attitude in Bai Song's words. It seemed that he was not joking. He asked seriously: "Is everything you said true?"
"You don't understand, those poems will appear in my mind like a flash of inspiration at a certain moment. They are written by me, but they are not written by me."
"Poems, lyrics, and songs are just a flash of inspiration. Your ability is due to your talent."
Bai Song shook his head: "I think differently from you. I know my talents, and I know that I am not capable of writing such a good work. At the beginning, I was also very scared and repelled... Do you remember that I was
When I entered school, I wiped out the water tune song. Everyone thought that I had read the emperor's mind. The emperor didn't like the water tune song, so he didn't do it. You should understand the real reason now, right?"
"Are you afraid and are you holding back?"
Bai Song nodded: "Yeah, just like you, I'm afraid of being exposed, afraid of arousing suspicion, and afraid of falling off the altar one day."
Listening to Bai Song's words, Yu Ji put a glass of wine to his lips, but Yu Ji forgot to drink it.
Suddenly, Bai Song changed his tone and said with a smile: "But I'm not afraid now. Do you know why?"
"Because those fears and worries became the motivation for me to study. If I hadn't realized that my talents were not suitable, I would not have come to Yongxing College and would not have truly studied poetry. The pressure pushed me forward, pushing me
I pursue the mythic version of myself, which is the height I long for. I want to become a person worthy of that height. I want to one day truly feel that I can write a water-melody song.
This is my pursuit, and I believe it will become your pursuit. Does it matter who the works are from? I get them from a thought, and use your words to make them known to the world. No one in the world will doubt them, even if they
What evidence can I get for suspicion? We were classmates. Your grandfather was my mentor. He offended the emperor because of me. As long as I say you wrote those works, then they were written by you. If you think you are not worthy
If you read those poems, then hurry up and work hard to make yourself worthy of them, instead of trying to escape now."
Yu Ji's eyes flickered, and his hesitant eyes gradually became brighter.
As an experienced person, Bai Song successfully opened Yu Ji's heart.
If you feel unworthy, work hard to become a better version of yourself instead of escaping.
Yu Ji drank a sip of wine and rushed to the courtyard excitedly. Still blowing by the night wind, he looked at the bright moon above his head and shouted: "Bai Song, listen to me. One day I will write a song about transcendence."
The lyrics of Shui Tiao Ge Tou! Yu Ji will never back down!"
This was Yu Ji's unprecedented arrogance, completely losing his usual elegance and composure. This is the passion and attitude that a scholar should have.
Before that, Yu Ji abandoned his passion, enjoyed the glory that Yu Shinan's descendants deserved, lived in his own comfort zone, and built his own cage.
Now, Yu Ji finally wants to make a breakthrough, throw away the halo given by his grandfather, and find his own path.
The road that belongs to Yu Ji is full of thorns. He will always live in the shadow of another person, struggling until he breaks out.
Yu Ji wanted to become famous, and he wanted to do it quickly.
After cheering up, Yu Ji began to discuss the next plan with Bai Song.
There are many large and small poetry societies in Chang'an City. If you want to become famous, the easiest way is to join various poetry societies and write some famous poems, which will soon be known to the world.
Of course, the larger the poetry gathering, the better, because large-scale poetry gatherings have the widest dissemination effect.
But as of now, no large-scale poetry gatherings have been held in Chang'an City in the past ten days, so we can only settle for the next best thing and go to some small poetry gatherings or simple gatherings of literati.
In order to make Yu Ji famous, Bai Song also went to great lengths and left a book of selected poems when he left.
Let Yu Ji freely choose from it. All the poems in it were recorded and compiled by Bai Song after a flash of inspiration.
Bai Song left.
Yu Ji opened the selected poems and was immediately stunned.
"Tian Jing Sha·Autumn Thoughts"
Withered vines and old trees, dim crows,
Small bridges and flowing water, people’s houses,
The ancient road has a westerly wind and a thin horse.
The sun sets in the west, and the heartbroken people are at the end of the world.
"Niannujiao·Chibi Nostalgia"
The great river goes eastward, the waves are swept away, and the romantic figures of the ages are revealed.
On the west side of the fortress, the human road is the red cliff of Zhou Lang of the Three Kingdoms.
Rocks pierced through the sky, stormy waves crashed onto the shore, and thousands of piles of snow were rolled up.
The country is picturesque, and there are so many heroes at one time.
I recall Gong Jin’s time when Xiao Qiao was married for the first time and looked majestic and handsome.
Feather fans and silk scarves, while talking and laughing, the boats and oars were turned into ashes and smoke.
My motherland wanders in my mind, my passion should laugh at me, and my hair will grow early.
Life is like a dream, a statue returns to the moon.
"Drinking"
The hut is in a human environment, and there is no noise of carriages and horses.
I ask you, how can you do this? Your mind is far away and you are biased.
Picking chrysanthemums under the eastern fence, you can leisurely see Nanshan Mountain.
The mountain air is getting better day by day and the birds are flying back and forth.
There is a true meaning in this, but I have forgotten to explain it.
One night, Yu Ji stayed sleepless all night.
What I thought was that the flash of Bai Song's inspiration was too overwhelming.
