Concubine Gu raised her head and looked at me. She didn't know what she was thinking. In fact, although there was a slight difference in height, she was quite tall to begin with, so it wasn't because of her height.
It's the mentality.
When we were together before, she regarded me as a man and a woman, but now she regards me as a god.
Wouldn't it be blasphemous to resist me or do anything to me that is between a man and a woman?
Gods must be respected.
Maybe it's not just her who thinks so, but other women too.
When you grow too tall, sometimes you can't see further, but when you look down, you can no longer see the people around you.
I sighed quietly.
"Holy Lord, what's wrong with you? Did I do something wrong again?" Concubine Gu said hurriedly.
I shook my head, held her hand, and said, "You did nothing wrong, it was all my fault. Looking back, I felt so relaxed when I went to class with you. You would occasionally say a few words to me,
But now when you look at me, it’s like looking at an elder.” .??.
"How can there be!?" Concubine Gu's face instantly turned red, and she quickly said: "I...I admit that I don't dare to look at you, but you are not an elder!"
"Ha, I'm finally willing to retort. If I don't say this, are you going to accept it?" I turned around and smiled at her.
Only then did Concubine Gu realize that she seemed to have really refuted me. She muttered in embarrassment: "I just don't have it. Don't say that. Besides, where do I have any elders now? I have grown up myself."
"
"No? Does grandma count?" I laughed.
"Ah? Are you trying to trick me? Of course she counts!" Concubine Gu said anxiously.
"Look, if you don't call me Holy Lord, won't it look more intimate when you call me 'you'?" I teased.
Concubine Gu has a lively personality, so I can easily see that she is constrained, and it will take time to smooth things over.
I have experienced thousands of worlds, and although my flamboyant personality has allowed me to play with the world, I have never thought about starting in chaos and finally giving up.
I just didn’t expect them to care about me so much and even follow me all the way to this day.
After living for a long time, the relationship between men and women has actually faded away. They rely on me so much, which is actually the sense of security.
It is not easy to give them a sense of security.
After all, if I were really Hu Mu, she might be in love with her to death for a while, but what about after a hundred years or a thousand years?
No one knows whether they will continue to love her like this, because the sense of security that my identity as Yu Mu gives her is completely different from mine.
"Sometimes I often fantasize about how you will talk to me if I see you again one day. I have also thought about what I want to say to you countless times... But now, it seems to be different from what I thought.
So, I seem to be adjusting my response for you, can I
Maybe you can speak slower and move more stiffly..." Concubine Gu said suddenly.
"I know, I can understand it, but I hope you won't be too restrained. Although I am a saint in front of others, I am also your man in front of you." I smiled.
"I..." Concubine Gu trembled, then nodded heavily and said: "Anyway, I don't have anything else to care about except you. If you can say that, I will definitely treat you as well as possible.
Even better than myself."
"Because I'm important, that's why you're so cautious, right?" I thought to myself, finally letting her speak out.
Others may think so too.
They may be indifferent to everything, but to me, it is everything they depend on for survival.
Who can put down all caution for such an important existence?
I held her in my arms and continued: "Actually, as long as you are loyal to me, how can I abandon you? At least if it's not a wrong payment, I won't care about my contribution."
"What wrong payment?" Concubine Gu asked in a low voice.
"For example, my heart and people are no longer with me, so there seems to be no point in giving anymore, right?" I explained.
Concubine Gu looked at me in astonishment, patted my chest with her slender hand, and said, "What, who could be so stupid, leaving the best man in the universe to be with someone else? Sometimes I find you
It’s so strange to talk.”
"I'm just calm, there's nothing strange about this." I put my arms around her waist, and when I got closer, I realized that the smell she exuded was still so familiar and fragrant.
"It's weird to begin with. At least there are no such weird people around me. Loneliness can be tolerated and passed. Moreover, even loneliness can be erased by us immortals, including the memory.
If you can kill three corpses, what does the extra love mean?" Concubine Gu said.
"Have you ever had an extra love affair?" I immediately became interested.
"Who doesn't have appreciation and liking? But compared to you, that's nothing. You can be a man or a woman, old or young. If you just appreciate it, you can change your appearance, but your soul can't, so don't worry.
No one will trade you for anyone else." Concubine Gu lowered her voice again and said, for fear of saying something wrong.
"That's a reasonable explanation. It's true that everyone has superfluous feelings, including me." I said with a wry smile.
"But, there is only one of you, so we will not make a second choice, and our women's army will not allow people who don't like you to be in the team." Concubine Gu said quickly.
My hands were embedded in her hair, and she slowly closed her eyes like a cat.
Her eyelashes are really long, especially when she closes her eyes.
After talking with Concubine Gu, I found that there is something about her that strongly attracts me. No wonder I liked her in college before.