After saying this, Yao Yu's tears flowed freely. She blamed herself for not being strong-willed enough. She knew that Yu Yan still had feelings for Yang Yi but she still had to fall in love with him. But when love comes, who can escape? She also
She didn't want to fall in love with Yue Yan, but she fell in love with him anyway. Do you want her to deceive her feelings? If she loves, she will love, and if she hates, she will hate. She must face her true feelings bravely.
But the question is... why does she feel so distressed when she lets go? She always thought that she was a girl who dared to love and hate, but it turns out that love that hurts to the core is true love, and love that is light and gentle is not love in the first place. Yes.
, how can love be as light as the clouds and as light as the wind? Only feelings that don't care can be as light as the clouds and as light as the wind.
In the past, Yao Yu had always been fond of a poem - "Returning the king's pearls with tears, wishing they could meet again when they were not married" - and used this poem in a joking tone to reject the advances of countless people.
But now, facing the love between her and Yu Yan, she can only say that Huanjun Mingzhu sheds tears and wishes she had met Yu Yan when we were young! It was too late for her to meet Yu Yan!
"Human... I still can't fight fate, I admit it." Yao Yu's nose was red, and although there were tears in his eyes, a smile broke out on his face, "I can't compare to Yang Yi and your unforgettable first love, and I have to
How could it be too late for me to get to know you when you have devoted yourself wholeheartedly to Yang Yi?"
Yu Yan's heart throbbed, his eyes were moist, and he didn't know what to say.
"Yu Yan, if you had to choose between me and Yang Yi, who would you choose?" Yao Yu wiped away her tears and asked innocently.
"I...can I, can I have them all?" Yu Yan spoke in a submissive manner, not daring to look at Yao Yu anymore.
"I hate it, go ahead, fuck you." Yao Yu said three angrily words in a row, "Can't you say something nice? I think even if I were sick or dead, you wouldn't choose me!"
"Why are you talking?" Yu Yan pretended to be angry, "If you keep talking nonsense, I won't take care of you."
"Take care of me if you can. Anyway, I've been hurt quite a bit by you." Yao Yu's voice suddenly dropped a bit, "Yu Yan, I've been hurt so much by you, and I hate you so much now."
The hate in a woman's mouth is the love in her heart. Compared with men who treat love directly, women often mean what they say. There is no heart to cry in the sea, there is love in the world, and men and women in this world are always entangled in love and hate, and there are constant grievances.
Yu Yan knew that Yao Yu's hatred was a kind of guilt and helplessness. She was caught between him and Yang Yi. She didn't want to love, but preferred her. She didn't want to let go, but she couldn't hold hands. She was a rich lady who didn't know the worries of the world.
, should not have to endure such an embarrassing life choice.
"If you hate me, just hit me and scold me." What can Yu Yan say? What he doesn't want to admit is that he actually doesn't want to let go of Yao Yu. If Yao Yu really leaves him, he will feel uncomfortable, and
Unacceptable!
"Hmph, I'm hungry. Cook me some food quickly. I can't think about problems until I'm full!" Yao Yu said angrily.
Yu Yan got the order and simply cooked a few vegetables and opened a bottle of red wine. Just when he was about to pour a glass for Yao Yu, Yao Yu took away the wine glass as if he was frightened and said, "You can't drink. You will have sex after drinking."
Yu Yan laughed loudly, "Good times, beautiful scenery, enjoyment, and pleasure are all four things that were difficult to combine in ancient times. Now they are all available. Since it is a good time and beautiful scenery, and the beauty is now, you can't miss it."
"Ah?" Yao Yu blushed with embarrassment and folded her hands on her chest, looking timid like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered. "Yu Yan, what do you want to do?"
"I want to toast you a glass of wine and thank you for everything you have done for me!" Yu Yan suddenly stopped smiling and said seriously, "Yao Yu, the person I am most grateful for today is you. Without you, I wouldn't be able to do anything for you."
I may still be just a young man with a down-and-out career, thank you."
After saying that, Yu Yan drank it all in one gulp.
Yao Yu's heart was ups and downs for a moment, and he was crazy. He stood up slowly. Yao Yu reached for the wine bottle, poured a full glass of wine in one breath, raised his hands, raised his eyebrows, and drank it all in one gulp.
I feel like a guest, and I respect you with the utmost respect."
I drank in a hurry. Even though it was red wine, I still choked and coughed several times. My face suddenly turned as rosy as a flower, and the red branches were as moist as rain.
Yao Yu has a good drinker, and a glass of red wine is nothing to her, but she is still a little drunk under the excitement of her mind. Or maybe she was moved by Yu Yan's words, so she filled another glass of red wine, "Yu Yan
, I’d like to toast you too. It’s you who let me know that there are really loving and righteous men in the world, thank you.”
After the second glass of wine, Yu Yan felt the alcohol welling up and he was seventy percent tipsy. In addition, the room was very hot and the weather was full of spring. Yu Yan was only wearing a shirt and still felt hot all over.
Yao Yu is still wearing pajamas, plush pajamas. You can tell without touching them that they feel very good, and they are also purple pajamas, which make her skin look better than snow, making her beautiful. Only three parts of her breasts are exposed, and her collarbone is sexy and attractive, slightly plumper than Yang Yi
Three points, in Yu Yan's eyes, are perfect and impeccable.
The gourd figure with a narrow waist and slightly wider hips, wrapped in pajamas, makes her look even more like a homely woman. Homelike women are most popular with men and are the most reassuring to men.
Yao Yu combed her hair, and a light fragrance hit her face, which immediately reminded Yu Yan of a poem...
I knew it wasn't snow from afar, because there was a faint fragrance.
Yu Yan's eyes became blurred.
"Yao Yu, you are so beautiful." Yu Yan raised his glass, "It is said that looking at flowers in the mist, looking at the moon in the water, and looking at beauties under the lamp is the most artistic. If you ask me, looking at a slightly drunk beauty with drunk eyes is the most rare thing in the world.
The grand scene, let’s drink another drink to our reunion after a long separation.”
Just now Yao Yu was afraid of having sex after drinking, but now for some reason she no longer refuses to drink, but has the tendency to stay drunk. She took the initiative to fill a glass for Yu Yan, and then filled it for herself, "Singing to wine, life
Geometry, let’s have another drink.”
Naturally, Yu Yan would not lose to a girl, so he was full of arrogance and said, "A beauty will fall in love with her when she's drunk. Aren't you afraid that I'll have sex when I'm drunk?"
"What's the use of being afraid? Besides, you're not a man who can't control yourself." Yao Yu smiled lightly.
"I lament that life has its flaws. Even if I raise my eyebrows, I can't get over it..." Yu Yan drank the wine in his glass in one gulp and laughed, "Girl Yu, do you know why I can't get over it?"
"Don't call me Girl Yu, I don't like it. You can only call me Yao Yu." Yao Yu pouted and smiled playfully, "I know why you are upset, because you can't decide between me and Yang Yi."
Yu Yan didn't know whether he was drunk or just sad for a while, so he drank another drink by himself, "You're wrong Yao Yu, I can't decide between you, but I'm afraid that I can't give you happiness."
, make you feel wronged”
This sentence was said directly and straightforwardly, which made Yao Yu blush. She glanced at Yu Yan and said angrily, "Smei, I'm not planning to marry you, why do you want to give me happiness?"
Yu Yan chuckled, "Okay, then I'll put a stamp on your face to show my sovereignty." As he spoke, he stood up, came to Yao Yu, leaned over and kissed her.
Yao Yu was panicked and wanted to push Yu Yan away, but she was not afraid of hurting his pride. If she didn't push him away, she felt that it would be too easy for him.
When she was in a dilemma, the man's increasingly heavy breathing was already close at hand. Before she could reach out to push him away, she felt a drop of warm water drop on her face.
When he opened his eyes, it turned out that Yu Yan was crying, and his face was already wet with tears.
For a moment, her heart melted. This man worked too hard and was too tired. How much he needed a harbor to accommodate his running around. He fought alone in Antai and shouldered pressure that many people could not bear. How much pressure he felt in his heart.
Yao Yu can understand how tiring the pain is.
"Yu Yan, I promise you, no matter what happens, I will always be by your side." Yao Yu said with tenderness in his eyes, looking into Yu Yan's eyes.
Yu Yan smiled slyly, "Me too!"
Yao Yu looked at Yu Yan's smile and suddenly felt like he had been deceived, "You weren't just faking it, were you?!"
When sleeping, Yao Yu strongly asked Yu Yan to sleep on the sofa and she should sleep on the bed, so that Yu Yan could not take advantage of her. Yao Yu felt that no boy would love her like the apple of his eye for a girl who does not know how to respect herself.
Yao Yu keeps her mother's family motto in mind and has always maintained her integrity. She has very strict requirements on herself. She knows that temporary indulgence and joy will be at the cost of long-term pain.
She has seen many girls who have lost their fertility for life due to excessive indulgence. She has also seen many girls who are as addicted to drugs as walking zombies. They are less than thirty years old, but they have reached the end of their lives. They once indulged in a moment of indulgence.
The joy was exchanged for endless regret. But there is no turning back in life, so Yao Yu, under the strict constraints of her family motto, and after witnessing the tragic experiences of many people, decided that she would only love one person in her life.
Only give it to one person and never indulge yourself.
Yu Yan originally planned to do this, so he just made do with it for one night.