Yu Yan got out of bed and found a package on the table. He opened the package and found a dark brown sweater. Inside the sweater was a letter. The delicate and slender handwriting on the letter was Yang Yi's own handwriting. Yu Yan Sincerely.
The familiar handwriting of Yang Yi, the time of first love, and the beautiful memories of passing notes all came to mind. Yu Yan gently opened the letter, and a line of beautiful regular script on silk came into view.
"Dear Yan, please allow me to call you this again. In my heart, you are my lifelong lover, forever!"
"It's not my intention to leave you, but I can't do it because I've hurt you once and I can't hurt you again for the rest of my life..."
Yang Yi's letter is not long, it is a thin piece of paper, but the paper is short and the love is long.
Yang Yi's writing is light and elegant, but when she starts writing, she is weak and weak. There are faint traces of tears on the paper, which shows Yang Yi's sadness and helplessness when she wrote the letter.
"If life is just like the time when we first met, how can life go back to the time when we first met? Do you still remember the note you handed over for the first time in the self-study class? There is only one sentence on it, for whom Feng Lu stands at midnight ,,I didn’t know what it meant at the time. After the self-study class, I saw you holding flowers in your hands, surrounded by candlelight, standing rustling in the cold wind. My heart was instantly impressed by you. For whom? Lu Li Zhongxiao? It turned out to be for me."
"Your talents, your thoughtfulness, and your persistence are all the reasons that move me. You are a man who is committed to your life and values love and righteousness. Just as your name suggests, you are talented, humble, and tolerant. You are perfect in my mind. The image of a man. After I fell in love with you, I wanted to marry you. What more could a husband ask for if I have you? I imagine that one day I will live with you in a house facing the sea, with spring flowers blooming, and give birth to children for you. Girl, I will prepare a delicious breakfast for you every morning, wait for your return every night, and be your well-behaved, docile little wife who will protect you like a treasure all your life..."
What a beautiful dream, every woman in love will have such a dream... Yu Yan burst into tears, thinking of the happy time holding hands with Yang Yi. No matter how difficult it is for memories to reincarnate, no matter how difficult it is for the past to emerge, the sadness in my heart is like the wind .Just like what Yang Yi said in the letter, if life is just like the time when we first met, life will never be able to go back to the time when we first met! It is easy to change the heart of an old friend, but it is easy to change the heart of an old friend. He and Yang Yi's infatuated heart has not changed. What has changed is only the warmth and coldness of the world, and what has changed are only the joys and sorrows of life.
"Yu Yan, do you know how painful it was when I made the decision to leave you? It was like using a knife to dig out my heart. I didn't eat or drink for three days, and I almost died from the pain! How reluctant I was to leave you. , how much I want to be with you, how much I want to cling to your side at all costs and be your most beautiful bride. But... I can't. After I came back from the hospital for a physical examination, I knew that you and I are so far apart after all. .I can only pass you by in this life! My dearest Yu Yan, there was a moment when I thought I was dead. I really love you as much as I cherish my own life. I would rather die myself than hurt you in the slightest. .”
"I'm sorry. Yu Yan, I will always remember your love for me, your kindness to me, and everything you have done for me. In my heart, you are my only man in this life. Even if I can't marry you, I will." I will silently bless you from afar, and always treat you as my only man, forever!"
The pain in his heart became more and more intense, and the sorrow of Yang Yi's life penetrated the back of the paper and hit his face, making him truly feel everything Yang Yi had sacrificed for love. First love is always only once, and no one can replace the most beautiful emotion in life.
"After returning to Qinan from the hospital in the capital, I thought a lot. It takes a lot of courage to break through all resistance and be with you, but compared with death, what is it? Really, Yu Yan, I have decided I wanted to marry you at all costs, but when I came back from the hospital for a physical examination, I fell into an abyss. The doctor said that it was a miracle that I was not injured in the car accident, but the huge impact may have affected my fertility, that is to say, There is a high chance that I will be infertile for life!”
"God played another cruel joke, Yu Yan, why? Why every time I decide to be with you, there are always countless hardships, why?! I cried heartbrokenly, if you marry a person who is infertile My wife, my family has no heirs, and I will never be able to forgive myself in my life! I cannot selfishly harm you and my family for the sake of my own happiness. I have no choice but to leave you!"
"I'm sorry Yu Yan, we are not meant for each other. I can't be your wife in this life. If we meet again in the next life, please remember me. I will spend my whole life to repay your love in this life. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. …”
There were a few tears, the book was unwritten, the paper was short but the love was long, but imagine the torment and pain Yang Yi must have felt at that time. Who said Yang Yi was weak? She was the strongest, most selfless and the woman Yu Yan had ever seen who loved him the most!
Yu Yan's tears wet the letter paper again. Men don't shed tears easily because they haven't reached the point of sadness. A man must cry bitterly for a woman once in his life. Yang Yi was the first one Yu Yan shed tears for. A woman in the rain.
A man's tears are worth a fortune, his heart is like iron, his liver and gallbladder are broken. Yu Yan's heart is burning, and he has never been so sad for someone, Yang Yi... She should not have to bear so many misfortunes in life, she is a good girl, She lived her whole life only for others, for her parents, for him, but never considered herself.
After putting down the letter, Yu Yan made a phone call to Xue Nannan.
"Is there any news about Yang Yi?"
"No." Xue Nannan sighed slightly, "She has classmates in the United States, and I believe she can take care of herself. Yang Yi just wants to disappear for a while and let her be quiet. Maybe one day she will take the initiative to contact her if she wants to. We are here. Although Yang Yi is soft-tempered, she is very assertive and she will definitely open up the situation in the United States."
What else could Yu Yan say? Yang Yi left resolutely and sealed herself off from the outside world. He understood her character. Unless she figured it out, no one could find her.
I really responded to a poem, "Tomorrow, across the mountains, the world will be blurry. Nowadays, communication is developed, but if a person wants to isolate himself, it is difficult to find her in the vast sea of people."
Life is like this, we meet unexpectedly in the sea of people, and we miss each other in the sea of people. Where you start, you will lose.
Putting down the phone call to Xue Nannan, Yu Yan felt lost for a moment. If there is only one woman in this life that makes people linger in their hearts and cannot let go, it is Yang Yi.
After the New Year, after finishing all the matters, Yu Yan went to work on time. He had just finished the study meeting and returned to the office. Before he even sat down on the hot chair, the phone rang suddenly.
"Hello, I'm Yu Yan."
"Secretary Yu, I am Gao Qingshan."
Gao Qingshan's laughter came from the phone, but it sounded a bit forced to laugh.
"Hello, Director Gao. Any instructions?"
Yu Yan's tone was relatively calm. He could roughly guess what Gao Qingshan meant by calling him.
Hearing Yu Yan's relaxed tone, Gao Qingshan felt depressed for a moment. Is Yu Yan heartless or confident? But now Gao Qingshan can't think about it, his own affairs are already burning his butt.
"Secretary Yu, do you have time tonight? If you have time, could you please come to the county for a meal?"
Gao Qingshan said tentatively.
Yu Yan smiled slightly and said, "Okay, if there is delicious food, I never refuse."
Gao Qingshan smiled and said: "Then let's talk about it, it's cold, let's have some mutton hot pot. It's in Yinlongzhuang, box 168 on the second floor, at 6:30 in the evening, do you think you can make it in time? "
"No problem. I'll definitely be there at half past six."
"Okay, I'll wait for Secretary Yu."
Yu Yan put down the phone, lit a cigarette, and fell into deep thought.
Soon after the Spring Festival, rumors spread in the county that the government intends to adjust the county's cadre team. This is normal. When a new official takes office, he must cultivate his own cronies. However, it is said that this time, it is possible that even The county leaders had to make several adjustments. **During the Spring Festival, I returned to Qinan and complained to a key leader in the province, saying that he had encountered great resistance in his work in Taocheng County. The county party committee team and the county government team , they all work independently and it is difficult to carry out the work. I hope that the superior leaders can provide support.
There has always been no shortage of observers and amateur organization ministers in the officialdom, talking about the departure and departure of official figures. Sometimes, gossip does not come out of nowhere. At least these gossips describe the difficult situation of the Communist Party of China in Taocheng County. .
In particular, the uncooperation of the county magistrate Ma He made the government even more constrained. Ma He had worked in Taocheng County for many years and had quite a team of his own. It was not easy to convince the government when he was new to the country.
Judging from the fact that Gao Qingshan invited him to dinner today, it is very likely that the rumors are true and he is really planning to take action.
At around five o'clock in the afternoon, Yu Yan boarded the Santana, drove himself to Chengguan Town.
Yinlongzhuang is a newly opened hot pot restaurant. It specializes in dog meat and mutton hot pot. Of course, there are pork pot bases, large bone pot bases and even clear soup pot bases. Taocheng County is famous for its mutton, so Gaoqingshan invites Yu Yan eats mutton.
The new urban area of Antai City is under construction in full swing. Taocheng County is almost there, but the urban area has been slowly expanding. Yinlongzhuang is located in the newly built urban area, and the decoration is relatively high-grade. This is also a domestic characteristic. When a place's economy begins to develop, hotels are always the first to take the lead. In two years, an entertainment venue will be added. Because these places are good places to spend public funds. As the economy develops, there are more and more business people, and officials There are so many men in the market. It’s unreasonable if hotels and entertainment venues don’t take the lead in developing. There is such a big cake, so how can people not come and get a share of it?
Yu Yan parked the car and looked at his watch, it read 6:25.
Secretary Yu is always very punctual.
He went straight to the box No. 168 on the second floor. The door of the box was ajar. Yu Yan opened the door. Gao Qingshan was already sitting there. He immediately stood up and greeted him with a smile on his face.
"Haha, Secretary Yu, are you here?"
Yu Yan smiled and shook hands with Gao Qingshan and exchanged a few words.
On the large round table, the hot pot has been set up. The thick mutton soup is rolling and bubbling. There are dozens of bowls and plates on the table, including various dishes, as well as vermicelli. Eat. The advantage of hot pot is that you don't have to wait for the guests to arrive before ordering. You can order all the dishes first and order whatever you like. As soon as the guests arrive, you can start eating immediately without wasting time.
"Come, Secretary Yu, please have a seat. Please have a seat."
Gao Qingshan politely pulled out a chair for Yu Yan and invited the guest to his seat very attentively. According to legend, Gao Qingshan was much older than Yu Yan and held a higher position than Yu Yan, so there was no need to be so attentive. But today was a special situation. , Gao Qingshan could only give it a try. In fact, the situation was already very critical and he had basically no choice but to place his hope on Yu Yan.
Gao Qingshan opened the Wuliangye on the table and filled it up for Yu Yan himself. Then he put some vegetables into the hot pot and said with a smile: "I've put two kilograms of mutton. Secretary Yu will be the main force later."
Gao Qingshan is neither fat nor thin. He is a middle-aged man with a very average appetite. However, Secretary Bei Luan Yu eats a lot, which is known to everyone. Therefore, although there are only two people eating, Gao Qingshan is extremely well prepared.
Yu Yan glanced at the dozen plates on the table and said with a smile: "No problem, I will destroy them all later."
Gao Qingshan smiled and sighed, and said, "Secretary Yu, it's great to be young.
Yu Yan laughed, raised his glass and said, "Come on, Director Gao!"
There were only two of us, and we knew each other very well, so there was no need for a toast.
The wine glasses touched lightly, and both of them drank to the full.
Gao Qingshan raised his chopsticks and said, "Secretary Yu, eat it while it's hot. This mutton is a specialty here and is very filling."
Yu Yan smiled and said: "Director Gao, I am also from Taocheng. You can't treat me like an outsider."
"Yes, yes, look at me, I said something wrong, I will punish myself with a drink."
Gao Qingshan picked up the wine glass and drank it all in one gulp.
After drinking a few glasses of wine and eating a lot of mutton, the atmosphere gradually improved. Gao Qingshan sighed and said, "Secretary Yu, to tell you the truth, I have encountered a problem now."
This is also the approach that Gao Qingshan decided to take after careful consideration. He went straight to the topic and did not plan to talk about hiding with Yu Yan in a roundabout way. Among the existing county leaders, Gao Qingshan has dealt with Yu Yan the most times and for the longest time. , I know Yu Yan’s character quite well, and I know that Yu Yan doesn’t like the way of talking among friends in a cloudy manner.
Yu Yan smiled slightly and said, "I heard that Chairman Li of the CPPCC is resigning?"
Gao Qingshan's eyes widened: "Secretary Yu, you already know?"
"I heard some rumors, is this true?"
Gao Qingshan nodded solemnly and said: "To tell you the truth, I have worked very hard to adapt to his work habits in the past few months, but this guy, everything depends on fate. I still can't adapt to him. . He has made suggestions to the leaders of the municipal party committee... You also know that in my position, the leaders of the municipal party committee must respect his opinions."
Gao Qingshan's words were very straightforward, and he did not hide his intention to get closer to the Communist Party from Yu Yan. This was understandable, so Xia Li was transferred and replaced with a new secretary. As the director of the county party committee, Gao Qingshan did not have a strong backing , if you want to keep this position, you can only choose to move closer to **. But obviously, the effect is not obvious. ** is still determined to replace him.
Ma Tu is about to convene the County People's Congress and the CPPCC meeting. Chairman Li of the CPPCC has already passed the age limit. He has been in the position of chairman of the CPPCC for more than a year. This time, he will definitely step down completely. . With such a position vacant, for **, it was a coincidence that Gao Qingshan was sent to the CPPCC. In any case, the chairman of the county CPPCC is also at the county level, and Gao Qingshan, a member of the Standing Committee of the county committee, was transferred to the chairman of the CPPCC. It's fair to say that he has been promoted to one level. It cannot be said that he is excluding dissidents.