Yan Luoxi looked at Zhou Guangtao's name on the phone screen, and felt ache in her heart. Ten years of love disappeared in one go. This is really not a pain that ordinary people can bear.
When the word "breakup" appears in the human dictionary, it means that they are allowed to happen, and there is no right or wrong in the relationship, only forced to bear it.
She sighed and decided to call her mother first to prevent her from worrying about her.
"Luxi!" Xue Liping's voice was a little far away and noisy. Then she seemed to move the place and quieted around her.
"Mom, where are you? Have you called me before?" Yan Luoxi was a little nervous. She was afraid that her mother would not find her, so she called Zhou Guangtao again. It was already difficult for her mother to know now. She didn't want her mother to know.
Things between myself and Zhou Guangtao.
"Yes, you didn't answer the phone call. I just wanted to tell you that I'm out for a trip. Now in Thailand, don't worry about me." Xue Liping's voice was no longer manic, nor was she happy. It's a little more.
It's heavy.
"Travel! Thailand! Did you go alone?" Yan Luoxi was surprised.
"Well, I came here alone. I originally wanted to call you, but then I thought about it. If I drag you out, it will delay your work. No matter what happens in life, it will be useless to ask others to accompany you. Everything is in vain.
Only by just keeping up slowly.”
Xue Liping's earnest words made Yan Luoxi's nose sour, "Mom!"
"Luoxi, don't worry about mom, I've completely calmed down now. When I first learned that your Uncle Sun had cheated, I pretended to be stupid, tolerant, and compromised helplessly. I thought that life was not long, and I had lived half my life.
Now, let's do it!
Obviously, people don't have such an idea. This time I made a fuss. Fortunately, I didn't make a big deal, otherwise I would have lost my life. I know that he didn't divorce because of his daughter. He wouldn't care about me anymore, even if I
He knelt down and begged him, crying to death, and even if he was going to jump off the building, he would not look back. So, I decided to go out for a walk, think about it carefully, and try to put down those who can't let go."
Yan Luoxi didn't expect her mother to change so quickly. Although she was speaking with her words with integrity, the unwillingness was revealed in her helpless tone. After more than ten years of marriage, she still loved Sun Zhijun deeply.
!
Thinking about my situation, I compared it with my mother. Although the content is not all the same, the ending is the same desolate.
As soon as Yan Luoxi put down her mother's phone, her phone rang again. She picked it up and saw that the phone was called by Zhou Guangtao.
Her hands were shaking and her lips were trembling. She hesitated for a long time before she picked up the phone.
"Luoxi, where are you?" Zhou Guangtao's voice was hoarse, with infinite fatigue and anxiety. "What happened yesterday was that I was bad, and what happened before was that I was bad. Don't torture yourself because of being angry with me.
Where are you now? How are you?"
Things before!
Whenever Yan Luoxi thinks of those things, his heart feels aching. Love is such a sacred and beautiful thing. How could they blaspheme so easily!
"Down, are you listening? Don't hang up the phone, please tell me where you are first?" Zhou Guangtao's voice was filled with panic.
Yan Luoxi took a deep breath, held back the tears that were about to fall, and said in a hard voice: "I'm fine."
Zhou Guangtao heard Yan Luoxi finally speak, and breathed a sigh of relief, and said in a voice: "Come down, can you come out? I want to see you!"
Her brother Guangtao has always been in a straight position and standing straight. When has there ever been such a weak voice? Yan Luoxi bit her lips and tears fell silently, "Guangtao... Brother Guangtao!" Although
She repeatedly ordered herself to be strong, but she still cried when she called this intimate name.
Zhou Guangtao heard Yan Luoxi's voice choking on the other side of the phone, his heart was sore and painful, and tears filled his eyes.
Yan Luoxi carefully considered the following sentence in his heart, and said in a trembling voice: "Brother Guangtao, I will meet you. It's not a matter of avoidance between us, but would you give me another two days?
Things have happened, so you don’t have to blame yourself anymore. How to continue your relationship with Yufan, how to continue, don’t delay the company’s affairs, you have to take good care of your health. I will contact you in two days
of."
Yan Luoxi finished this sentence in one breath, then hung up the phone directly, and then breathed in big mouthfuls, as if he had been suffocating for a long time.
This entanglement between the three of them was finally about to be broken, but she didn't have the courage yet.
When Zhou Guangtao called again, she cut off her.
After a long time, the phone finally stopped ringing. Yan Luoxi sat on the sofa for a while. Ran Xu hurried back from outside. Looking at him wearing his old Shanghai suit, he must have just filmed a scene.
Before I could change my clothes, I ran back.
"Luoxi, are you hungry? Do you want to go out to eat something?" Ran Xu took off his clothes while looking at Yan Luoxi's face carefully.
Yan Luoxi cheered up and smiled at Ran Xu's efforts, "I'm not hungry, I want to go to the beach outside."
"I'll go with you!"
"No need, you are an actor, so it's not convenient to go out with me." Yan Luoxi waved her hands repeatedly. She didn't want to have any scandals with Ran Xu now, "Don't worry, I can really do it alone."
"It's okay, I'm secluded here, no one will notice us..." Ran Xu lobbied Yan Luoxi hard.
"Can I just let myself be quiet?" Yan Luoxi looked at Ran Xu with some grief, "If you are so enthusiastic, I really can't stay with you."
"Then... then you must not be unwilling to think about it!"
Yan Luoxi smiled at Ran Xu with a worried look on his face and said, "I don't know, I don't know, I left my parents since I was a child, I knew when I was very young, why people can be here
The world survives because of its incomparable perseverance and tenacity. No one should worry about anyone. Everyone is the Lord who forgets the pain after healing his scars. Whoever has no one will live well."
Ran Xu looked at Yan Luoxi, who was weak and had to be helpless and strong, and his heart moved. Do you really have the heart to hurt such a good girl?
Yan Luoxi took advantage of Ran Xu's dazed and walked out of the room, walking aimlessly by the beach.
On the beach in front, there were several young students having a dinner party, a boy playing the guitar, and a few young people chanting softly to the melody.
In the song, Yan Luoxi suddenly felt that his anxious and sad heart had been much clearer.
It’s great to be young, it’s great to fall in love! It would be great if life was just like the first time we met!