He mentioned his childhood friend last time, and it was hard not to think of that person. Xing Zheng stared at Lin Mei's eyes for a long time, and finally found his voice: "Which friend? I don't remember."
Xing Zheng didn't remember, and Lin Mei thought it was normal. People like him didn't have to take her every word to heart, not to mention that it was not something worth remembering for him. "A playmate in his childhood
, he is from Nanjiang, and his grandmother is our neighbor."
"Oh, remember, the one you had a crush on before?" He mocked, deliberately mentioning the secret crush. Lin Mei did not deny it. She looked very depressed, "I just found out today that he has passed away.
For many years.”
Xing Zheng's hand fell on her shoulder. Looking at the overwhelming sadness in her eyes, his breathing seemed to be blocked by something. The flame of jealousy was burning in his chest and spreading wantonly. She
It's still the same as before, only that person is in my eyes.
Even if he is right in front of her, she will not give him any extra attention.
"How do you know?" Xing Zheng's voice seemed to have been burned by a fire, dry and hoarse.
Lin Mei was immersed in her own emotions and never noticed Xing Zheng's state. She told him: "His grandma and grandpa were in Nanjiang recently and went to the hospital this afternoon."
This explanation made sense. When the elders were together, they would inevitably talk about the situation of the younger generations of each family. It was not uncommon to talk about Xing Yan. He had already thought that she would be sad and disappointed when she learned the truth.
"They said it was a car accident... I can't figure out how this could happen." Lin Mei felt extremely uncomfortable in her chest, but Xing Zheng just stared at her, his eyes already covered with red bloodshot eyes, "I can't see him anymore, you are very worried
sad?"
"Why, it's possible that after so many years, you still want to marry him." Xing Zheng suddenly laughed sarcastically, as if he heard some fantasy joke, he raised her chin, "
Since the person is dead, stop dreaming."
Xing Zheng turned around very quickly. He let go of her and got out of the bed, slammed the door and left the bedroom, leaving Lin Mei sitting alone on the bed. She had not yet reacted to what had just happened, and her eyes were a little dull.
Lin Mei didn't understand why Xing Zheng suddenly turned against her. Is it just because she said what happened back then? It was just a lack of understanding of emotions when she was young and ignorant.
Even if they are boyfriend and girlfriend, there is absolutely no need to be angry about this, not to mention that they are not normal boyfriend and girlfriend.
Xing Zheng walked straight to the study. He closed the door of the study and clutched the door handle with his right hand. The blood vessels on the back of his hand and arm burst, and his mind was filled with scenes from the past.
He once heard Xing Yan talk to him about Xiao Hua Mei countless times. Xing Yan was a very gentle person. When he talked about Xiao Hua Mei, he would be more gentle than usual. He said that Xiao Hua Mei was a very cute girl. He hoped
When he grew up, he wanted her to be his girlfriend. Xing Yan would often come back with small gifts, such as knitted bracelets, folded stars, or beautiful bookmarks, all given to him by her.
During those days, he was like a invisible monster, secretly following them every day, watching them swing together, endorsing books together, and listening to them talk about study and the future.
Xing Yan talked to her about various traditions of Nanjiang, and she held her chin and listened very seriously. At that time, she had a ponytail and a baby-fat face exposed. When the sun shined up, she could still see her face clearly.
Her thin down was as tender as a child that hadn't grown up yet. When she looked at Xing Yan, her big eyes shone with admiration, her cheeks were rosy, and she had the unique shyness of a girl.
Every time he sees it, he becomes jealous and wishes he could be Xing Yan and enjoy her loving gaze. However, he knows that he cannot compare with Xing Yan. If Xing Yan is compared to the sun, he should be inconspicuous.
Asteroids, as long as the sun is still there, no one will see them.
When Xing Zheng let go of the doorknob, his palms were already scratched. Without realizing it, he came to the safe, entered the password, and opened the door.
This safe was brought back when he returned to China. It has not been opened for almost a year. Stored inside are all Xing Yan's relics.
After Xing Yan's accident, he had sorted out his things. His clothes and some important documents were given to Xie Fanjia and Xing Sha. What was left with him were some "insignificant" things.
Xing Zheng took out an old diary from the safe and opened it. The first page inside was a photo of a boy and a girl. This photo was exactly the same as the one he had seen at Lin Mei's home.
In addition, there are several photos taken at different times. Although the scenes and clothes are different, the expressions of the two people in the photos are always the same, with bright smiles and intimate movements.
Even though the photos have faded a bit after all these years, they still cannot erase the beauty and innocence.
This is a memory that belongs to the two of them alone. No one can interfere with it. Xing Zheng opened the diary and looked at it page by page. He had read the contents in the diary many times, and some of the contents could not even be written down.
Memorize it.
Xing Yan is an out-and-out literary young man. After he transferred back to Nanjiang from high school, he has been recording his feelings for Lin Mei. Just as he wrote on the title page of his diary, he wanted to see her after she came to Nanjiang.
, personally handed this diary into her hands as a commemoration of their time together.
It's just that this diary was never finished. The month after Lin Mei's college entrance examination ended, Xing Yan was involved in a car accident.
The culprit is him.
Xing Zheng often thinks that if it hadn't been for the accident that year, Lin Mei would have become his sister-in-law. Xing Yan loves her so much, and she also loves Xing Yan. The two must be a couple that others envy.
Only after Xing Yan died could he have such an opportunity to get close to her and vent his shady feelings in another way.
Lin Mei was not very energetic. After taking a shower, she lay down on the bed and ignored Xing Zheng. She closed her eyes and fell asleep. In a daze, Lin Mei suddenly felt that her breathing was blocked. Her chest was tight and she could not breathe.
With difficulty, he subconsciously opened his mouth, but felt something come in.
Not only was there no relief, the suffocation feeling became even more serious!
The feeling of near-death made Lin Mei open her eyes, and what caught her eyes was Xing Zheng's blood-red eyes. He grabbed her neck, kissed her more fiercely, and began to tear off her clothes with his other hand.
Lin Mei's heart palpitated because of his behavior. She put her arms on his chest and tried to push him away. However, this action was regarded as rejection by Xing Zheng, adding another bucket of fuel to his already burning jealousy.
.
Lin Mei was about to suffocate. At first she could still see the scene in front of her clearly. Gradually, the people in front of her became blurry and blurred. She felt dizzy, as if she was going to faint in the next moment. Just when she closed her eyes, the man suddenly