Xing Zheng was only nineteen years old when he was sent to the University of Pennsylvania from Nanjiang University. Before that, he had not returned home for nearly a year. On that day, Xing Zheng was picked up by Xing Sha and brought to the restaurant. The father and son sat down.
When we got together, Xing Sha looked serious and told him about his plan to send him to study abroad. "I have already made arrangements. You can leave as soon as you pass the IELTS test. I will go through the withdrawal procedures from the university tomorrow."
It was not a discussion, it was just a notice, and he was not even given a reason. He did not want to leave, and asked Xing Sha why he did this. Later, he found out that it was Xie Qujia who did not want to see him again, no matter what the cost.
They have to send him out of the country.
Xing Zheng had not spoken much since he was a child, and he had little communication with Xing Sha's father and son. After Xing Sha and Xing Zheng finished speaking these words that day, Xing Zheng had not spoken to each other for a long time. He felt guilty and said to him: "
You can come back after you finish your studies. Your mother can't accept the reality now. Give her some time. It will be good for both of you."
He didn't say a word at that time, but later he obeyed his decision and went to school to withdraw from school the next day. Soon after, he went to Philadelphia to study.
Xing Sha felt guilty, so he transferred a lot of money to Xing Zheng every month, and asked his friends there to take care of him. However, Xing Zheng had not contacted those people, and Xing Sha had not had much contact with Xing Zheng.
Discovered by Xie Qujia, the father and son only
It was an occasional WeChat contact. When Xing Zheng decided to return to China for development, he asked Xing Sha why he had to send him away. Xing Sha only replied to him at that time, "Since you have decided to come back, don't think about the past."
Don't think about it, how could you not think about it, all the things that happened in the past seven years, the freezing rain that one person endured, the reunion that he saw alone, have long been engraved in the bone marrow, and will be indelible forever. During the Spring Festival for two consecutive years, he was there
After falling asleep under the dual effects of inhibitors and diazepam, Xing Zheng came back from his memories and asked Xing Sha: "Why?" At this time, his voice was even hoarse than before.
"She was suffering from bipolar disorder at that time," Xing Sha told Xing Zheng. "She didn't want to see you, and the doctor also advised not to let you mother and son meet. For the sake of treatment, they can only send you out first. You can return to China.
By that time, she no longer needed long-term medication, but she started to have attacks again in the past few days."
Bipolar disorder is an almost incurable mental illness. It is impossible to cure. The only way to control the degree is to control the degree. Symptoms will slow down or worsen with the ups and downs of the patient's mood. A long-term illness becomes a medical condition. Xing Zheng has already defined these medical conditions.
He was familiar with it. When he was diagnosed in the United States, his professor told him that it was a hereditary disease. Xing Zheng denied it at the time. What he didn't expect was that Xie Qujia actually had bipolar disorder.
I have never thought about this aspect.
His eyes were deep and dark, fixed on the mahogany floor under his feet. It was as if something was blocked in his throat, and he could not utter a single word.
Xing Yan: "I thought she would have figured it out after she had been stable for a few years. But after so many years, she has never figured it out. She is still like this after you come back."
Xing Yan regretted sending Xing Zheng out in the first place. He had followed Xie Qujia for so many years, but in the end he could not make her get better. Instead, it made her even more willful, especially what happened with Zhao Jianghe... Xing Yan had sharp eyes.
After a few minutes, he said to Xing Zheng: "I'm sorry for you. I shouldn't have allowed her to act nonsense, sent you out, and made you suffer for so many years..."
Xing Zheng never thought of asking Xing Sha to apologize to him. This apology came very unexpectedly and was not like his usual style. He had always listened to Xie Qujia. If Xie Qujia asked him to go east, he would never go.
Xi, for him, his wife is the first person in his world, and his son is nothing.
Xing Zheng didn't answer, and with full of doubts, he listened to Xing Sha continue to talk to him, "I have helped a lot with Zhao's affairs over the years, and I have done my utmost to be kind and righteous. This time she had an attack because of the news about Zhao.
She hopes that I will contribute money to help Zhao Jianghe."
Xing Zheng: "You didn't help?"
He did tell Xing Sha before that he should ignore Zhao's affairs, but Xing Sha did not give him a clear answer. He thought that if Xie Qujia insisted on helping, Xing Sha would eventually compromise. He thought that Xing Sha had already
Just like Xie Qujia, he regarded Zhao Jianghe as his own son.
"If I help, will she still get sick?"
Everything will come her way. I have discussed it with the doctor and will never let her make troubles unconditionally like before."
It's rare that these words actually came from Xing Sha's mouth. Xing Zheng said "Oh", "So I am her biological child."
This was his first thought after learning that Xie Qujia had bipolar disorder. When the doctor told him about heredity, he thought that he might be the child of Xing Sha and a woman outside. In this case, Xie Fanjia
Ji Jia then had a legitimate reason to dislike him.
Now that he learned about the inheritance, he felt even more ironic, and even the last reason for self-comfort was untenable.
Xing Sha looked at Xing Zheng in disbelief, "How could you have such an idea?"
Xing Zheng: "She hates me so much, shouldn't I?"
"Some people have a bad relationship with their parents, but no one has the same relationship as me and hers," Xing Zheng recalled the past, "I have never seen anyone whose mother hates him so much that she wants him to die."
"She..." Xing Sha felt uncomfortable when he saw Xing Zheng's appearance. He walked up to Xing Zheng and put his arms around his shoulders, "She is a patient. Some words are spoken emotionally. You don't have to worry about it."
, no matter what, it can't change the fact that you are mother and son."
"Ayan's death was a huge blow to her."
"If I was the one who died, would she still be like this?" Xing Zheng asked, but he already had the answer in his heart.
Xing Sha told Xie Jinjia about his illness just to comfort him. Xie Jinjia hated him not just because of the car accident that year. The car accident was just the trigger. He could feel Xie Jinjia's affection for him since he was a child.
I was disgusted. When I was five or six years old, I thought that I was not my biological child.
"What are you talking about?"
"Well, I can't come back." Xing Zheng and Xing Sha looked at each other, "Do you blame me?"
He wanted to call "Dad", but he couldn't. He hadn't called out for many years and it was already a stranger.
"Whether you believe it or not, Azheng, I have never blamed you."
You do it, it's all up to you whether the Zhao family wants help."
If Rongshi had always been in his hands, I was afraid that Zhao Jianghe would come looking for Xie Qujia in the future.
Xing Zheng: "Leave it to me?"
Xing Sha: "You are my son, and the company should have given it to you."
"He's not!" The door to the study room was suddenly smashed open, and Xie Qujia rushed in quickly. This chapter has been completed!