The hand on his neck suddenly froze, and the strength slowed down a lot along with the stiffness. Lin Mei knew that it was her "mental illness" that stimulated him. He was invincible. It seemed that only this matter could touch his weakness, like
He hurt her, causing him unbearable pain.
His eyes turned red, and transparent liquid gathered in them, shining like a wounded beast under the light.
"Is it because of this?" His voice was so hoarse that she couldn't hear what he said if the two were not close. His tone was much softer than before, but Lin Mei was not impressed by his kindness.
His attitude changed, "Mental illness is not worthy of children."
"Heritability is not 100%," he actually explained to her, "I won't let him be like me, I will give him the best growing environment, and you give birth to him."
"I don't want to give birth!" Lin Mei had already had enough of his uncertainty. "In addition to coercion and inducement, what else can you do? You have never even experienced what a normal family relationship is. How can you be confident that you can give your child the best possible outcome?"
A good growing environment?”
Is it what he thinks is the "best growing environment" for him to be born with the identity of an illegitimate daughter or illegitimate son? "Jiang Chubi doesn't want to give birth, you can find someone else to give birth to. I don't want to be involved in the affairs between you, let alone
See you again."
This sentence "I don't want to see you again" made the man's already scarlet eyes even more terrifying. The original split in his heart was sprinkled with a handful of salt, causing pain to his limbs.
They were all trembling, "You have one night to think about it."
It seemed that he was giving her a step, but he was also giving himself a step, "This is your child too."
"No matter how long you give me, my answer is the same. I will not keep this child." Lin Mei was very clear-headed. She would not let an innocent life be involved in this turmoil. "I want to leave now."
"You can't leave." Regardless of her struggle, Xing Zheng picked her up, took her upstairs, and locked her in the room. Before leaving, he said to her, "If you still can't figure it out, just keep trying."
Stay here until the baby is born."
He left without giving her any chance to object. After coming out of the guest room, he came to the terrace and started smoking one cigarette after another.
He was in a state of dejection, holding a cigarette butt between his slender fingers, trembling slightly, and what kept echoing in his ears was what she just said, "Men with mental illness are not worthy of children"...
He pressed the cigarette butt on his arm, crushed it out, and after several cigarettes, a row of scattered burns appeared on his forearm. Although it was not shocking, it still made people's scalp feel tight, but he seemed to have lost all pain.
Expressionless, he even went to the bathroom and poured hot water over the row of wounds. Even though it was so painful, it still couldn't relieve his guilt in the slightest.
Xing Zheng stayed up almost all night. At seven o'clock in the morning, he went to the kitchen downstairs and prepared breakfast. After breakfast was ready, he went upstairs and opened the door of the guest room with the key, but Lin Mei's hand was not found on the bed.
people.
Xing Zheng's face suddenly became serious. He walked in and saw the light in the bathroom was on, so he pushed the door open and entered. As soon as he entered, he saw Lin Mei lying in front of the sink retching. Her expression was very strange.
It was painful, there was sweat on his forehead, his eyes were red with blood due to vomiting, and his face was as white as paper.
Xing Zheng didn't know before that Lin Mei's pregnancy reaction was so severe. He walked up and held her arm. Just as he was about to ask something, she pulled her arm back as if she had touched something dirty.
Xing Zheng did not make any move, "Go down and eat."
"I won't have the child." Lin Mei and Xing Zheng repeated their choices, "No matter how you threaten me, I won't have it."
Even if Lin Zhengde and Xiao Yue really knew the truth, she would not compromise. Once a life was born, there would be no room for regret.
"Miscarriage is bad for your health." After being silent for a long time, he actually said such a ridiculous sentence.
Lin Mei laughed after hearing this. She had never been so aggressive before, "Yes, miscarriage is bad for your health. Who made me have to endure this? Who didn't take any measures at all times and forced me?
When you wanted a tool to vent your desires, you used me to vent your desires. Now that you and Jiang Chubi want a child, you use me as a reproductive tool, euphemistically saying that abortion is bad for your health..."
"Let me tell you, Xing Zheng." Lin Mei told him word by word, "Don't say that aborting this child is not good for my health. Even if I abort him, I will not be able to get pregnant again in the future, and my choice will be the same.
I won’t give birth to a child for this psychopath like you.”
Even though she still couldn't let go of her feelings for him, the hurt and pain were enough to wake him up. She would no longer allow herself to indulge in such a relationship, even if she had to pay the price of blood and tears, she would get out.
out!
"Go down and eat first." After a long time, he finally found his voice.
But Lin Mei ignored him, turned around and went out.
Xing Zheng followed closely behind, and when he saw her sitting by the bed, he said again, "If you don't want to leave by yourself, I can hug you." After that, he started to hug her.
Lin Mei shrank back as if he were avoiding the plague, as if being touched by him would cause excruciating pain. Such an evasive action stung him again.
Xing Zheng remembered that in the past, although she rarely took the initiative, when she was held by him, she would crawl into his arms and rub herself lazily. The details were full of dependence on him, which was in stark contrast to the current situation.
, tragic.
Xing Zheng pulled her over, held her shoulders, bowed his head and kissed her. She stiffened for a moment and then struggled wildly. Xing Zheng tasted her tears and finally stopped. He wiped them with his fingertips.
He looked at the end of her eyes and said, "If you don't want me to continue, just go down and eat, okay?"
Two fists were no match for four, and Lin Mei couldn't compete with him. In the end, she had to go downstairs. The breakfast on the table was all her favorite style. There were many varieties, and the big table was almost full.
It was too luxurious for breakfast, but she didn't have any appetite.
During the whole process, Xing Zheng was holding things for her. If she didn't move, he would feed it to her himself. Lin Mei was like a robot, opening her mouth, chewing, swallowing, and occasionally retching.
After finishing breakfast suppressed, Lin Mei said to Xing Zheng again: "I want to leave."
Xing Zheng didn't seem to hear her, so he carried her back to the guest room, locked the door again, Xing Zheng came downstairs, and called Zhou Yue.
Three hours later, Zhou Yue came with Xu Xinyi. Zhou Yue asked, "Where is the person? Xin Yi and I will go take a look."
Xing Zheng asked them to come here to examine Lin Mei and to dispel her concerns about heredity.
Xing Zheng took the two of them upstairs. As soon as he opened the door, he smelled the pungent smell of blood.
Zhou Yue and Xu Xinyi were very sensitive to the smell of blood, and they immediately looked inside the door. This chapter has been completed!