She also knew that she could not surpass Xie Jinjia's position in his heart. Even if Xie Jinjia never really treated him well, he still had no hesitation, as deep as the sea and as bright as the sun;
When she doesn't need him, he doesn't have to show up. When she needs him, he will show up even if he is surrounded by wind, rain, mountains of swords, and seas of fire. How can she be an obstacle to this?
Lin Mei knew very well that all these grievances in her heart were due to her hypocrisy, "You have not sorry for me, so there is no need to apologize."
She could distinguish the priorities. Now that Xie Qujia's condition was unstable, the top priority was for her to complete the operation first. "Is Aunt Xie in the ward? I'll go find her."
If Xing Zheng told her, or if Xing Sha told her unilaterally, Xie Jinjia would definitely not believe it. The best way is for her to go there in person and tell her that they have broken up, so that she can rest assured.
Xing Sha blamed himself more and more. He had planned it in this way. Lin Mei was too smart. He had already understood this level before he mentioned it. "Thank you. When the operation is over, what will happen between you and Azheng?"
matter……"
"Let's wait until Aunt Xie's surgery is over." Lin Mei forced out a smile, but it was uglier than crying.
Xing Zheng was no longer around, and she followed Xing Sha to Xie Qujia's ward.
Xie Qujia was slightly surprised when she saw Lin Mei. She wanted to talk to her, but didn't know what to say. Lin Mei walked up and sat down by the bed, concerned, "Aunt Xie, how are you doing recently?"
Xie Jinjia remained silent, but Lin Mei didn't mind, and said to her, "I'm here to tell you that Xing Zheng and I have broken up. I have seriously considered what you said before, and he and I are indeed not suitable."
At this point, Xie Qujia was finally moved. She couldn't believe it, "Really?"
Lin Mei said "Hmm", "Let me tell you so that you don't worry about me anymore."
"What about you?" Lin Mei asked casually, "Uncle Xing said he has arranged an operation, when will he go?"
Xing Sha immediately understood what Lin Mei meant and continued, "It's just these two days."
Xie Fanjia did not refute Xing Sha as before. She said to Lin Mei, "When I come back, I will introduce you to a better one."
Lin Mei agreed with a smile. If Xie Jinjia could agree to the operation, she could be considered as completing the "mission" for Xing Zheng. She was tired and had no energy to talk to Xie Jinjia anymore. She just found a reason and left the ward.
Sha sent her out and said "thank you" to her several times.
After coming out of the hospital, Lin Mei still didn't see Xing Zheng. She didn't know where he went and didn't contact him. She took a taxi back to Zhuhua Villa alone.
Looking at the familiar scene in front of her, her tears fell again. A few hours ago, the two of them were lingering in the living room, and in a blink of an eye, it was over.
Beside him, it seems that you will always experience the feeling of traveling between heaven and hell. The clouds and the valleys are all in one thought. After breaking up like this, where to go next is unknown.
Lin Mei had a headache so much that she leaned on the sofa and fell asleep. She didn't know how long it had passed, but she felt her body vacate, as if someone had picked her up. Chaos opened her eyes and saw the blur, but it was very strange.
A familiar figure.
She sobered up a lot, and his words about breaking up echoed in her ears again, "I'll go on my own."
"You have a fever," he refused to let go, "I will carry you to the bedroom to sleep."
"Didn't we break up? I have a fever. It has nothing to do with you, right?" He was probably out of anger. He was so nonchalant about that matter. He didn't even have a superfluous explanation about that matter. Even if he said one, she wouldn't know it.
Such a grievance.
Lin Mei struggled, but she was not as strong as Xing Zheng, so he carried her back to the bedroom. He put her on the bed and took out antipyretic medicine, but Lin Mei refused to take it.
When the two were in a stalemate, Xing Zheng finally said, "She can't wait long for her operation, this is the only way."
"So you asked me to make a sacrifice without even asking," Lin Mei asked, "In your heart, I am someone you can dismiss with just one sentence, right?"
Xing Zheng didn't know how to explain to her and fell into silence. Lin Mei asked again, "If Aunt Xie still doesn't agree with you being with me after the operation, she can find any reason to stop it. At that time, I should It’s the one who was given up, right?”
"The person you love most is actually her." Lin Mei had known Xing Zheng's feelings for Xie Qujia before. "You can give up yourself for her, or you can give up on me."
"Then let's break up." She smiled with red eyes, "I'll move out from here right away, and I'll take the dumplings with me."
"I'm going to the United States during this period, and you can live here." He finally spoke again.
However, this was not what Lin Mei wanted to hear, "No, I have a house. Since we broke up, let's make a clean break."
After a long time, Xing Zheng said "Yes" and did not stop her again.
Lin Mei took the medicine and packed her luggage despite her fever. When she went downstairs, Xing Zheng had already packed the dumplings as well. He said to her, "I'll take you back."
Lin Mei did not refuse. Xing Zheng put the two boxes into the car. Lin Mei hugged Dumpling and sat in the back row. It was clear that Dumpling had no idea where he was going next.
However, puppies are human beings and could vaguely sense the strange atmosphere between the two of them. Dumpling, who was originally very noisy, actually calmed down and lay aside, with his ears and tail drooped.
Silently all the way, Xing Zheng sent Lin Mei back to the apartment. After helping her transport the box upstairs, Lin Mei issued an eviction order to him, "You can leave."
"This month, if you have anything to ask Zhuang Wan," he warned her.
"If something happens, I will solve it myself," Lin Mei didn't know who she was emphasizing to, "I can still live without you."
Xing Zheng left, and Dumpling stood on the floor, looking at the closed door, swaying his tail, his dark eyes at a loss. Lin Mei picked him up and sat on the sofa, tears welling up, Dumpling lifted Lin Mei picked up her dog's paw and scratched her gently, as if to comfort her. Lin Mei touched the fur of the dumpling, and her eyes became more and more sour.
After learning that Lin Mei and Xing Zheng had broken up, Xie Jinjia's mood became much more stable. In the next few days, she was preparing to go abroad for surgery.
Over in the United States, Xing Zheng intervened in the coordination. The flight ticket was also booked by Xing Zheng. Xing Zheng wanted to go with him, but he couldn't let Xie Qujia know about it. Therefore, he could only buy the next few flights.
Before leaving, Xing Sha and Xing Zheng met. They hadn't seen each other for a few days. He looked very haggard and had heavy dark circles under his eyes. It was obvious at a glance that he had not rested well.
Xing Zheng handed over the information and access card of a property he owns in New York to Xing Sha.
Xing Sha took it and said to him, "Pay attention to rest."
Xing Zheng said, "The hospital is ready. She can have surgery after she rests for 48 to 72 hours. I will be there twelve hours after you."
Xing Sha said "Yeah" and asked again, "Have you and Lin Mei explained it?"
Xing Zheng refused to answer, "I'm leaving." This chapter has been completed!