"Why?" Xu Ying didn't quite understand. How could Xing Zheng break up with her after such a thing happened? "Did he mention it, or did you mention it?"
"It should be my fault." Lin Mei sat down with Xu Ying and told him what happened after the kidnapping.
Xu Ying is one of the few trustworthy friends in her heart. Lin Mei has nothing to hide from him. Xu Ying's face has become increasingly ugly since she heard that Lin Mei's depression has relapsed and she has PTSD. She thought this was the limit, but who would have expected?
, learned the news about her pregnancy again!
Even without experience, Xu Ying knows how important it is for a woman to have a good mental state when she is pregnant. Medications cannot be taken casually during pregnancy, especially in the early stages. High doses of anti-psychiatric drugs are very likely to cause fetal development.
Bad, Xing Zheng must have considered this matter when he wanted her to have an abortion. However, the method was too arbitrary. She was already sensitive and could not accept this.
"Did you separate from him just because of the child?" Xu Ying's intuition told him that there should be other reasons. It was reasonable for Lin Mei to quarrel with Xing Zheng because of the child, but how could she let go if she loved him so much?
Such a decisive breakup?
Xu Ying happened to ask about Lin Mei's pain. She became silent, and her eyes became more disappointed. Xu Ying saw her hugging her knees and burying her head between them. Xu Ying did not rush her, and just waited quietly.
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After a long time, Lin Mei asked him, "Isn't it ugly when I look like this?"
Xu Yingying understood something, "Does he dislike you?"
"I despise myself, let alone others." Lin Mei laughed, but his voice was crying, "I hate the way I am now. Forget it if I have a bad personality, even the skin is gone. He is surrounded by outstanding people
There are so many of them, I can’t keep them.”
"What do you mean?" Xu Ying's expression became more serious, "Xing Zheng cheated on you? Did he hide your contact with another woman?"
"I don't know..." Lin Mei was in great pain. Her mind was filled with images of Xing Zheng and Wen Ke sitting together, as well as those days when she heard the phone calls. She didn't ask about it, but that feeling came to her mind.
Hua, she knew that all this was most likely her misunderstanding, but she couldn't control her thoughts, "Xu Ying, I feel like I really look like a madman now."
She grabbed her hair and broke down emotionally. The sound of her sobbing became louder and louder. Xu Ying was worried and raised her head. He originally wanted to wipe away her tears, but found that she had no tears.
Being able to cry is not the most desperate thing. The most desperate thing is not being able to cry. Lin Mei's situation is more serious than he imagined.
She was in need of care and company the most right now. Not only was she suffering from mental illness, but she also had a child in her belly. No matter what happened, it all happened because of Xing Zheng. He actually ignored her like this, even if
Lin Mei said they wanted to break up, didn't he know how to coax her?
Xu Ying's heart was so tight that he patted Lin Mei's back. He was always eloquent, but suddenly he didn't know how to comfort her, so he could only use the simplest action to comfort her.
After a long time, Xu Ying finally thought of what to ask, "This child...do you have to stay?"
Rationally speaking, her current physical condition is not suitable for keeping a child. She no longer takes medicine, but her mood cannot be stabilized without medicine.
"I have already lost a child," Lin Mei knew what Xu Ying wanted to ask, "I can't bear it. If it happens again, I will never forgive myself."
"But you also have to consider your physical condition," Xu Ying asked Lin Mei, "Can you survive it?"
"For him, I will do it." Although his voice was trembling, his tone was extremely firm.
Xu Ying felt her determination, and her words of persuasion were stuck in her throat. She had nightmares all day long because of the loss of her child. When she suffered from depression, he was with her throughout the whole process. She once cried and said to him that she was sorry for that child, and he knew that she
regret, "Okay, I believe you."
"Will I be in Nanjiang during this time and take you out to relax?" Xu Ying said, "There will be a game in a few days, will you go?"
Lin Mei returned to Nanjiang and never left the house again. Xu Ying tried so hard to make her relax, so she went with him.
The news that Lin Mei accompanied Xu Ying to participate in the competition reached Xing Zheng's ears that day, but he could not go to her and could only endure it. The best time for them to meet was when the results of the eleven-week deformity screening came out.
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Xu Ying was still the champion. After the game, he took Lin Mei to a restaurant for dinner.
Lin Mei had a bad appetite and ate in small bites. Xu Ying tried his best to make her happy. Lin Mei's complexion looked better than usual, but she still spoke very little. When they were eating, they bumped into Xing Sha and Xie Qujia.
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Xing Sha and Xie Fanjia didn't know about Lin Mei and Xing Zheng's breakup. When they saw Lin Mei and Xu Ying eating alone, they couldn't help but become curious. However, they didn't question them and just stepped forward to say hello to Lin Mei.
, after getting closer, I realized that Lin Mei's complexion was very ugly, no different from when she was hospitalized before. The scabs on her face had faded, but the scars were very obvious.
Xie Qujia looked at it and felt guilty, "Are you having dinner with your friends? How are your health lately?" His tone was very unnatural.
Lin Mei said "Hmm", unable to say more. She did not anger Xie Qujia because of this matter, but she couldn't find how to get along with her at the moment. Xing Sha saw the two of them having an awkward conversation and asked
, "Why didn't Azheng come out with you?"
When talking about Xing Zheng, Lin Mei fell silent. Xing Sha saw her expression clearly and asked worriedly, "Did you have a fight?"
"We broke up." Lin Mei finally broke the news. Xing Sha and Xie Fanjia Dang showed surprised expressions, "How could this happen?"
The first person to speak out was Xie Qujia. She didn't quite believe that Xing Zheng would break up with Lin Mei. She had tried so hard but couldn't make the two separate. Now that there is no obstacle, how could they...
"Did Azheng do something that made you unhappy?" Xing Sha also asked.
Lin Mei shook her head and did not answer. She put down her knife and fork and said to Xu Ying, "I'm full."
Xu Ying immediately understood what she meant, swiped the card, and took Lin Mei away.
Xie Qujia was worried, looked at the two people's backs, and said to Xing Sha, "Go and ask him, Lin Mei has suffered so much, how can we just divide it?"
Xing Sha called Xing Zheng, but Xing Zheng didn't answer any of them. After Lin Mei was discharged from the hospital, Xing Zheng stopped contacting them.
The days flew by in a blink of an eye, and it was the day for the abnormality screening. Lan Lan and Feng Feng accompanied Lin Mei to the hospital. As soon as they got off the car, they saw Xing Zheng waiting not far away.
When we met again after more than a month, Lin Mei's belly had swelled slightly. She was wearing a slim-fitting bottoming shirt today, which made it even more obvious. She wore a mask, with only her eyes, eyebrows and forehead exposed.
Xing Zheng walked to Lin Mei and wanted to hold her hand, but she quickly dodged it. This chapter has been completed!