"Because of Wen Ke," Lan Lan said, "she felt uncomfortable when she saw you talking to Wen Ke. Don't get too close to Wen Ke in front of her in the future. At least wait until her PTSD recovers."
Xing Zheng couldn't believe it, "Did she tell you?"
In the past, he had asked Wen Ke to explain their relationship to Lin Mei once. Later, Lin Mei and Wen Ke got along very well. He never thought that she would start to have random thoughts again.
"She knows that you have nothing to do with Wen Ke, you are just angry with yourself," Lan Lan said, "Any woman would not be happy with so many scars on her face. She always loves to be beautiful, but now she feels that she has been disfigured.
You won’t miss her anymore.”
"I never thought so." He even never minded the scars on her face. Even if she really didn't go for surgery and let those scars remain for a lifetime, he would still love her.
"It doesn't matter what you think," Lan Lan said. "The problem now is that this is what she thinks, so we have to solve the problem according to this situation."
Xing Zheng said "Yes", "I understand, I will not contact Wen Ke during this period."
"Did you tell her about her scars in front of her?" Feng Feng asked seriously again, "Think about it seriously."
Xing Zheng fell into deep thought. After a long time, he said, "I told her to take her for scar removal surgery."
"That's it." Feng Feng said, "She thinks you think her face is ugly. She is extremely sensitive now. You have to carefully consider every word you say to her. You may feel very tired."
Xing Zheng shook his head and did not speak. If he said he was tired, she who had been with him before should be even more tired. "Thank you for telling me this."
"There's one more thing I think I should tell you," Feng Feng said. "Last time, she didn't get rid of the baby in her belly by herself."
Xing Zheng's eyelids jumped up, and he thought of Aunt Wen's words again. Could it be that her guess was true?
"She suffered from a sudden attack of heart disease and sudden hypoglycemia. When she fell, she hit the cabinet and the baby fell." Feng Feng told Xing Zheng the truth, "The doctor only saw the impact marks on her abdomen, not
Know why she fell."
The cup in Xing Zheng's hand was about to be crushed. The truth was like a bomb, hitting him and killing him to pieces. No wonder she showed such an expression when he used the lost child to negotiate with her.
What is the difference between his behavior and rubbing salt on her wounds?
He owes her so much.
After the malformation screening, it was a certainty that the child would stay. The next day, Lin Mei followed Xu Xinyi's advice and went downstairs for a walk twice a day, once in the morning and once in the evening.
In the evening of early summer, the temperature has risen, and it has exceeded 30 degrees in Nanjiang City. Lin Mei went downstairs and walked around the community for more than an hour, wearing a mask again. She was already sweating a lot. When she walked downstairs to the apartment, she took off her mask.
When she took off her mask and wiped her face with a wet wipe, a tall figure suddenly appeared in front of her, blocking her from the evening sunset.
The familiar scent of cypress roots made it possible to identify the other person without looking up. Lin Mei saw his shoulder, and the afterglow of the setting sun enveloped him, plating his whole body with a layer of gold. "I brought beef noodles and dumplings.
Soup."
Lin Mei heard the sound and saw the bag in his hand. The next moment, he hugged him and they walked into the elevator together. No one said anything.
Returning to the apartment, Xing Zheng found his slippers and put them on. He looked as natural as if he lived here every day. "Do you want to eat in the kitchen or in the living room?"
"What do you want?" Lin Mei couldn't understand what he meant, so she reminded him, "We broke up."
"But the child in your belly is mine," he focused his eyes on her belly. "Since you decided to give birth, I have the obligation to take care of you."
Lin Mei's fingers froze for a moment. What did he mean by this...that he agreed to her giving birth to the child?
"Eat first, and when you finish, let's have a good talk." Taking advantage of Lin Mei's wavering, Xing Zheng hugged her and took her to the restaurant.
Lin Mei finished her walk and her appetite was better than usual. As she ate, Xing Zheng sat across from her and looked at her. He was patient and waited until she finished eating before asking her, "Is it delicious?"
"What do you want to say?" Lin Mei asked without answering.
"I will take care of you in the future. It is not suitable for you to be alone during your pregnancy." Xing Zheng apologized to her, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kept the child from you at first. I also want him to be born safely, but your safety is the most important thing."
It’s important, so I will take care of you during this time.”
Lin Mei believed these heart-warming words for a second, but then remembered the previous lesson. When he was in Anning City, he was also so gentle and accommodating to her, but in the end he wanted to kill her child when she didn't know the truth.
.
The gentle countryside is the sharpest knife, and she can no longer indulge in it.
Xing Zheng saw the doubt in her eyes and promised her, "I will never do anything to harm the child again. If so, you can kill me, okay?"
"Why?"
She asked why she suddenly changed her mind. Xing Zheng understood, "I want you to be happy."
Lin Mei dug at the dining table, feeling a burst of pain from her fingernails. She actually wanted to cry at such clumsy words. When she collapsed, she covered her eyes. Xing Zheng stepped forward and hugged her into his arms.
She was too sad, so she didn't resist, and the two hugged each other.
After an unknown amount of time, her sobs finally subsided. Xing Zheng stroked her hair and said, "Why don't you go back to Zhuhua Villa? Dumplings and Lalan are waiting for you."
Lin Mei shook her head and refused to go back. Xing Zheng did not force her, "Okay, I'll come here to accompany you."
Xing Zheng kept his promise and stayed at night. After a few days of sleeping, Lin Mei was not used to having someone lying next to her. Xing Zheng held her in his arms and she didn't struggle.
The hug gets tighter and tighter.
In the dark room, it was so quiet that only the breathing of the two could be heard. She was not sleepy, so Xing Zheng patted her back and coaxed her to sleep like a child.
Even so, Lin Mei had nightmares several times at night, and every time she dreamed of the man cutting her face with a knife. After waking up, she would touch her face.
At four o'clock in the morning, Lin Mei woke up from the same dream again. She cried and touched her face. After touching the hideous scars, she screamed. Her emotions became more and more broken, and she cried so hard
She burst into tears, her shoulders shaking uncontrollably, "I don't want to look in the mirror, don't let me look in the mirror...it's so disgusting."
Xing Zheng listened, and his heart felt as if it had been pierced by a sharp knife. He hugged her a little tighter and comforted her, "It's not disgusting, you always look good."
"You lied to me, my face is disgusting." She insisted stubbornly, as if she hated herself deeply.
Xing Zheng held her chin, kissed her hard, and pried open her teeth with his tongue. This chapter has been completed!