Some things, even if they are over, still retain their power. She has never forgotten how decisive his words "then break up" were.
She never thought about settling old scores with him again and again. What she did today was helpless, and he was actually disappointed by her choice. Did he have such qualifications?
Xing Zheng was speechless because of Lin Mei's words. Lin Mei clasped his fingers together and said, "I'm going back. Don't show up in front of my parents again."
"I love you, Lin Mei." When she turned around, she heard his suppressed voice and said the words she often asked him to say.
He has never been willing to express himself. Even when he proposed, he only said once, "We can separate temporarily. When your parents figure it out, we will get married, okay? I can't live without you."
Lin Mei's eyes were hot and she sobbed uncontrollably. She was moved by him again. When facing him, she always softened easily.
She couldn't help but think of Lin Zhengde's words. She was once such a proud person, but after falling in love with him, she lost herself step by step. The moment he showed weakness, she abandoned her armor and could never find her original pride again.
, no wonder her parents would be disappointed with her.
"Not good." She swallowed harder and rejected him.
"Lin Mei, think clearly." He reminded her, "Can you really let me go?"
His tone seemed to hold her tightly, confirming that she would never leave him again in this life.
Lin Meidun felt that what Lin Zhengde said was right. She really lost all her pride. Even when she was talking about breaking up, Xing Zheng was so confident that she thought it was impossible for her to let him go.
Come to him.
And this self-confidence was all forged by her giving up her pride. Yes, even after he broke up with her without hesitation, she still flew to New York without hesitation, begging for peace like a warm face but a cold butt...
Right now, her face is ruined, her mental state is abnormal, she can't continue working, and she has his child in her belly. He must think that she can't live without him.
Lin Mei's heart was full of self-mockery, "Why are you so worth it that I can't let go of you?"
"You still don't understand, Xing Zheng," she turned her back to him, the sun shining on her hair, and the strands seemed to be shining, "without you, my life would not be like this.
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"I have a good job. Even if I am separated from Chen Qi, I can still find a boyfriend who respects me and shares a common language. Even if I don't find a boyfriend, I can still live a good life alone, not like
This is it now.”
She didn't say what she was like now, and she couldn't say it. She still didn't have the courage to expose her own scars.
After saying this, she left. Xing Zheng wanted to catch her, but what she just said flashed through his ears. He endured it and put his hands in his trouser pockets, and the blood vessels in his forearms bulged.
She was right. If she had not met him, her life would not be like this. Although breaking up was a choice she was forced to make by Lin Zhengde and Xiao Yue, the following ones are all her true words.
It's a fact.
"Xing Zheng?" Wen Ke appeared at some unknown time. Xing Zheng raised his eyes and saw her. Wen Ke was startled by his expression, "What's wrong with you?"
After recovering, he has never been in such a state again. Zhou Yue said that his relationship with Lin Mei has been very harmonious recently. Ordinarily, it should not be in such a state. "Do you mind chatting with me? If you mind,
I’ll call Senior Brother to come over.”
Wen Ke has not forgotten that Lin Mei is very concerned about her talking to Xing Zheng. She understands this very well. Lin Mei is sensitive right now and has random thoughts. This is normal. She is willing to speak out, which is a hundred times better than others.
Wen Ke called Zhou Yue. After Zhou Yue arrived, Wen Ke planned to leave. Xing Zheng said to her, "Let's get together."
Wen Ke followed, and the three of them came to the coffee shop and sat down.
Xing Zheng stayed up all night and his consciousness was a little confused. He sat down and drank a glass of iced Americano. Zhou Yue asked, "Did you quarrel with Lin Mei?"
Xing Zheng shook his head first and then nodded. Zhou Yue and Wen Ke did not ask further questions and waited quietly. After a while, Xing Zheng told them what happened from yesterday to today.
Zhou Yue's brows furrowed. The source of all this was because Xie Fanjia and Xing Sha heard the conversation between him and Xu Xinyi yesterday...
Zhou Yue couldn't help but feel guilty. He confessed the whole story of yesterday to Xing Zheng and apologized to him, "I'm sorry, I didn't pay attention and caused you such a big trouble."
Surprisingly, Xing Zheng did not lose his temper with Zhou Yue. He was thinking about what Lin Mei had just said. If she had not met him, her life would not be like this.
His silence made both Zhou Yue and Wen Ke worried. Zhou Yue said to him, "Her parents are angry now, so it's normal for her to do this. Lin Mei also wanted to appease them. After a while, they
I slowly figured it out. Besides, you have a child, so it’s impossible..."
"I know." He had never worried about her parents' opposition. Even if he knelt down and begged them every day, it didn't matter. He was sure that they would change their minds. What he really cared about was Lin Mei's words.
"I just suddenly wondered if she would be better off without me."
Wen Ke frowned, "What are you thinking about? She likes you so much, how can she live well without you?"
"Xing Zheng, don't commit suicide. You two have put in so much effort to get where you are today. Her parents' opposition is not a big obstacle compared to what you have experienced before. You have overcome so many obstacles."
, are you going to give up at the last step? What do you want her to think?" Wen Ke said bitterly.
"I was just thinking that if I hadn't appeared, she would be living a good life now," as she said, "I messed up her original life, should I give it back to her?"
"You are just fooling around and selfish when you have this idea!" Wen Ke was thinking from a woman's point of view, "You have already messed up her life so much, and now you just say 'give it back to her' and it's over.
What? Have you considered her future?"
Zhou Yue strongly agreed with Wen Ke. He said to Xing Zheng, "If you feel you owe something, you should make up for it instead of considering letting go. Besides, can you let go?"
If he could let it go from the beginning, the story between him and Lin Mei would never have started.
After Lin Mei returned to the ward, she started retching.
Her pregnancy reaction had disappeared, and it was probably because her emotions put pressure on her gastrointestinal tract.
She stayed in the bathroom, vomiting so hard that she didn't eat much breakfast, and all she vomited was acidic water.
After she vomited it out, she ran into Xiao Yue. She was holding a bowl of porridge in her hand, "Hurry up and fill your stomach."
Lin Mei's eyes were hot, and she was helped by Xiao Yue to sit on the sofa to drink porridge. Lin Zhengde also looked at her and said, "If you want to keep this child, you can keep him. Your mother and I can afford to support him with our retirement salary."
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Lin Mei paused, and Lin Zhengde said, "When I am discharged from the hospital, you can come back to western Hunan with us." This chapter has been completed!