Xie Jinjia was hysterical and his eyes were red. This was the first time in Xing Zheng's memory that he saw Xie Jinjia treat him with another expression besides indifference. However, the premise was so cruel.
Xie Fanjia's anger never subsided, as if she had seen her enemy. She wanted to kill him, but Xing Sha pulled him aside. Xing Sha said to Xie Fanjia, "Calm down, Azheng is seriously injured!"
"It would be better if he died. Why isn't he the one who died?!" Xie Qujia didn't care about his life or death at all. Every word she spoke was like a knife inserted into his heart.
Mother, I hope he will die.
"My Ayan was killed by him like this. I shouldn't have listened to you back then, and I shouldn't have given birth to him. He was a disaster."
Xie Qujia cursed repeatedly, and she was so excited that she finally fainted. Xing Sha took her out, leaving Xing Zheng alone in the ward.
It took Xing Zheng a long time to accept the fact that both Xing Yan and Xie Jin had died because they were riding in his car.
The leg is not injured, yes
Because Xing Yan blocked his body with his left leg and shared half of the impact with him. Without that blow, maybe Xing Yan would not have died, or maybe he would have died with Xing Yan. No matter which outcome was better than
It's better now.
The dead person should be his. It was a mistake for him to come to this world. Even his biological mother didn't expect his arrival. What's the point of living for him? And she...
If she still thinks about Xing Yan and finds that he is gone after arriving in Nanjiang, she will definitely hate him as a murderer.
In the evening, Xing Sha came to the ward alone. Xing Zheng didn't say a word. Xing Sha said to him, "Your mother can't accept the reality for the time being. The police have investigated it. The accident has nothing to do with you. Please take care of yourself."
Recuperate."
Hearing this was comforting. However, he had already identified himself as the murderer. How could he listen to such words?
"She was right, I should be the one who died." After a long silence, he just said these words, lifeless and losing the desire to live.
Xing Sha had a complicated expression. Both were his sons, and one was gone. If something happened to Xing Zheng again, he would never be able to forgive himself, "Zheng, you have to live well, and Ayan must also want you to live well."
"You are only eighteen years old and your life has just begun. Stop thinking nonsense and take good care of yourself. I will take care of your mother's side and I will never let her come to you again."
Xing Sha promised so, but Xing Zheng did not respond. He would never let her look for him again. Probably no one in this world knew how much he longed for her care.
After this conversation, Xie Qujia really never came again. Xing Zheng was seriously injured and was hospitalized for almost the whole summer. He waited in the hospital to get his college entrance examination results. He had always had outstanding results and was among the top in the city in the college entrance examination.
After the results came out, Xing Sha came to ask him, "You scored more than 700 points in the test this time. You have no problem getting into T University. Do you plan to apply there?"
For this result, the admissions office should have called him. Xing Sha would not interfere with Xing Zheng's choice. However, the current situation was special. Xie Qujia had already told him that he did not want to see Xing Zheng go home again in the future.
The relationship between mother and son was so tense that they had to find a way to separate. He couldn't let Xie Jinjia go, so Xing Zheng had to go.
I thought that leaving was a certainty, but unexpectedly, Xing Zheng said, "I'm going to Nanjiang University."
"It's a waste of your grades to go to Nanjiang University!"
"I want to go to Nanjiang University." He repeated his choice without wavering at all.
Xing Sha became curious, "Why do you want to go to Nanjiang University because of your brother?"
Xing Zheng remained silent, and Xing Sha took his reaction as acquiescence. He spoke more seriously, "Your mother can't accept what happened this time. It will be safer if you don't meet each other in the future."
"So you asked me to study in another city, farther away from you, right?" His tone was calm.
Xing Sha said, "This is also a better choice for you."
"I have only one choice, and that is Nanda," Xing Zheng said firmly, "I won't change anything you say."
That was the first time Xing Sha realized that Xing Zheng's personality was so tough. No matter how hard he tried to persuade him, it would be useless.
After his persuasion failed, Xing Sha had no choice but to tell him, "After you start school, I will buy you an apartment near the school and find a caregiver to take care of you, and you will live there."
Although Xing Sha didn't explain the reason, Xing Zheng guessed it, "Won't she let me go back?"
Xing Sha looked ashamed, "Zheng, she hasn't accepted the reality yet, don't make it difficult for me."
"It's up to you." Xing Zheng closed his eyes, "I want to rest."
Seeing that he had no intention of communicating anymore, Xing Sha left.
After the door was closed, Xing Zheng opened his eyes. He felt a drop of moist liquid flowing from the corner of his eyes to his ears. At that moment, he was also wondering why the person who died was not him.
Death is the greatest relief. After death, you don't have to face the cruel reality again and again. His life has never been welcomed by anyone.
From June to the end of August, Xing Zheng spent time in the hospital. Soon after receiving the admission notice, Xing Sha bought him an apartment in a community near NTU and moved all his things at home in advance.
passed.
When he was discharged from the hospital, Xing Zheng was sent to an apartment, where a nurse took care of his daily life. When he went to school to report, the nurse and Aunt Wen accompanied him.
He was in a wheelchair, so he was regarded as a special case. When people passed by, their eyes would stay on him, but he never paid attention until he was receiving supplies and heard the voice in his memory, "
Dad, hold this for me."
He immediately stopped and looked over following the sound, and he saw the figure that haunted him.
We haven't seen her for several years. She is much taller than when she was thirteen. She was wearing a white T-shirt and shorts, with a bun and a bare face, but it couldn't hide her beauty. She came to Nanda as scheduled.
, is it to find Xing Yan?
He laughed at himself. He saw her parents holding things for her. She took out a tissue and wiped her father's sweat. The family talked and laughed and walked towards the dormitory.
That warmth was something he could never reach in his life. He could only hide in a dark place and watch her.
Due to his injury, Xing Zheng did not need military training. Although he received supplies, he was physically inconvenient and could not live in the dormitory.
After the semester started, there was a freshman assembly in the entire college. He met her again at the freshman assembly, and then he realized that she was also in the School of Economics and Management, but she was not in the same major as him.
There were so many people in the lecture hall, but he could still lock eyes with her. She had such a good temper. She had just started school and had already made friends. She was talking and laughing with the two people around her. This chapter has been completed!