Chen Qi pretended to be him, making Lin Mei mistakenly think that he had saved her. After that, the relationship between the two quickly heated up. Within half a month, they confirmed their relationship, and it even became a good story in the School of Economics and Management.
He seemed to be in a daze, angry, but at the same time he couldn't help but find someone to follow them, watch them date, make out, and watch her smile so happily at other men.
Every time he saw a photo, he would smash something. Later, he learned to smoke, one pack at a time. After going abroad, he completely stopped diazepam. His sleeping condition became worse and worse, and he even experienced visual and auditory hallucinations. I often have the urge to self-destruct.
He felt like a wandering soul. Only the pain of dying could make him feel alive, so he began to pursue that pain. First, the cigarette butts burned his skin, and he saw marks one after another on his arms. There is a twisted pleasure.
Later, it became more and more exaggerated, and he never mentioned it to anyone.
Until Christmas of that year, Shen Su and Gu Songfei came to Philadelphia to see him. He didn't know in advance that it was a holiday and the whole city was full of festive atmosphere. Such a lively moment would only make him feel more penniless. not worth.
When Shen Su and Gu Song came over, they encountered the scene of him mutilating himself. The blood stains on the bathroom floor and his condition made the two of them terrified, so they made a quick decision and took him to a private hospital.
The attitude of the two of them was unprecedentedly tough. Especially when Xing Zheng said "I'm okay", Gu Song yelled at him for the first time, "Are you okay? It's okay. You cut yourself like this? Will you do it next time?" Are you going to kill yourself directly?"
"Your life is not yours alone! If you want to die, it depends on whether Shen Sutong and I agree!"
Gu Song roared angrily, but Xing Zheng did not argue with him and looked out the window calmly.
He seemed to have lost the desire to argue with others, which was not a good sign. Both Shen Su and Gu Song were very serious. The last time they took him to see a doctor in China, the doctor said that if his condition was not adjusted in time, it would be very serious. Depression may develop.
Gu Song and Shen Su were mentally prepared for this and took him to see a doctor. Unexpectedly, the diagnosis was more serious than depression, borderline personality disorder, accompanied by bipolar disorder, and obvious self-destructive tendencies. .
"As for his family members, treatment requires the cooperation of their family members." The doctor told them many clinical manifestations of the disease and prescribed many medicines, but when talking about specific treatment methods, he still inevitably mentioned his family members.
Among the treatment methods for mental illness, social therapy and family therapy play a decisive role, and the results are very significant. Patients who adopt these two therapies are less likely to relapse after recovery and have sound interpersonal relationships, especially family relationships. , beneficial to the recovery of the disease without any harm.
However, Shen Su and Gu Song fell silent. After a long time, the two of them explained Xing Zheng's family situation to the doctor, including Xing Yan's car accident and the reason why he was sent abroad. Even for a psychiatrist, Well-informed people are speechless after hearing his story.
Xing Zheng, who had taken a sedative and was asleep in the hospital bed, did not hear this.
Shen Su and Gu Song told the doctor everything about Xing Zheng in detail. Because the situation was too serious, Shen Su and Gu Song followed the doctor's advice and let him stay in the hospital. When Xing Zheng woke up again, he was Already in the hospital ward.
Opening his eyes, he was about to leave, but Shen Su and Gu Song held him down, "You can't leave. It's safer in the hospital now."
"I'm not sick, why am I in the hospital?" He refused to listen and insisted on leaving.
"This is your diagnosis sheet, read it yourself," Shen Su handed him the medical record sheet. Xing Zheng saw the long list of unfamiliar English words on it, "What does it mean?"
"Borderline personality disorder, accompanied by bipolar disorder, you now need medication control and follow-up consultation. If it is not controlled, it may be life-threatening. It is safer to stay in the hospital temporarily and wait for you to take medicine for a few days before going out." Shen Looking back, he recounted the doctor's plan.
This diagnosis sheet made Xing Zheng realize these two diseases for the first time. He had only heard of them before and had never thought that he would suffer from such a disease. He stared at the medical sheet for a long time, and then talked with them Said, "Maybe it would be better if I died."
There should be no one in this world who wants him to be alive. Even his biological parents can ignore him, let alone others.
After Xing Yan's death, he has been trying to survive. Xie Jinjia is right. It would have been great if he had been the one who died. In this way, no one would be in such pain.
"What nonsense are you thinking about!" Shen Su asked him, "If nothing else, you don't want the person you like anymore? You saved her, and now someone else takes the credit. You have to watch her being killed. Lie for the rest of your life?"
"Don't you like her? You went to Nanda for her, and now you see her with someone else, are you willing to do it?" Gu Song used the provocation method, "If I were you, I would never tolerate this kind of thing. Sooner or later, go back and snatch the people back!"
The words between the two of them easily reminded Xing Zheng of the rainy day when they first met, and the evening when she came to rescue him. His obsession lasted for five years, and he didn't even have the chance to say anything to her. In the last sentence, are you willing?
The words of Shen Su and Gu Song finally worked. Xing Zheng began to cooperate in taking the medicine. During the follow-up visit, although he spoke little, he did not refuse to communicate. At that time, Shen Su and Gu Song knew about this legendary woman. , what a great influence it has on Xing Zheng.
The treatment process was not smooth. Xing Zheng's condition was severe. If it weren't for his amazing willpower, he might not be able to live a normal life. However, he continued his studies after taking the medicine and was even able to complete all the homework for both degrees. , even the doctor had to admire his willpower after hearing this.
During this period, the people sent by Xing Zheng had been following Lin Mei and Chen Qi. He investigated all the information about Chen Qi and even found a person to follow him.
It was during this process that Xing Zheng discovered that Chen Qi was not as well-behaved as he thought. Although he was in love with Lin Mei, he would not refuse when other women showed favor to him, and even betrayed her on more than one occasion. He followed Lin Mei and had a date with a female classmate who was flirting with him. Although he had not committed any deviant behavior, it was not appropriate for someone with a girlfriend.
After discovering this, Shen Su asked him, "Are you relieved to leave her to such a man? Get well quickly and take her back."
As a result, he cooperated with the treatment more actively, but the condition was too complicated. The doctor once said that it would take at least three years to see improvement, and the possibility of complete recovery was not high. In the meantime, There will be a recurring period.
In the blink of an eye, more than three years have passed.
While undergoing treatment, he completed his undergraduate studies at the University of Pennsylvania and successfully obtained a double degree, but his condition still did not improve. This chapter has been completed!