She no longer wanted to defend herself. Even if she was angry about what he did that day, it was normal, right?
Shen Su: "You are in a bad mood today, so I will stay with you."
Ji Tong: "No, I want to be alone for a while."
Shen Su: "You will have more random thoughts alone. Let's have a good talk. You should take a shower first."
After saying that, Shen Su kissed her on the forehead.
Seeing that he had no intention of leaving, Ji Tong stopped wasting his time arguing. He went to the bedroom to get his pajamas and took a shower.
Shen Su sat on the sofa and rubbed his temples. Thinking of Ji Tong's attitude, he felt a little tired and had a headache.
At this time, Gu Song happened to call. Shen Su glanced in the direction of the bathroom and walked to the balcony to answer the phone.
As soon as the call was connected, Gu Song asked, "Did you and Ji Tong quarrel? Why?"
Shen Su: "Things about her parents, and..."
Shen Su paused for a moment before telling Gu Song what happened that night.
After hearing this, Gu Song also had a headache. He really didn't know how to comfort the innocent little girl when she was angry about something like this.
Shen Su: "I'll have a good talk with her later."
Gu Song: "Be careful what you say, don't scare people away again."
Shen Su: "Hang up first."
After Ji Tong took a bath, he did not come to the living room to find Shen Su. Instead, he went directly back to the bedroom. Shen Su followed him quickly. After taking pajamas from the bedroom, he also went to take a bath.
After returning from the bath, he lay down next to Ji Tong, hugged her over as a habit, held her in his arms, kissed her ear with his lips, "Let's talk."
Ji Tong: "Just tell me."
Shen Su: "I didn't think twice about what happened that night. I'll wait until you agree next time."
Ji Tong said nothing.
Shen Su stroked her hair and continued, "These are the interests between men and women. When I do it for you, don't you feel very comfortable? You have to learn to let go, so that we can cooperate with each other tacitly." , so that we can enjoy each other.”
There is indeed nothing wrong with it. If it were before, Ji Tong would definitely listen to him and study hard. But now, no matter how she listens to this sentence, she feels very awkward.
Ji Tong asked him back, "You mean, I've never been able to let you enjoy it, right?"
Before Shen Su could answer, Ji Tong added, "You don't need to lie to me."
Now that he decided to talk openly, Shen Su no longer concealed it from her. He readily admitted, "To be honest, that's it. You have no experience and are too shy."
Ji Tong: "Yes, if I had experience, I wouldn't have been kept by you like a pet for more than a year, and I am still unconscious."
This should be the sharpest sentence Ji Tong has ever said to Shen Su.
Ji Tong has never been aggressive and has always had a good temper. In addition, she had never quarreled with Shen Su before. Shen Su was also very surprised when she suddenly said such words.
After being surprised, his expression became a little more serious, "Are you dissatisfied with the way we get along now?"
"Yes." Ji Tong admitted without hesitation. Not only was she dissatisfied, she had too many opinions.
However, there are some things that cannot be dealt with by a slap. She is also responsible for why their relationship has become like this. If she had awakened her self-awareness earlier, it would not have developed to this point.
Shen Su looked into her angry and aggrieved eyes, "Am I not good enough to you? Why do you think I am raising a pet?"
It's not that he feels good about himself. Everyone around him can witness how he treats Ji Tong.
Although he had had many girlfriends before, he was always very caring during the relationship. If he couldn't be that caring anymore, he wouldn't continue to waste time on this relationship.
Shen Su has never been a person who likes to deal with things. Rather than deal with things, he would rather leave as soon as possible.
Ji Tong listened to Shen Su's words and laughed to himself.
, "I never said you were not good to me. You are indeed very good to me, but ask yourself, have you ever put me on an equal footing with you?"
Shen Su frowned. This was the first time he heard a woman ask him such a question. He couldn't answer it because he had never thought about it.
And Ji Tong continued, "Including your previous girlfriends, you are so kind to everyone because you dominate the relationship between you. When you like it, you can be nice to her, but when you don't like it, you can be nice to her. , you can pull away without any nostalgia, and the other person does not need to have any thoughts. When we are together, he will be a pet and be pampered by you. After we are separated, he will be like a stranger and never see you again. It is all your decision."
Ji Tong's mood gradually calmed down, and he spoke very calmly.
After hearing this, Shen Su's expression turned pale.
Everything Ji Tong said was true. At least in the relationship between the two of them, he was undoubtedly in control, and he never thought there was any problem with it. After all, he had been in love over the years. This is how it all came about.
The privileges I have always had, naturally I would not separate them to examine, but now I was awakened by Ji Tong's words, like an enlightenment.
In the past, he was proud of respecting women, being gentle and considerate, but in fact it was control under the guise, and it was the "compassion" of the superior to the inferior. However, it is difficult to accept this reality.
After a long time, Shen Su said to Jitong, "You have matured a lot."
In more than a year, she is no longer the innocent little girl who blushes when she sees him. Not only has her work ability improved, her thoughts and personality have also become increasingly independent, and she can even see more clearly than many people older than her. .
Ji Tong smiled softly, "Maturity means it's hard to be fooled, right?"
Shen Su was speechless.
Ji Tong lowered his eyes and looked at the back of his hand, "Actually, you don't like me that much, you just think it's easier to be with me, right?"
When the passion subsides and gradually wanes, many things will suddenly come to light.
She used to think that Shen Su was attentive and considerate to her, and she just liked her. Now she realizes that he can be gentle to anyone. She has never been a special case. He may just like the emotional value she provides him.
Because he told her more than once that he was happy to be with her.
When you read it, you will naturally think that this is a beautiful love sentence, but if you think about it in depth, the problems will be exposed.
Shen Su: "If I didn't like you, I wouldn't be with you."
Ji Tong: "I didn't say you didn't like it, I meant, you don't like it that much."
She was not arguing with him, but was emphasizing her point calmly.
Shen Su: "..."
His silence had already allowed Ji Tong to see the answer.
She was a little tired and closed her eyes in his arms. After a few minutes, she said, "After tonight, let's break up."
Although there was a lot of foreshadowing before, Shen Su also guessed that she might break up, but he didn't expect it to be so sudden.
Shen Su's face froze for a moment, and then he asked again: "Are you sure?"