That company in New York was where Li Yue always wanted to go. During his relationship with Feng Feng, he never forgot to submit this resume, which proved everything.
Now that he has the offer, he will never give it up easily.
Next, it depends on when he makes a decision. Either he will not break up and have a long-distance relationship, or he will make a request and let Feng Feng go to New York with him.
Regardless of the former or the latter, it will cause various uncertainties in the relationship between the two.
Especially the latter——
Feng Feng didn't like others to dictate her life. She had been at the institute since she graduated. She had been recruited by a company in New York before. She made it clear at that time that she had no plans to move there.
Li Yue walked aimlessly outside for a day. He returned to the apartment near evening. After thinking about it for a day, he still found it difficult to give up this hard-won opportunity. He was still young and had unlimited career possibilities. The offer was from a company he had always wanted to go to. In this situation, it would be difficult for anyone to let go.
Therefore, he decided to talk to Feng Feng again. When Feng Feng came back from get off work, he saw Li Yue sitting in the living room. His expression was very serious, as if he had been waiting for her here for a long time.
Feng Feng saw the clues at a glance, "Do you have something to tell me?"
Li Yue: "Yeah."
Feng Feng changed his shoes, hung his bag on the coat rack, walked to Li Yue and sat down, "Let's talk."
Li Yue looked into her eyes, "I've been thinking about it for a day. I'm not going to give up on the opportunity in New York."
Feng Feng was not surprised by this result. She nodded, "Yes, I support your decision." If she were Li Yue, she would make the same choice.
Li Yue couldn't be happy that Feng Feng was so "caring". He thought about it for a long time and then asked her: "Is it possible for you to work there too?"
Feng Feng paused, "I remember I told you before that I have no plans to leave Nanjiang."
Li Yue: "I know, you have your circle of friends here, and you don't want to change circles."
Feng Feng: "Yeah."
Li Yue: "But I still want to try and convince you."
"Being in a foreign country is tiring. I want to see you every day." Li Yue's words were very sincere. "You should think about it again. We can also form our own circle there."...
In fact, Li Yue has been discussing with Feng Feng very restrainedly, but after all, Feng Feng is required to make sacrifices, and she has such a temperament that it is difficult to maintain a smile in this situation.
Feng Feng: "When I answered you before, I thought about it carefully."
This means that I will not consider leaving Nanjiang and going to the United States with him.
Li Yue asked her: "Then have you thought about the future? What will you do in the future?"
Feng Feng: "There must be a road before the car reaches the mountain."
"Long-distance relationships are tiring, but it's not a big problem. I often go there on business trips, and we can also meet via video chat." Feng Feng said, "You should consider your career plan first. Love is not the first pursuit in life."
What Feng Feng said was correct. Li Yue nodded, but he still felt a little uncomfortable.
Probably, this is what it feels like to fall in love with a rational person.
Of course, there is one thing that Feng Feng is right about. People are greedy. It is true. Li Yue was attracted to Feng Feng earlier precisely because of her mature temperament and her rationality. But the reality is also cruel. She Her rationality dictates that she will not give up herself for feelings.
She has a good idea and has her own life plan. A mere relationship cannot trap him.
Li Yue had presupposed that life with Feng Feng would not be so easy. After all, there was a big age difference between the two, and he would need to be very mature to keep up with her thinking and logic.
But before that, the two of them got along very well, and they didn't expect that the problem would be exposed at this time.
After Li Yue heard what Feng Feng said, he remained silent for a long time. With his slightly disappointed expression, Feng Feng could definitely tell how he was feeling.
Feng Feng asked him directly: "Are you unhappy?"
Li Yue nodded, there was no need to hide this kind of thing, "Indeed
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"I know you are very rational, but you also said that people are very greedy. They always hope that they can be the special one. If they get one, they want two and three. I also want to be the special person for you." Li Yuetong
She said what was on her mind and was very candid.
After hearing this, Feng Feng raised his hand and touched his chin. His usually indifferent eyes were a little more serious, "You are already very special to me, Li Yue. You have been my life for more than thirty years.
My first official boyfriend."
"But I am a boring person, I admit it." Feng Feng said, "I have not thought about changing places for the time being, and I don't want you to give up the job opportunity you originally liked because of me."
"You will be burdened, right?" Li Yue said what she was thinking.
Feng Feng: "Yes, I will be burdened."
After she paused for a moment, she said to him, "No one is really willing to make sacrifices for another person. Even those who really sacrifice are not willing. These two words are inherently contradictory."
"Think about the reasons why you separated from your ex-girlfriend. How did you feel when she asked you to give up Princeton and study with her in graduate school in China? Do you feel willing to do so?"
Feng Feng asked a question that left Li Yue speechless.
He quickly recalled the period when he broke up with Zhang Shuang, and indeed there were many conflicts over this matter.
Zhang Shuang wasn't as direct as Feng Feng. She didn't directly express her needs. She kept arguing and keeping in a cold war, and finally spoke out as if she wanted to vent.
At that time, Li Yue was already preparing a visa to go abroad. Naturally, it was impossible for him to agree to such a request. At that time, like Feng Feng now, he analyzed the future possibilities for Zhang Shuang and tried to persuade her to give up the idea.
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But Zhang Shuang had a stubborn temper and refused to listen to him at all, so the two had a bad time and finally broke up.
It was Zhang Shuang who proposed the breakup. At that time, Li Yue was already tortured to death by her. When he agreed, Zhang Shuang said to him mockingly: "You don't love me at all."
Li Yue did not answer this question at that time, but he knew very well that he loved Zhang Shuang, but love was never everything in life.
If you think about it carefully, isn't the Zhang Shuang he used to be now?
Seeing that Li Yue hadn't spoken for a long time, Feng Feng changed his hypothesis: "Don't talk about her, let's assume it's me. Now I ask you to stay in the institute, in Nanjiang, by my side, no matter how many opportunities there are elsewhere.
You are not allowed to leave, would you be willing?"
When Li Yue heard this, the first three words that flashed through his mind were "impossible".
No one likes to be manipulated. If Feng Feng really asked him like this, he would definitely not agree.
"You don't have to tell me, I know your answer." After dating for more than half a year, Feng Feng knew exactly what kind of person he was, "We are very similar in this aspect, so you just need to make your choice according to your own ideas."