But Li Yue was not happy. It seems that people's needs are still different.
Perhaps because he had already made that decision in his heart, when talking to Shen Su about Li Yue, Feng Feng did not escape from anything. On the contrary, he was much calmer than before. Even Shen Su could notice this.
The two chatted and finished the meal. When they were about to leave, Shen Su answered the phone and Feng Feng heard him say, "I'll be there right away."
After hanging up the phone, Shen Su explained to Feng Feng, "The company has something to deal with, so I can't send it to you."
Feng Feng: "It's okay, I'll take a taxi back, you're busy."
Shen Su said "goodbye" to Feng Feng and left in a hurry. Feng Feng looked at Shen Su's back and didn't look back.
She couldn't tell what kind of mood she was in. Now that Shen Su suddenly stopped pestering her, she actually felt that he was a little strange.z.br
If you think about it seriously, maybe it's because the two of them have never really gotten along calmly as friends.
They were in love at the beginning, and then they separated. First Shen Su kept pestering her, and she was impatient. Then not long after, Shen Su found Ji Tong as his girlfriend. At that time, her mentality was not good, and she couldn't get along with him normally. Then, when she was talking to Li Yue, Shen Su suddenly started to make things difficult again...
After so many years, the two of them had only had this brief period of time in which they could get along peacefully.
Perhaps this is how Shen Su originally treated his friends, caring but never going too far, just like his attitude when talking about Li Yue just now.
Feng Feng sat alone in the restaurant for a while, then got up and went out for a stroll. When she was depressed, she liked to go shopping to relieve herself.
After shopping for a few hours, I bought a lot of large and small bags.
After taking a taxi back to the apartment, Feng Feng sat on the sofa, looking at the empty apartment, and suddenly felt a sense of loss.
Originally, she and Li Yue had not been in love for a long time, but she had gradually become accustomed to having another person around to take care of her. At this time in the past, Li Yue had already come to her with water or fruit.
Feng Feng laughed at himself. Lan Lan once told her that she didn't quite understand when she was moved by the small details in Liang Yufeng's life.
Until this moment, I didn't know Lan Lan's state of mind.
But Li Yue is not Liang Yufeng. Liang Yufeng is a man who has no ambitions and is willing to take care of his wife and children at home. Li Yue is not.
Feng Feng thought about it for a long time on the sofa, and finally picked up his phone and sent an explosive message in the three-person group chat.
Feng Feng: [I am ready to break up with Li Yue.]
Lin Mei:【What?】
Lan Lan: [????What happened? You two had a fight at the airport?]
Today Feng Feng went to see Li Yue off, and they knew about this in advance.
Feng Feng: [No quarrel, I just don’t want to waste his time. I’ll tell him in person next time when I’m on a business trip.]
Feng Feng feels that it is quite irresponsible to send a message to break up. There should be a sense of ritual when we are together, and when we break up, we should also say some things in person.
Lin Mei and Lan Lan didn't understand why she suddenly made such a decision. They kept sending messages asking, and Feng Feng recounted the conversation with Li Yue's mother today.
After she finished speaking, the group was silent for a few minutes.
Immediately afterwards, Lin Mei asked: [You don’t want to marry him?]
Feng Feng: [To be precise, I don’t want to get married.]
Lan Lan: [Can you still not forget Shen Su? 】
Among the three of them, Lan Lan and Feng Feng have the most similar attitudes towards marriage. Lan Lan once did not consider marriage at all, but later she gradually became attracted to Liang Yufeng and had the idea of "spending the rest of her life" with him.
In fact, many people are like this. It's not that they don't want to get married, but that they can't meet the person who makes them want to get married. Marriage is actually very simple, and the foundation is love.
The beginning of Feng Feng and Li Yue lacked some love.
Li Yue's was enough, but Feng Feng had calmed down at that time.
stage.
Meeting Li Yue at that stage, coupled with the promotion of the relationship between Shen Su and Ji Tong, it was almost inevitable that she would choose to be with Li Yue, and they did have a good time, and even their bodies were compatible. If If you don't talk about marriage so soon, you may not get to the point of breaking up.
Lan Lan's question got to the most important point - could she still forget Shen Su?
Feng Feng didn't have a definite answer to this question, but what she could confirm was that she didn't love Li Yue that much.
To put it cruelly, her feelings for Li Yue were actually based on pleasure. The biggest difference between him and the previous men should be that he not only provided physical happiness, but also gave her emotional value.
And Li Yue was indeed her first boyfriend, otherwise she would not have let herself fall into such a tumultuous and tangled situation.
Feng Feng didn't reply to this message for a long time, so Lan Lan asked again: "You and Li Yue have broken up, are you going to go and see Shen Su?"
Lin Mei: [Shen Su seems to be single now. I haven’t heard of a woman around him recently.]
Feng Feng was amused by their remarks and replied: "I haven't broken up yet, I'm too anxious to think about this."
Lan Lan: [I have made plans for you.]
Feng Feng: [I won’t consider it for now, it’s not bad to be friends now.]
Lan Lan: [You think it’s good to be friends now, but what if he finds another girlfriend? Then you will have to feel uncomfortable alone. ]
Lin Mei: [If you still like Shen Su, just go and speak clearly. 】
Lan Lan and Lin Mei both knew that they couldn't stop Feng Feng and Li Yue from breaking up. As good friends, they naturally still hope that Feng Feng can be with the person they like.
And Shen Su is single now. Even if he puts aside the entanglements in the past, if Feng Feng takes the initiative to pursue someone, the hope is very high.
Feng Feng stared at the message from Lin Mei and fell into a long thought.
After a long time, she replied to Lin Mei: [I will think about it carefully.]
Her serious words can be felt through the screen.
On Lin Mei's side, after chatting on WeChat, he became concerned about this matter. Before going to bed at night, he asked Xing Zheng many questions about Shen Su.
When asked later, Xing Zheng showed a displeased expression: "Is it appropriate for you to care so much about other men in my bed?"
Lin Mei: "...If I just ask, I'd be jealous."
Xing Zheng raised her chin and looked at her carefully. She could never hide her thoughts in front of him. From the moment she started asking Shen Su, Xing Zheng probably guessed what her purpose was.
After staring at Lin Mei for a few minutes, Xing Zheng asked: "Who are you asking about Shen Su on behalf of?"
Lin Mei: "Did I show it so obviously?"
Xing Zheng chuckled, "I usually talk to you about Shen Su, but I never see you caring about it."
When Lin Mei was told this, he thought about it carefully, and it seemed that this was really the case: "Okay, in that case, you should have guessed it."
Xing Zheng: "I guessed it, but aren't Mr. Feng and his current boyfriend very good? Why are you asking about Shen Su again?"