"Killing Life" was uploaded for a month, and on March 19, I received a notification from Gong University: Congratulations, the application for the contract was approved. At that time, Xiaoyu was still typing in the school library. I saw these few
Xiaoyu didn't know how to express his emotions. His hands couldn't stop shaking. He held the phone in his hand and dialed in a panic.
I dialed the number, but I didn’t know who to call. In the end, I leaned on my seat and looked at these words repeatedly, with a few tears falling from the corners of my eyes. This was the third time I shed tears for "Killing Life". I am a
The big boy sat there and let his tears flow down. A beautiful English major opposite him cast a look of disdain.
But Xiaoyu still couldn't restrain his emotions. He still remembers that the first time he cried for "Killing Life" was when the novel applied for a contract on another website, but was rejected. Xiaoyu hid in his room alone, facing
I used the computer and looked at my articles over and over again. It was a kind of pain that I had worked hard but could not be recognized by others. I felt really cold at that time. My parents seemed to see it.
I felt my emotional changes, but I didn’t know how to comfort me. I slept deeply that night, and my mind was filled with the plots in the novel. When I got up the next day, I walked alone on the street, looking at the endless scene in front of me.
Bai Xue, the cold air was breathed into her body, her heart felt a dull pain again, and she made a decision deep in her heart---try another website!
In this way, Xiaoyu came with a somewhat escaping mentality. As soon as he came here, he felt that this place was different. The difference between this place and other websites is that it pays attention to newcomers. Here newcomers can be well taken care of. Remember Xiaoyu
Two days after Yu uploaded it, he was on the fantasy novel update list. Although it only lasted for an hour, Xiaoyu saw hope from it and understood that as long as he worked hard, he would be recognized by the website. So Xiaoyu calmed down and wrote the follow-up chapters.
While uploading, time passes in bits and pieces.
You can apply for a contract with only 30,000 words, but Xiaoyu resisted the urge and added 20,000 more words before applying, because Xiaoyu knew that his article was a slow one, and a small number of words would be detrimental to him. Five days later, the third
The result of the second application came out, and it was still the same result, and it was still the same heartache. This time Xiaoyu cried.
I was even more sad. I lay on the bed at night and secretly shed tears. The brothers in the dormitory made noisy games, which was at odds with my sad mood. I didn’t know whether this path was right or wrong. I turned on the computer and logged on to QQ.
, chatted with the online editor Danmei Tianxia for a while, and the online editor continued to encourage Xiaoyu as before.
It was late at night and I couldn't sleep. I had an indescribable impulse in my heart and said softly to myself: "xxx hereby makes an oath: I must write this novel with my heart. No matter whether I can sign the contract or not, I will complete it seriously.
This dream keeps changing. It’s not a prison. It’s a dream. Hold on. There are still dreams and tears.”
On the second day, I chose to join the youth training camp and applied for instructor reviews. In the big family of the youth training camp, I felt warm and I knew that I was not fighting alone. I would get support from other authors here, and I would get
With the editor’s guidance, you will also hear wonderful lectures. Xiaoyu’s lectures in each issue
He listened carefully from beginning to end and gained a lot from it. After a few days, the instructor's comments came down. Looking at the instructor's comments, Xiaoyu found many shortcomings. Later, he contacted the instructor to find a solution.
, with the help of the instructor, Xiaoyu revised his article.
When the number of words uploaded reached 110,000, Xiaoyu did not dare to apply for the contract again, fearing that the result would be the same. But he still mustered up the courage to apply, and this time Xiaoyu succeeded.
I wrote these words just to express my inner thoughts. Xiaoyu sincerely thanks the youth training camp and the instructors, who have allowed Xiaoyu to continue to grow.
I would also like to thank the editors Gong Da and Cang Ming Da for giving me this opportunity.
I would also like to thank Mr. "Online Games Souls in Dreams", who worked very hard on the cover of "Killing Life", and the cover changes several times were all due to his efforts.
I don’t want to say anything more, Xiaoyu will use stable updates and exciting plots to thank my relatives who support me and help me.
Come on! Hold on! Persistence is a dream, there are still dreams, and there are still tears. For those who have not fought for their own destiny, what is the meaning of this life!