At this moment, Lin Mo became a spectator just like Lao Gun before. The only difference between him and Lao Gun was that what Lao Gun was experiencing at this moment was what Lin Mo had experienced before.
Lin Mo survived the same torture and pain because he had top-notch mental power and because he had an enhanced bewitchment curse to carry out self-awareness hypnosis.
These are the keys to Lin Mo's ability to tide over the difficulties easily.
But Lao Gun didn't.
Lin Mo's strength lies in his mental shield, that is, his defensive power.
Lao Gun's strength lies in his opponent's attack power, which is the attack of the illusion of infinite despair.
So Lin Mo can handle it, but Lao Gun can't.
This is equivalent to sending a big-headed soldier to the village to invigorate the economy. If his expertise is not suitable, the results will be obvious.
Previously, Lao Gun evaluated himself and felt that he could resist hundreds of times. That was obviously because he overestimated his own ability. In fact, after more than a dozen times, Lao Gun could no longer bear it.
And this was not even one-third of what Lin Mo could bear.
Lin Mo tried to end the endless cycle of despair that Lao Gun experienced. He had already seen that Lao Gun was on his last legs. Lin Mo felt that it was time to chat with Lao Gun and get some useful information.
For example, Lao Gun must know a lot about things that Lao Liu and Lao Bangzi don't know.
But Lin Mo soon discovered that he could drag Lao Gun into this endless cycle of despair, and he could also escape from this wireless cycle himself, but there was no way he could bring Lao Gun out.
After all, this is not something he created.
Seeing that Lao Gun was not doing as well as he did every time, his mind was confused, and there were signs of collapse, Lin Mo thought for a while, and put his mental power into it during the next cycle.
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"Who am I?"
Lao Gun, no, he could also be Ye Chengxin, or the protagonist of other tragedies, because every tragic life is so real to him.
Unless you have extraordinary mental strength and self-hypnosis ability to stabilize your mind, you will simply not be able to withstand this kind of mental attack.
Anyway, Lao Gun is on the verge of collapse now.
The most terrifying thing is that after the extreme confusion, he has begun to forget who he is, because the past memories, including Lao Gun's memories, have begun to be a little blurry.
It's equivalent to the fact that every time he restarts reincarnation, he thinks that he is the protagonist of this tragic life experience.
Maybe his surname is Zhang, maybe he's surnamed Wang, or someone else.
This time, his name is Liu Sanbao.
No education, no diploma, no skills.
He earned money by working on construction sites to support his family. In his early years, his family arranged a blind date, married a woman, and gave birth to a child. He lived a pretty good life as a child.
The work at the construction site is very tiring, and the income is not high. It is hard money earned through hard work. When you are young, it is not much. As you get older, you will get sick.
If you are unlucky and get injured, it will be even more troublesome.
As the saying goes, if you often walk by the river, your shoes will not get wet.
Liu Sanbao accidentally fell from the second floor and fainted on the spot. He was sent to the hospital with a broken leg. The doctor said that even if he was cured, he would still be a lame.
It's hard to walk, let alone work.
The contractor came to visit a few times, gave me some fruit, and left 3,000 yuan and never came again.
For others, we have seen similar things happen a lot, and they are all handled in this way, basically giving them a few thousand dollars to get rid of the problem.
What?
Do you want compensation or a work-related injury appraisal?
That’s fine, don’t stop me, but who understands this and who is willing to bother with it?
Well, if you go to make trouble, people are not afraid of making trouble and will give you three melons and two dates if you die. But these three melons and two dates are not free, you have to sign an agreement.
Make it clear that you will not cause trouble over this matter in the future.
Liu Sanbao didn't want to bother. He thought that he had made some money over the years, and since he was almost fifty, the worst he could do was go back to his hometown and find a job as a gatekeeper. Although he would earn less, he would not lose his income.
But he forgot one thing.
If a person like him can make money, his family may be able to survive, but if he cannot make money, he may not even be considered a person.
After returning home, his wife regarded him as a burden and disliked him very much.
In order to survive, Liu Sanbao endured.
Even if there are cold words every day, he can bear it.
After all, the other party is his wife after all, and they have children.
But before his legs could recover, something happened at home again.
The child who is in the third grade of junior high school is sick.
Liu Sanbao was running around in a hurry, dragging his lame leg back and forth. Later, the doctor said that the child needed a blood transfusion, so Liu Sanbao naturally did not hesitate to donate blood to the child.
As a result, a problem emerged.
Bloody mismatch.
The doctor in the county asked him, are you a father and son?
This sentence confused Liu Sanbao.
He was anxious.
How could an honest man be so suspicious and say that his son was not his biological son? This was Lao Liu's disobedience, and he got angry on the spot.
But this became a thorn in the side.
Later, Liu Sanbao secretly did a paternity test, and the result was like a thunderbolt, which knocked the honest man out of breath.
The son is not his.
His son is actually not his biological son.
Liu Sanbao was furious at that time.
He went to his wife to question her, and she readily admitted that she was pregnant during the blind date and that she came to him just to find someone to take over.
"Who told you not to ask clearly and not see it? Besides, what did you lose? You got a son for nothing, you should be secretly happy."
When Liu Sanbao scolded the woman for being shameless, the woman immediately scolded him back, and the scolding was in a jumping kind of way. Not only did he scold him, he also hit him.
Liu Sanbao was lame and couldn't resist. He couldn't beat him, so forget it. The verbal battle was even more broken. In the end, he blushed and was half angry.
Useless.
This woman was crying, and she was crying while sitting on the floor, saying that it was not easy for her to raise a child by pooping and peeing at home alone.
Still haven't fallen behind.
"Isn't it just that your son is not your son? Isn't this important? If your son still calls you daddy, you are not at a disadvantage. In the future, he can still support you until you die. Liu Sanbao, you bastard bastard, what are you making a fuss about? You
Why are you making a fuss? Did I enjoy the blessings with you? I haven't enjoyed any blessings for a day, and in the end you treated me like this."
Then the woman started to talk about her difficulties.
Liu Sanbao felt like he was holding a breath in his chest, and he couldn't get up or get down.
It's terribly uncomfortable.
According to what this woman said, it seems that he hasn't taken care of it yet. Is he making trouble unreasonably and just messing around in a good life?
Things don't seem to be like this, even if it makes sense, it's not like this.
Finally, the woman said she wanted a divorce.
It should be an excuse, or in other words, the woman has long wanted to kick away Lao Liu, a half-disabled man.
I won't be able to make much money in the future, and I still have to take care of him, which is basically a burden.
Only then did Liu Sanbao discover a problem.
All the money he earned in the past years was given to this woman, and he lost nothing.
Money, no.
The child is not biological.
What has he been planning for most of his life?
At this moment, Liu Sanbao felt what it meant to be pain and despair. The person he considered closest to him personally crushed his hope.
Hope for life is gone.
The collapsed Liu Sanbao cried.
He didn't even cry when he fell from the second floor and broke his leg.
But in fact, this is just the beginning of Liu Sanbao's tragic life. If nothing unexpected happens, he will encounter even more miserable, desperate and painful things in the future.
Until this despair completely crushed him and crushed him.
But at this moment, Liu Sanbao felt someone grabbing his hand and passing something into his hand.
It's a knife.
Then, in a daze, he seemed to hear someone say something to him.
"Kill!"
This sentence was like an imperial edict and a beacon in the dark sea. It seemed to be the source of all his hope.
Liu Sanbao felt that he had to do what he said.
Because what the other person said makes sense.
Everything is gone for him.
It was all the fault of this woman. Not only was her son no longer hers, but all the money she had earned over the years was gone, and the other party abandoned her when she needed help the most.
This is intolerable.
If you're a man, you can't bear it.
Liu Sanbao didn't know what to do before, but now, he had a knife in his hand and guidance.
Then everything that happens next is very simple.
Liu Sanbao went crazy and stabbed the woman to the ground, then stabbed her again and again amidst the screams.
Blood spurted out.
It was all over his face, hands, arms, and clothes, but Liu Sanbao didn't care at all. He was just venting the anger, unwillingness and pain in his heart. It seemed that only in this way could he stab out the despair that suppressed him.
The gap allowed him, who was already suffocated, to take a breath.
Soon the woman stopped moving.
Someone dragged Liu Sanbao away.
Liu Sanbao glanced at the person who pulled him. He seemed to be a young man from the same village. I forgot his name.
The other party dragged Liu Sanbao outside and hid in a place.
"I feel much more comfortable now."
The young man who pulled Liu Sanbao to expose asked, and the other person's voice had a free and easy and otherworldly feeling.
Liu Sanbao nodded subconsciously.
The young man reached over and took the knife from Liu Sanbao's hand.
"Give it to me, this is mine!"
Obviously, he was the one who handed the knife just now.
After taking the knife, the young man threw the knife into the grass in the distance.
"Let me formally meet you. My name is Lin Mo, Lao Gun. I came to see you because I actually want to have a good chat with you."
"Who? Lao Gun, who is Lao Gun?"
Liu Sanbao asked.
A look of confusion.
At this time Liu Sanbao felt fear because he knew that he had killed someone.
In this world, murder is the biggest sin and must be paid with life.
No matter who it was, everyone would be a little panicked at this time.
"You don't have to be afraid, you will die no matter what. If you kill someone now, you can die a little more happily. Really, I have also experienced the role of Liu Sanbao. To be honest, the subsequent experience is ten times more miserable than the current one."
, a hundred times, I helped you get rid of it now, you should thank me."
Lin Mo smiled and took credit for himself, as if he had done something good.
Liu Sanbao was confused when he heard this.
At this time, Lin Mo was a little surprised.
"You really can't remember? No way, your mental strength is so weak? You must know that this attack method is your own, but you can't defend yourself, you shouldn't be."
Although it is unbelievable, this is the reality.
Lin Mo spent some money to enter this reincarnation this time and found that Lao Gun had completely forgotten the past.
Forgot who he was.
From a certain perspective, Lao Gun is actually dead.
Spiritual death.
What is left here is just a 'body' of him, and he experiences pain and despair countless times.
Because if he does not die, the accumulation of pain and despair will make him completely crazy and become another terrible existence.
At this point, Lao Gun couldn't resist, he chose to give up and choose spiritual death.
Therefore, everything in the past will be completely forgotten.
Because at least every time is a new beginning. Although it is destined to be a tragedy, what has passed is like a page that has been turned and will never appear again.
Lin Mo shook his head and jumped out of this reincarnation.
Then I jumped again, completely getting rid of this unique spiritual reincarnation.
Opening his eyes, Lin Mo saw Lao Liu wailing on the ground, Lao Gun's thigh fused with him, but it was obvious that Lao Liu was not seriously injured.
Lao Bangzi is almost hiding.
My belly has grown several times, but at least I am not dead.
Lin Mo let go of his hand at this time and threw Lao Gun's remains on the ground. These things soon rotted by themselves and turned into a pile of mud-like material.
This represents the spiritual death of Lao Gun.
At this time, Lin Mo walked over and patted Lao Liu and Lao Bangzi, saying stop yelling, now that Lao Gun is finished, we have to discuss what to do next, and come up with a plan.
On the last day of 2022, I wanted to say a lot, but suddenly I felt like I didn’t know what to say. A lot of things happened this year. I just hope that each year will be better than the last. I wish everyone the same. I hope that 2023 will be better than 2022.