"When my illness was cured by you, what I thought in my heart was that even so, I am much better than those noble ladies who have been trapped in the boudoir since childhood.
I have seen a lot of the sanctimonious appearances of the big shots in Jun Mozui. How many people can see their wild and dissolute appearance?
They also cannot see the wonderful life of the singers and dancers they look down on. The so-called melodious music is also full of the passion for life of the people who make this music.
So I feel that my choice is not wrong. My origin is not something I can decide, and illness is not what I want. But... I still made a different plan for my life."
Xie Songhua smiled and said: "No one will point their fingers at you until you are discovered. I don't think there is anything wrong or bad with your choice, as long as you feel good about it."
Xie Qionghua nodded immediately and said, "That's natural, but...until I discovered the difference in you."
"Me?" Xie Songhua laughed dumbly, "I am lucky, but luck is never something that can be obtained through begging or hard work.
When I was at home, my father gave me a medicine shop, which was considered as support for me to study medicine. Later, he agreed that I would become my teacher under Zhuo Yuanshi.
Not everyone can encounter these two points alone. You said that you have never heard of any noble girls around you who are interested in medicine. Maybe it's not that there are none, but that the interest was killed when it first emerged.
"
Xie Qionghua thought for a while, nodded and admitted, "What you said makes sense."
Xie Songhua continued: "Not to mention, it is precisely because of my life experience that my wife doesn't care about me and my father does not restrict me in such a strict way, so I can concentrate on studying.
After marrying the prince, I don't have to worry about the general affairs of the huge mansion, and all the entertainment outside can't be taken care of by me. And with enough wealth, I can study everything I want to study with peace of mind.
Think about it, if you add all these conditions together, how many people in this world can achieve them?"
These words left Xie Qionghua speechless, and in the end he had no choice but to say: "If you say this, I won't regret it that much."
Xie Songhua already knows what she regrets.
From Xie Qionghua's point of view, she spent so many years because she wanted to fight against fate and the different eyes of others, so she went to Jun Mo Zui and chose a path that was very absurd for most noble girls.
She originally thought that this was already a different color that she tried hard to paint for her life.
But now after seeing what Xie Songhua did, I realized that maybe this stroke could have been written in a different way.
For example, she could have chosen to study medicine from the beginning. Perhaps, she is facing a completely different path today.
But there is never a second chance for this kind of thing.
What's more, Xie Songhua knew in her heart that the most important reason for her success was because she was a doctor.
In the current real world, what no one knows is that she is a doctor with quite mature medical skills.
This kind of experience is absolutely impossible to replicate.
"Besides," Xie Songhua raised his eyebrows at Xie Qionghua, "Not to mention the distance, even now, Jun Mo Zui, you can't go back, and you are definitely not willing to arrange it with your eldest aunt. You should think about it again.
, what to do next?”
"It's decided!" Xie Qionghua answered her quickly, "I want to stay here."
"Stay here?" Xie Songhua was very surprised by this answer, "What are you doing here?"
"Be a military doctor," Xie Qionghua said very seriously, even with a bit of expectation in his eyes, "So Songhua, please teach me. During this time, I have been studying to the best of my ability in the medical clinic. I
I feel like I'm not without talent.
Now I can also take a simple pulse, bandage people with injuries beautifully, and I know how to apply common medicines.
As long as I study hard, I will definitely be able to do it. If I can't do it in one year, I can do it in three years. If I can't do it in three years, I can do it in five years, or even ten years! I can be an apprentice for others first, and then become a doctor."
It was obvious that these words were not Xie Qionghua's impromptu idea. She said it very seriously. It was obvious that this was her decision after careful consideration.
Xie Songhua was speechless for a while. After a long while, he shook his head and murmured: "Uncle and aunt will not agree."
"Why do I need their consent?" Xie Qionghua chuckled very boldly, "When I walked into Jun Mo Zui alone at that age, I never asked them what they thought."
This made Xie Songhua unable to refute.
She was originally a free-spirited person.
"Songhua, I just hope you can support me."
This statement made Xie Songhua puzzled again, "You don't even care about your parents' thoughts, so why do you want my support?"
"Because it was you who brought me to this point," Xie Qionghua said without hesitation, "If it weren't for your arrangements for me now, I wouldn't have thought this way.
If it weren't for seeing what you can do, I wouldn't have such expectations, but after thinking about it carefully these days, I found that this is actually what I hope to do the most, and it is also something I really like.
"
She pointed to the sky outside the window, "I even feel that the sky here is higher and further than that in the capital. If I can always do my own thing freely like this, I think I can fly higher and further."
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As for those people who get married and have children, I feel so tight in my chest just thinking about it. I don’t want to, Songhua, I really don’t want to.”
However, Xie Songhua still shook his head and said: "I don't know how to answer your question, because it is your business. I am not your parents, not your closest relative, and I am not even your biological sister."
These words made Xie Qionghua's eyes dim a little.
However, Xie Songhua said after a while: "But I support everyone's decision after careful consideration of their own life."
She looked at her cousin, "I can't support you now, because I don't know how strong your determination is, how well you have thought about this path, and I don't know what will happen if you really take this path."
Following this path, what will be the final result?
However, if one day you determine your true goal, then I will definitely support you."
Xie Qionghua breathed a sigh of relief, stood up happily, and then slapped Xie Songhua hard on the arm, "Then it's settled, I won't be polite if you have a room full of medical books."
Good guy, I just talked about my feelings here for a long time, and finally it was because of such a thing.
Cuiliu happened to come in and saw this scene, and her expression suddenly changed, "Girl, please pay more attention, our princess has another baby in her belly!"
Xie Qionghua quickly apologized and went to Xie Songhua's study.
Cuiliu couldn't help but wonder: "Although the elder girl is not very stable, I have never seen her act like a child."
Xie Songhua couldn't help but smile and said: "Everyone inevitably has some childish nature, but the older a person grows, the deeper it is hidden. Gradually, it becomes so deep that you can't even dig it out."
After hearing this, Cuiliu stood there and thought for a long time, then shook her head slightly, "I am stupid and can't understand. However, is that person still locked up as before? Sister Xiaoqing is preparing the house."
Thinking of Lan Tian, Xie Songhua was also a little irritable, and really didn't know what to do with him.
Unexpectedly, the next day, Xiao Qing tried her best to hold back her laughter and said, "Princess, the man named Lan wants to see you."
Seeing something wrong with her expression, Xie Songhua couldn't help but wonder, "What's going on? Suddenly you figured it out?"
Xiao Qing suddenly laughed, "The eldest lady didn't sleep all night last night, so she stayed with the man named Lan!"