But even so, the look on Qi's face didn't change much.
She just looked at Jiang Shuhua with a hint of love and pity in her eyes.
Under such eyes, Jiang Shuhua was filled with hope.
After looking at her for a while, Mrs. Qi finally spoke slowly, "When I was pregnant, I met the Imperial Master, and he said that the child in my belly was destined to be a Tianfeng.
Therefore, I have been very partial to you since I was a child, even your brother can't compare to you. Later I learned that I had made the wrong choice, and Xie Songhua had already come to the Xie family. To me, you are still my daughter.
In my opinion, what the Imperial Master said could only refer to you, and now it seems that my original idea was probably correct."
She mentioned the words of the Imperial Master, and then mentioned the "Tianfeng fate", Jiang Shuhua felt distressed and excited, "Mom, your feeling is right, last time I met the Imperial Master, the Imperial Master himself said this to me
Said."
Mrs. Qi raised her eyebrows in surprise and said with a smile, "Really?"
Jiang Shuhua nodded repeatedly, "So Mom, you value me, love me, and support me so much. There is nothing wrong. I am your daughter, your real daughter."
However, Mrs. Qi shook her head, "The Imperial Master only said that you have the destiny of Tianfeng, but he did not say that this woman with the destiny of Tianfeng is my daughter.
Even though I was very reluctant and never wanted to believe it, the fact was that the person I was carrying in my belly at that time was indeed Xie Songhua.
You are my daughter, but you are only my adopted daughter. I am very grateful and feel very lucky to have been mother and daughter with you for so many years."
Qi's tone seemed to be mixed with sadness at this time, which made people feel a little depressed.
"mother……"
"My child, you have your own path in life. At the moment, it seems that I can only accompany you for a while. Your future and your glory have nothing to do with me after all. I can't get too involved with you anymore.
As the child I have loved for so many years, I can only wish you better and better future, get everything you want, and embark on the path you want to take."
Jiang Shuhua looked at Qi in disbelief, "Mother...what are you talking about? What do you mean?"
"Shu'er!" Mrs. Qi's expression returned to normal, "During this period, mother has thought a lot in her mind. Even though your father has many faults, one thing is right. It is the way of heaven to bring things right.
Not only am I your adoptive mother, I am also your brother's biological mother and the daughter-in-law of the Xie family. In the past, it was probably the fate given to us by God. We only had each other in our eyes.
But now, you have gone to a higher sky, you have a higher goal, and I also have my life and mission."
"What mother means is..." Jiang Shuhua stared at Qi with her eyes, "From now on...you are no longer my mother?"
This sentence contains a bit of temptation, Jiang Shuhua said it deliberately.
But what disappointed her was that Qi didn't refute this statement.
It took a long time for Mrs. Qi to raise her eyes to Jiang Shuhua, her eyes could not help but turn red, "I never believed in fate before, but the many things that have happened during this period have made me believe more and more.
All encounters in the world are destined somehow.
And the fate between people has been set long ago. Some people can only accompany you for a while, and some people may pass by you from the beginning.
Shu'er, our fate as mother and daughter has been a gift from God from the beginning, but this gift has its end, and I can no longer protect you from the wind and rain.
I am not a good mother, for your brother, for..."
She paused and then continued: "I owe something to Xie Songhua, but no matter what, I have given all my care and love to you, but people can't be too partial. I always have to look at it.
When looking at other people, always think about other people in the family.
I don't understand the affairs in the court. Your father is in charge of things outside. Without him, we wouldn't have lived a stable life for so many years.
I am not a virtuous wife, and I can even be regarded as a resentful couple with him. But no matter how resentful we are, we are still husband and wife after all, and we still have a home under the same roof.
He has made a plan for the direction of this family. I can't help him plan it, at least I can't stop him.
Otherwise, by talking about it here and there, wouldn’t it tear the whole family apart? Do you think this is the truth?”
Jiang Shuhua originally came with her own purpose and did not make too many guesses about Qi's thoughts.
This is because she is too confident, especially when it comes to dealing with Qi. She and Qi have been mother and daughter for so many years, and they have encountered many things.
She always felt that she had a thorough grasp of all the Qi family's psychology, and the most important thing was to achieve her goals with the Qi family.
But he never thought that he would hear such words from the Qi family.
What she didn't expect was that Qi's words would be like daggers, piercing deeply into her chest, causing her face to turn pale in pain.
It turned out that while she had always thought that she had already grasped all the thoughts and feelings of Qi, she had already fallen deeply into it.
During those days and nights in the East Palace, she thought of the Qi family many times, feeling hateful, annoying, stupid, and cowardly.
But beneath this thought, her feelings for Qi were still buried.
After all, people cannot be separated from emotions.
Jiang Shuhua only remembered these words when she felt pain.
She felt as if a ball of cotton was stuck in her throat, making her speechless and uncomfortable.
It took a long time before she could squeeze out a breath from her chest. She said with difficulty: "So, mother, you kicked me out of your home. I am a drag on you and a drag on your family, so I should be kicked out."
?”
The look in her eyes when she looked at Mr. Qi showed deep hurt. That kind of real emotion was not fake.
Even Qi, who had already prepared her psychological defense for a long time, could not help but feel slightly stung at this time.
"Shu'er, you can't blame mother. In this world, I've been sorry to many people and done many things that have hurt others, but... I have never been sorry to you, let alone done anything to hurt you.
So, even if you say so now, I still want to say that this is my final decision. For the sake of our mother-daughter relationship in the past, we should bless each other."
Jiang Shuhua thought she had heard wrong. She laughed out loud, looked at Qi and said, "You mean, you abandoned me, and I still want to bless you?"