If there is something heart-warming in this world, Su Meng can feel it at this moment.
She has tasted the warmth and coldness of the world. In the past, she took the initiative to show weakness, softened, and longed for the warmth of others.
However, things backfired.
From then on, she began to learn to disguise, learn to sort out and hide her emotions. She knew very well that no one would give her warmth in this world, and she had to rely on herself for everything.
It wasn't until she met Jiang Ning that she discovered that the mask she was wearing began to peel off.
In the past, when facing anything, Su Meng's principle was: don't touch, don't touch, don't feel, and don't move.
No matter who this thing belongs to, even if it belongs to herself, she will choose to avoid it, hide from the limelight, and hide herself.
Facts have proved that if she does this, anyone will treat her as a soft persimmon and pick on her repeatedly.
She is naturally aware of all the unfairness she has faced in the past ten years. But as long as she does not fight or grab, and takes everything lightly, she will be able to survive better.
But three months ago, after meeting Jiang Ning, everything about me began to change quietly.
She began to learn to resist, resist Zhou Shaoyang's oppression of her, reject her uncle's family's unreasonable demands on her, and even think about controlling her own life.
What makes her even more unbelievable is that she wants to get Jiang Ning, his heart, his person...
Once this idea arises, it can no longer be contained, especially at this moment, Jiang Ning hugs herself tightly from behind, and the idea of possession is strong and urgent...
"Jiang Ning..."
She whispered softly, trying to push him away with her remaining will, but she could not hide her true thoughts.
The message conveyed by the murmurs is no longer one of resistance, but one of eagerness and shame.
"That's not what you called me. That's not what you called me this morning..."
Su Meng's body couldn't stop trembling, and her brain suddenly failed. She pulled away Jiang Ning's hand and wanted to leave.
He did not resist the hands that trapped him. With such a gentle tug, the warmth on his back disappeared instantly, and his heart also felt empty.
The next second, Su Meng regretted it.
But there is no way to regret it. You can't be shameless and go up to Jiang Ning, get into Jiang Ning's arms, and act coquettishly, right?
It's unrealistic. After all, I only have an ambiguous relationship with him. Even if I long for him, I can't... But if he is waiting for me to take the initiative, then...
Su Meng gathered her courage, then turned around and raised her eyes. What fell into her eyes was Jiang Ning's teasing smile.
At this moment, Su Meng looked like a villain who had evil intentions and was exposed on the spot. She suddenly blushed with embarrassment and punched Jiang Ning in the chest.
"You fool me!"
Jiang Ning's smile did not subside, but intensified.
Crazy, crazy...
The harder he laughed, the more embarrassed Su Meng felt, and the harder she hit Jiang Ning's chest with her fist.
But no matter how hard he tried, his fists seemed to hit the cotton with two punches, without any effect. On the contrary, he was so angry that his fists hurt, but Jiang Ning seemed like a
He tilted his head and smiled stupidly at himself as if nothing was wrong.
Come on, this face is good-looking, but no matter how good-looking Jiang Ning smiles, it can't change the fact that he is playing tricks on her. Just because he is good-looking, you can't act arbitrarily and declare his innocence!
Su Meng turned around and left angrily, but her right hand was restrained.
"My fault, I won't bother you anymore."
Just give them a slap in the face, admit their mistake, and that's it?
Su Meng rolled her eyes and had a speechless expression, not wanting to tangle with Jiang Ning anymore.
"Let's go, take your time and play by yourself."
"Su Meng..."
Jiang Ning murmured again, and she had to admit that these murmurs could always make Su Meng's bones soften.
"What do you want to do again?"
Although the bones are crispy, how can they lose in terms of momentum?
"I'll give you something."
Jiang Ning spoke mysteriously, and without waiting for Su Meng to respond, she pulled her into the room.
Close the door and lock it.
Su Meng looked at Jiang Ning's smooth movements and instinctively became nervous.
What does he want to do? A man and a woman alone, in the same room, or in the bedroom...
There were no lights on in the room, and Su Meng's adrenaline surged due to the scent of lemon, and her mind went blank.
"sit."
Su Meng used the moonlight to find the seat in the room.
Where should I sit? Could it be that I have to sit on... the bed?
Would it be possible to change positions from sitting to lying down while sitting? That is not a good sign.
When he said he wanted to give himself something, he didn't mean to give it to himself as a gift, right?
After this bold idea came into her head, Su Meng began to think uncontrollably.
How can I accept this "gift" myself?
Although I am not a traditional person, I still know the basic etiquette, justice and integrity. How can I do that if I don't know Jiang Ning clearly?
She raised her eyes and looked at Jiang Ning, who was rummaging by the bedside, and was very confused. If he really took out a boxy thing, how should she deal with it?
Reject? Or accept?
How to refuse? How to accept?
When I just made dessert, I tasted a few biscuits. The sweet and greasy taste melted in my mouth. Would it have a strange smell? Would he dislike it if we kissed?
Is there a toilet? I really should wash myself up!
It's better to refuse, after all, I'm not ready yet, so I can just excuse myself by saying that my aunt is coming.
But if you really shirk it, do you tell him clearly that you have no interest in him and that it is impossible for him to be with you?
Su Meng closed her eyes in confusion and shook her nervous little head repeatedly.
"for you."
As Jiang Ning's voice came, Su Meng shivered instinctively and did not dare to open her eyes.
"Actually, actually... I think... we should not have reached that stage yet..."
After she said these words hesitantly, she instinctively turned her face to the side and said, "See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil, do no action..."
"I know this may be a bit hasty for you, but Su Meng, I can't wait any longer. I have waited too long. I hope you can give me an answer."
Su Meng: "..."
Why didn't I usually notice that Jiang Ning was so "frank"? Although I didn't open my eyes to see what he said, my face didn't turn red, I couldn't breathe, and my heart stopped beating when I heard the tone. How could I tell such a thing like this?
How can you put it so lightly?
"no."
Su Meng refused simply and neatly.
Since Jiang Ning opened the sky and spoke frankly, he was not a teenager of sixteen or seventeen years old. This kind of problem that adults should face must be cut through quickly and not leave anything to others to talk about.
"Why?"
Su Meng was speechless again.
Why do you think? You have no reputation and no status. Even if it is a woman who has no status outside, you still have to tell her that you like her in order to give her a reason to be devoted to you.
How dare you not even deserve a word of like?
Besides, falling in love without the purpose of getting married is just a hooliganism.
Jiang Ning doesn't even want to have a fake relationship with herself, so she only uses her lower body to think about things?
Su Meng turned around, glared at Jiang Ning angrily, and said angrily:
"Tell me why! Don't you think your current behavior is a bit shameless? Why should I accept it, why should I agree to it?"
When the mood rises, cruel words can be blurted out, but when looking into Jiang Ning's innocent eyes, there is a trace of reluctance in my heart.
"I'm sorry, I was abrupt."
Following Jiang Ning's disappointed tone, Su Meng couldn't help but lower her head, and her face was full of surprise when she saw what Jiang Ning was holding.
What he handed to him in his hand was not the boxy shape he imagined at all, but a red notebook and a stack of A4 paper.
"What are you holding in your hand?"
Jiang Ning smiled bitterly, and then wanted to put it back in the drawer.
"Since you rejected it, it doesn't matter what it is."
Su Meng panicked, thinking that she might have misunderstood him, and without caring about anything else, she immediately got up and stepped forward, grabbing the things in Jiang Ning's hand.
Under the moonlight, the red book was the household registration book, and on the pile of A4 paper, it was clearly written: "Premarital Physical Examination Report."
"You...you're getting married?"
Jiang Ning's face was gloomy, she sat alone on the bedside and poured a glass of water.
"No more."
Su Meng's hands trembled slightly, thinking of what Jiang Ning had just said to her, she was really blinded by lard, and that's why she had such dirty thoughts.
"You, you just wanted to give these things to me?"
Jiang Ning's eyes were dull and she was drinking water from the cup without answering Su Meng's intention.
Seeing that Jiang Ning didn't speak, Su Meng took it as his acquiescence and continued to ask:
"What do you mean by giving these things to me?"
Jiang Ning said as if out of anger:
"It's not interesting, just for fun."
Playing? Who would joke about the household registration book and the pre-marital physical examination report?
Su Meng forced a smile on her lips. He took out these two things, which was enough to explain what he meant.
"Teacher Jiang, you are pretty good at it. Have you tried this trick on many women?"
Su Meng provoked the general with one move, and Jiang Ning was so angry that she slammed the tea cup in her hand on the table, stood up suddenly, and approached Su Meng's direction step by step.
"How did you know that I am a playboy? What behaviors of mine made you think that I am a master of love? Do you think I am joking with you? Do you think the household registration book and pre-marital physical examination report can be used to joke?
?"
Su Meng was startled and frightened by Jiang Ning's extreme reaction.
However, she sometimes deliberately teased him, just to avenge herself for being teased just now. But she didn't expect that Jiang Ning would have such a big reaction.
Su Meng was forced to the wall with no way out.
She did not answer Jiang Ning's series of rhetorical questions, but quietly listened to Jiang Ning's gasping for air due to anger.
There was silence for a long time, and Jiang Ning also stood stiffly in front of Su Meng for a long time. Without receiving any response, he could only shake his head mockingly and prepared to leave.
When Jiang Ning turned around, the corner of his clothes was immediately pulled.
If Jiang Ning really wanted to leave, Su Meng's little strength would naturally not be able to hold him back. What he was waiting for was Su Meng's reluctance to stay and Su Meng's answer.
He was even expecting Su Meng to change her mind and say that it was all a misunderstanding, and she was actually willing to do so.
Unexpectedly, Su Meng spoke again, but Jiang Ning had nowhere to hide.
"Jiang Ning, do you like me?" This chapter has been completed!