Chapter 1042 Can I meet you earlier in my next life?
Outside the military camp, the creek.
Shen Qingzhou stood with his hands behind his hands and looked at the stream.
The moonlight shines on the water, making the waves sparkling.
"Lu Yunjin and I will set off early tomorrow morning." Lu Zhensheng agreed with Lu Yunjin to return to the villa.
Shen Qingzhou looked back at Chaoyang and nodded. "I will lead people to guard outside the villa and will not alert others. If..."
"If something happens, what can you do?" Chaoyang asked.
Even if Shen Qingzhou led people to fight in, there would be nothing he could do, but there would be two results, one would be to die together in Lujia Villa, and the other would be that the army attacked Lujia Villa, Lujia Villa resisted, and a war broke out in Fengtian Pass.
Once a war breaks out in Fengtian Pass, the people will be in dire straits and will be in dire straits.
But if the assassination attempt between her and Lu Yunjin fails, then war will really break out.
Shen Qingzhou stared at Chaoyang with burning eyes, not knowing how to answer this question.
For the mistakes he made in the first half of his life, someone must make him pay the price.
Now, looking at his daughter, apart from the inner struggle and suffering... everything else is powerless.
"If I die, will my father be able to quell the 30,000 elites in Lu Family Villa?" Chaoyang spoke again.
Every word she spoke was torture to Shen Qingzhou.
"Chaoer..." After a long silence, Shen Qingzhou spoke, his voice hoarse. "There is too much separation between you and my father and daughter. I know that no matter what I do, I can't make up for it, but I still want you to
I know you are my life."
How should he let Chaoyang know that she was his, Shen Qingzhou's, life.
What made him lose his love and make him kill the love poison in his body was not because of Bai Li's plan, but because she used her daughter to deal with him.
This is too cruel for him.
Perhaps, at that time, he had no reason to live anymore, but the morning sun was still there...
He wanted to make up for his shortcomings as a father over the years.
Chaoyang was silent, and when he lowered his head, his eyes were already red. "I have never felt a father's love. When I knew that Mu Jingyan might be my father, I was happy for a long time. I knew that... the father's love that I had been missing these years was at least
It's not because my father doesn't love me, it's because he is dead and can't help himself."
"I was thinking that if my father were by my side, he would definitely hold me in his hands and pamper me."
Chaoyang laughed sarcastically. "But later, I realized...my father is not Mu Jingyan. All this is a joke. My existence is a joke. I am a tool and chess piece used by my mother to deal with you."
It is impossible to say that I don't hate it.
It's just...she can understand their difficulties now.
Understandable does not mean forgivable.
"Chao'er..." Shen Qingzhou was unable to explain.
"Maybe you are innocent, but you didn't leave a way out for our father-son relationship. Do you know...even if you were a little kind to me back then, even if I was Mu Jingyan's daughter, you should still love Wujiwu
Do it.”
Chaoyang choked and clenched her fingers, her emotions a little out of control.
This is a daughter's accusation against her father.
"I..." Shen Qingzhou couldn't explain. In fact, he... had always had reservations about Chaoyang, and had always been... kind.
Once the incident between Bai Li and Mu Jingyan came out, he had never been cruel to either the Mu family or Chaoyang.
The reason for letting Xiao Junze live in Chaoyang's family was because Shen Qingzhou knew that Xiao Junze was the son that the late emperor cared about the most, and he was also the best candidate for the future emperor. The emperor was suspicious, and Chaoyang was carrying too many secrets. After entering Prince Li's Mansion, he could...
Stay alive.
Shen Qingzhou would not tell Chaoyang this and never explained it.
The only people in the world who can understand Shen Qingzhou's painstaking efforts are probably Mu Jingyan and Bai Li.
This is why Mu Jingyan and Baili can accept everything Shen Qingzhou has done before.
Because they know Shen Qingzhou.
He had too much helplessness and inability to control himself.
Chaoyang cannot understand these.
Chaoyang looked at Shen Qingzhou for a long time, staring at him with burning eyes, wanting to hear some explanation from his mouth.
Even if there is only a little explanation, it can be regarded as giving yourself a step up.
But Shen Qingzhou didn't.
There will always be an abyss and chasm between their father and daughter.
"Chaoer." Seeing Chaoyang lowering his eyes in despair, Shen Qingzhou took a deep breath. "I sent you to Prince Li's Mansion to save your life. I love your mother. The so-called love for the house and the bird may not be considered, but...even if you
Even with your status as Mu Jingyan’s daughter, I won’t watch you die.”
Chaoyang also understood the situation at that time.
The late emperor was at the end of his battle, and he was frantically paving the way for Xiao Junze and solving hidden dangers.
Baili is 'dead'. Chaoyang has too many burdens on him, and the late emperor has already set his sights on Chaoyang.
Chaoyang was stunned for a moment and slowly loosened his fingers.
"I'm leaving." Chaoyang turned around. "Whether he lives or dies, I hope... that my father will not blame himself. This is the path I chose."
Shen Qingzhou raised his head in shock and looked at Chaoyang's back.
She...called him father.
It's not an auditory hallucination.
His eyes slowly turned red, and Shen Qingzhou took a step forward. "Chao'er..."
"Father, we are waiting outside the Lu Family Villa." Chaoyang turned back and glanced at Shen Qingzhou. "If I fail in the assassination, there will be a war."
"You will succeed." Shen Qingzhou's voice was so nervous that he almost couldn't walk. "I'll wait for you outside the villa, don't be afraid..."
Chaoyang smiled and nodded, then left.
It seems...if your father is guarding outside the villa, your chances of winning will be greater.
My mind feels more at ease.
…
Lujia Villa.
Chaoyang and Lu Yunjin set out early in the morning and arrived at sunset.
"Are you afraid?" Lu Yunjin looked at Chaoyang.
Chaoyang shook his head.
"If we die here, does it count as having different lives but dying together? Can we meet sooner in the next life?" Lu Yunjin reined in his horse and asked in a deep voice.
Chaoyang glanced at Lu Yunjin. "I want to meet Xiao Junze earlier."
"You don't give me any face!" Lu Yunjin snorted, a little angry. "I'm almost dead, and you can't say a nice word. It's really bad."
Chaoyang smiled and looked at the location of Lujia Villa. "Stop saying unlucky words, we will all come out alive, and you will be the future owner of Lujia Villa."
"I'd like to lend you some good words." Lu Yunjin smiled.
Reiner your horse in the morning sun and hurry to the villa.
Lu Yunjin looked at Chaoyang's back with deep meaning in his eyes.
…
Lujia Villa, back mountain.
"This is the mountain behind the villa, the valley where troops are stationed." Xiao Junze also entered the Lu Family Villa, but he entered the back mountain.
Hongluo has fallen madly in love with Xiao Junze since she was stabbed by Xiao Junze. She feels that only such a man can be worthy of her, unlike those men who are timid and timid.
"It's really... ambitious." Xiao Junze lowered his voice.
"Huh?" Hongluo didn't hear.
"It's so spectacular." Xiao Junze smiled.
Hongluo also smiled and hugged Xiao Junze's arm. "We are husband and wife, and I will be your wife from now on. I will naturally help you plan everything."
"Your father has so many sons-in-law, when will I be able to stand out?" Xiao Junze asked deliberately. "There are already generals in this army. Do I have to start from a small soldier when I come?"