Chaoyang's body stiffened little by little, and he slowly stood up straight.
Xiao Junze's eyes showed hurt. It turns out that it feels so uncomfortable to be deceived...
"Xiao Junze...you know everything." Chaoyang was inexplicably nervous and wanted to hug Xiao Junze in a panic.
Xiao Junze did not hide, but his stiff and numb body still told Chaoyang that he was angry.
Maybe, it's not angry, but hurt.
I don't know how to describe Xiao Junze's current mood.
It's very complicated and contradictory.
After Ah Fu died, all his thoughts about Queen Changsun seemed to have ceased.
Over the years, he had deceived himself and refused to believe that his mother had betrayed his father.
But finally one day, the evidence was right in front of us.
He had to admit that blood was terrifying, Aya had the same blood as him in her body.
"Why did you lie to me... They said that you wanted to use me to protect Aya. And you were afraid that if I knew about it, I would do something to Aya. Am I really not worthy of your trust?" Maybe Xiao Junze wasn't blaming Chaoyang for lying to him.
, but was sad that Chaoyang didn’t trust him.
"Who told you..." Chaoyang never let go of Xiao Junze's hand.
Aya had just been taken away by Dayu's people, and Xiao Junze knew her identity.
She and Fuyao hid Aya so well that Xiao Junze couldn't find Aya in a short time.
"Yin Cheng, he is showing off, mocking me for not gaining your trust..." Xiao Junze was obviously angry, he was very sad, and his words could not hide his sadness, but when the words came out of his mouth, it was as if he was speaking to Yin Cheng
Complain.
Chaoyang held Xiao Junze's hand tighter. "I'm sorry, I did lie to you."
There was silence for a long time, and Xiao Junze did not speak.
Chaoyang slowly let go of Xiao Junze and took a step back. "I admit that I did have selfish motives when I asked Aya to come to Fengtian at the beginning, but I was not only using you to protect Aya, I also know that you are really good to Aya.
, Aya also likes you, all things considered..."
Xiao Junze remained silent.
Chaoyang knew that this incident might really hurt Xiao Junze's heart.
If Xiao Junze refuses to forgive her...
Chaoyang didn't know what to do. She was also not good at coaxing people and explaining.
If she could explain and coax, she and Xiao Junze wouldn't have had so many misunderstandings in the first place.
However, after experiencing so much, she felt that she should not hide anything from the other party. If she told the misunderstanding immediately, she might be able to get a good solution.
"I have thought about telling you Aya's life experience, but you are too resistant to the matter of Queen Changsun. You are deceiving yourself. I am also hesitant...I am afraid that if I tell you, you will be very sad, and you will be because of
Alienating Aya due to grudge. She is very dependent on you as her brother and is very close to you. If you alienate her because of this, she will be sad." Chaoyang thought about Xiao Junze.
I also thought about Aya.
"Am I so unworthy of your trust...Am I the kind of person who is ignorant and puts the grudges of the previous generations on Aya? I also care about Aya, not only because she is your sister, but also because I care about you
A very important person. Not just because she is the granddaughter left by the old man! I tried my best to protect her, and I blame myself for not protecting her well, because...she was entrusted to me by you."
In the final analysis, Chaoyang still didn't trust him enough.
He thought that he would affect Aya because of the grudge between Empress Changsun and the late emperor.
"I'm sorry... I was wrong." Chaoyang admitted her mistake. She did indeed make a mistake.
You shouldn't hide it from Xiao Junze, you should at least try to communicate with him.
As Xiao Junze said, she did not trust him...
Xiao Junze was able to let go of Xiao Minyan, who was proposed by the late emperor as his heir apparent, but she did not believe that Xiao Junze would let Aya go.
"From now on, no matter what happens, I will discuss it with you. Can you forgive me once?" Chaoyang raised his head and glanced at Xiao Junze, his eyes red.
Xiao Junze tightened his fingers. How could this make him angry...
Chaoyang is committing a foul.
"Come here!" Xiao Junze said fiercely.
Chaoyang lowered his head and took a step forward to give Xiao Junze face.
"Hold."
Xiao Junze ordered to speak.
Chaoyang reached out and hugged Xiao Junze, feeling a little distressed. "We can't change the past, nor can we change the fact that we were abandoned by someone, but from now on, I will always be with you... No matter where I go, I will never abandon you."
Xiao Junze finally raised his hand that he had put down stiffly, hugged Chaoyang back, and could not say a word for a long time.
That Chaoyang could come back to see him was something Xiao Junze didn't expect.
Maybe, they both love each other more than the other imagines.
"To outsiders, I am the proud son of heaven. I entered the East Palace when I was just a child. I am inferior to ten thousand people. But no one remembers that I was just a child at that time..."
Empress Changsun and the late emperor chose to confront each other because of various grievances. The breakdown of their relationship also indicated that Xiao Junze was left out in the cold.
The late emperor and Empress Changsun loved their son deeply, but they selfishly hurt Xiao Junze.
"Afu has always been by my side. In this deep palace, any wrong step will lead to endless abyss. The only person I can trust is him..."
But he lost Ah Fu.
I also lost a pillar of support in my heart.
"I'm sorry..." Tears soaked Xiao Junze's shoulders. She was responsible for Ah Fu's death.
It was Yin Cheng... who planned everything.
Yin Cheng's purpose was to force her to appear.
"Xiao Junze... I may have to leave for a while. Will you believe me?"
There must be an outcome between her and Yin Cheng.
Aya is still in his hands.
She had to go see him.
"I believe it, but I don't want you to go..." People are selfish. Xiao Junze is not sure whether Chaoyang can come back this time.
Under the influence of other countries, Xiao Junze will feel powerless, and he cannot ensure the safety of Chaoyang.
"Xiao Junze, I'll give you a chance to trap me..." Chaoyang looked up at Xiao Junze and put his hands over.
If it were Xiao Junze in the past, he would be paranoid about trapping her by his side even if she didn't want to.
She was back, and even if Xiao Junze really tried to tie her up, she would be unable to resist.
Xiao Junze's eyes were red, and he was holding back.
Maybe, he also thinks this is the best way.
Just like that, Chaoyang is trapped and hidden by her side, and will always be hidden by her side.
Daheng picked him up, Xiao Junze turned around and walked to the bed, kissing him like a catharsis.
Chaoyang slowly closed his eyes, tears burning.
She believed that Xiao Junze really loved her and was willing to give her freedom...
She could also see that Xiao Junze loved her very carefully.
Because he had lost before, he was more vigilant than anyone else to catch the rising sun.
But even so, he still let go.
The tired bird will eventually return to its nest.
He still can't let anyone fly in the world, but at least... he can make Chaoyang belong to him.
This time, it was his fault. Because of his own selfishness, he left his post without permission... He left the imperial city without authorization, allowing Dayu's people to take advantage of the loophole, kill Afu, and take away Aya.
Xiao Junze hugged Chaoyang hard, his voice choked with sobs. "You will come back..."
"I will..." Chaoyang promised.
The tears are uncontrollable.
After all...she still loves someone deeply.
The stinging pain in their hearts became more and more severe. Both Chaoyang and Xiao Junze knew that the poison in their bodies was acting up.
But the more severe the pain, the more they can feel each other's heart.