"I don't remember, so I don't believe what you said." Qingluan lowered his head and withdrew his finger.
Xiao Chengen felt a sting in his heart, wondering how much he had done to make Qingluan lose his memory and not trust him.
"I will show it to you. When the war in southern Xinjiang is over, I will take you back to see our son." Xiao Chengen simply hugged Qingluan tightly in his arms. "Even if you have amnesia, your body still has memory. You don't
You don’t exclude me, right?”
Qingluan bit the corner of his lip and stopped talking.
She has no amnesia, and indeed... she does not reject Xiao Chengen.
Hongluan scolded her for being worthless, and no matter how Xiao Chengen chased her away, she wouldn't leave.
She seems... just hopeless.
His eyes were a little red, and Qingluan was reluctant to continue torturing Xiao Chengen.
Qingluan understood that the reason why Chaoyang asked her to pretend to have amnesia was so that she could treat him the same way as he did, but she was reluctant to do so.
"Then, just do it for me." Even if she was deceiving herself again this time, she wanted to pretend for a while.
At least I can get Xiao Chengen's short-term love and care.
…
Fengtian, border town.
Xing Yi came to the border town alone, he came to look for Bei Ning.
He didn't know why...he just wanted to go crazy.
He is unwilling to accept the arrangements of his tribe and is unwilling to get married.
"General Mu, Madam...have you seen Bei Ning?" Xing Yi had been traveling for days, and his breathing was a little short.
Ning He glanced at Xingyi and said calmly, "No."
Mu Jingyan had just returned from military training and said nothing.
Ning He said no, so he couldn't say he had seen it.
"Madam...let me meet Bei Ning." Xingyi knew that Ning He was lying.
Where will Bei Ning go? Where can she go? She will definitely come to see Ning He.
Her only concern and worry was Ning He.
"I don't know what happened between you, but Bei Ning has indeed left." Ning He sighed, unwilling to let Bei Ning make the same mistake she made.
Bei Ning was raised by her, and even though she had the intention of taking advantage of her at first, she did treat her as a daughter later on.
She knew Bei Ning very well. She could tell at a glance whether he was emotional or not.
Xingyi's body stiffened for a moment, and he lowered his head and bowed. "Thank you, madam."
"If she doesn't want you to find her, I'm afraid it will be difficult for you to find her. This child is somewhat similar to Chaoyang. She yearns for freedom and wants to see the great rivers and mountains. If you can't make a promise to her, don't go looking for her."
Ning He stood up and reminded Xingyi.
Xingyi is a person who carries too many secrets.
He may be able to disobey the patriarch's wishes for Bei Ning today, but can he let go of his hatred and the desire to restore the country for Bei Ning?
Xingyi knew very well in his heart that he couldn't do it.
That's why he let Bei Ning leave that day.
But Bei Ning really left, but he regretted it again.
He wanted something that he had never wanted so much.
Xingyi said nothing and turned to leave.
…
It wasn't until Xing Yi moved far away that Bei Ning walked out of another tent.
"Are you sure he won't continue to look for you?" Ning He asked.
Bei Ning smiled at Ning He. "Master...everything he carries is more important than me."
Today, she was surprised that Xing Yi came to her on a whim.
But she knew very well that Xingyi would not give up its mission for her.
"You..." Ning He sighed. "You are just too sober."
Ever since he was little, Bei Ning has been frighteningly sober.
Know what to want and what not to want.
Extravagant hopes will only make you miserable.
"If I had half your sense back then, I wouldn't..." Ning He smiled bitterly, but he was already relieved.
"Master, persistence is also a kind of happiness. Look, you've been waiting for it." Bei Ning's eyes were burning as he looked at Mu Jingyan who was standing at the entrance of the tent.
Ning He also looked back, and indeed...she was waiting.
Therefore, she is one of the few lucky people.
"Remember Nan Feng, the first general in southern Xinjiang? His wife never waited for him throughout her life." Bei Ning often sneaked to the empty general's mansion when she was a child.
It was once the residence of the first general in southern Xinjiang.
But later, it became an empty house.
All the servants left, leaving only the general's wife, who was acting crazy.
"That woman has been waiting for Nan Feng all her life, but Nan Feng has died on the battlefield and will never come back." Bei Ning's eyes were red.
The general died in battle, but his wife went mad.
The reason why Bei Ning pays attention to that crazy woman is because Ning He thinks she is pitiful.
Back then, Ning He could see his own shadow in that crazy woman.
She is also painfully and madly in love with someone who will never come back.
Fortunately, she was luckier than the general's wife. She waited until Mu Jingyan came.
"I will never wait for someone like that woman." Bei Ning clenched her fingers and said goodbye to Ning He. "Master, the world is so big, Bei Ning wants to see it."
"Don't forget home." Ning He only said one sentence.
She didn't keep Bei Ning.
She has her own path to take.
"Master, there are wars in the border area. It's the right time to hire people. Bei Ning still needs to travel. When he has a calm temper, he will come back naturally, and he, Master and General Mu will fight against the enemy together!" Bei Ning's original plan was to stay in the border area and marry him.
battlefield.
But she...had this child.
She didn't want Ning He to worry, so she could only wait until the child was born before coming back.
Ning He reached out and hugged Bei Ning. "Protect yourself."
…
Bei Ning's body was a little stiff.
Ning He would never hug her.
But she was familiar with this embrace.
Because she knew that Ning He would always be indifferent to her on the surface, but when she was injured or sick and had a fever, Ning He would always hug her secretly and comfort her.
"mother……"
When Bei Ning left, she called Ning He mother.
She had never seen her mother since she was born and was abandoned in a dark corner.
No matter what the reason was for Ning He to pick her up, she could see through the maternal love behind Ning He's madness.
At that time, Ning He himself had just lost his child not long ago.
Ning He's body was extremely stiff, and an indescribable emotion made his whole body shiver.
I took a deep breath, tears already welling up.
As an elder, she wishes Bei Ning a happy life.
"Since you are reluctant to let her go, why not keep her?" Mu Jingyan walked over and held Ning He in his arms.
"Ning'er, you can see better than me." Ning He turned around and hugged Mu Jingyan tightly. "Compared to others, I am already lucky."
"Don't cry..." Mu Jingyan couldn't see her crying and wouldn't coax her, but he would feel distressed.
"Do you still remember Nan Feng, the first general in Southern Xinjiang?" Ning He suddenly mentioned Nan Feng.
Mu Jingyan nodded. "Remember."
General of Southern Xinjiang.
On the battlefield, all generals cherish each other, but each has his own master.
"He died in battle, but his wife was crazy and waited all her life." Ning He leaned on Mu Jingyan's shoulder and looked at the sunset in the distance.
The desert has yellow sand and the sunset is dim.
The scenery is beautiful, but the years are not peaceful.
The war will soon reach the border town.
"The year I married Princess Ninghe to Southern Xinjiang, she went crazy. She waited for Nan Feng for thirteen years, and finally committed suicide in front of the general's tomb on the anniversary of Nan Feng's death."