Su Lin would occasionally think of Han Haibin, but when he knew that Han Haibin was still alive, he felt more at ease than before.
The relationship between Li Jingxuan and Zhang Jikai has also become closer.
Zhang Jikai's younger brother was admitted to the Normal College, and his younger sister was also admitted to the Normal College this year.
Although the tuition fees for these two children are not very high, Qiu Ju and Zhang Sheng are also under great pressure.
After Zhang Wenkai was admitted to college, Zhang Sheng went to Beijing to work to earn money, leaving all the farm work at home to Qiu Ju alone.
From Zhang Jikai's monthly salary, he mailed some living expenses to his younger brothers and sisters, and finally gave some to her mother, so Zhang Jikai had very little left.
Li Jingxuan is different. When she was studying in Haishi, she followed Su Lin in the fast food restaurant that she invested in. The business was not to mention how good it was. Now she already has a six-digit savings in her own hands.
Zhang Jikai wanted to treat Li Jingxuan to dinner, but it took him three months to save up to 50 yuan.
Zhang Jikai really didn't expect that saving money would be so difficult.
He neither smoked nor drank, and in the end he couldn't save any money.
Zhang Jikai thought for a while and decided to buy Li Jingxuan some clothes.
He went to the mall and looked around, and found that a better piece of clothing would cost seventy or eighty yuan.
Zhang Jikai suddenly felt a little sad, and there was also a hint of bitterness in his heart.
He walked around for a while and finally secretly stuffed the money into his bag.
Let's save it first and wait until the end of the year to buy a watch for Li Jingxuan.
Schumann and Xu Yizhe work in the same hospital.
Xu Yizhe lives in the dormitory assigned by the hospital, and his life is now stable and comfortable.
The youth of their generation has finally passed.
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foreign hospitals.
Han Haibin's craniotomy was successful, and today is the day to remove the stitches on his head.
Han Haibin looked at the photo in his hand, and his mind was full of Su Lin.
He almost never woke up from this operation.
If it weren't for Su Lin, he wouldn't have survived this time.
Han Haibin's head hurt when he thought of this.
Li Yunting on the side said: "Sir, the doctor said to keep your mood as calm as possible and don't think wildly."
Han Haibin squeezed the photo in his hand and smiled bitterly.
Maybe he experienced death again, and now he doesn't want anything anymore, he just wants to selfishly keep Su Lin by his side.
Han Haibin said: "Tell the doctor to arrange for me to be discharged from the hospital. I want to return to China."
Li Yunting said: "It's not possible, the doctor said, we have to wait a little longer."
Han Haibin said: "I can't wait any longer."
He doesn't know how long he can live or how long he can see.
The doctor said that there were still several shrapnel fragments in his brain that were too close to the nerves, so it was unlikely to be removed. With the shrapnel in the body, the longer the time, the more complications would arise.
It is very likely that he will become blind in the future.
If he is really blind, he will never see Sulin again.
Maybe he was selfish. Sulin was his obsession. He tried to let it go, but after two years, he couldn't let it go.
Moreover, Su Lin's obsession became deeper and deeper in his heart.
He can't wait now. The person he wants to see the most is Su Lin.
Han Haibin said: "Go and communicate with them again. I want to return to China as soon as possible."
Li Yunting thought to himself that if he really did this, the old man would probably not let him go.
Li Yunting said: "Sir, it's not that the doctor won't let you leave the hospital. You can't fly until your wound has healed."
This is what worries Li Yunting and what worries doctors.
When Han Haibin heard this, his head suddenly hurt.
Li Yunting nervously hurried out to call the doctor. Han Haibin's willpower was already strong, but next time, he was afraid that he would not be able to survive.
When a group of doctors rushed in in a hurry, Han Haibin looked pale.
After the doctor examined Han Haibin again, he was sent to the ward and an oxygen tube was inserted.
Han Haibin fell asleep in a daze. He dreamed that Su Lin was shouting for help over and over again in the woods of Yun County.
When Han Haibin woke up, it was already two days later.
If the dream hadn't been so clear, he would have thought everything in front of him was a nightmare.
Han Haibin stood up, picked up the phone on the bedside table, and made an international long distance call to Su Lin.
The moment the call was dialed, Han Haibin forgot about the time difference between home and abroad.
Su Lin was sleeping at the moment. In the huge room, the phone rang late at night. She woke up from her sleep and ran to answer the phone.
"Hello!"
Su Lin spoke lazily, and Han Haibin was excited when he heard the familiar voice.
He wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say, so he just kept holding the phone stupidly.
Su Lin said: "Hello! Who is it?"
Han Haibin still didn't say anything. Su Lin looked at the phone in confusion, sighed slightly and hung up the phone.
She looked up and saw it was three in the morning.
It's strange to be able to fall asleep when you wake up at this point.
Su Lin's heart was empty, and she had no intention of sleeping, so she picked up the acupuncture book and started reading it late at night.
Su Lin couldn't feel at ease, and her mind was in a mess.
At this moment, the two of them are thousands of miles apart, but they are still each other in their hearts.
Su Lin got up from the bed and turned on the light, found the bullet casing airplane sent by Han Haibin in the suitcase, and Han Haibin's photo, and kept stroking it.
Su Lin asked himself, can he let it go?
Can you forget?
But that is obviously impossible.
Su Lin sighed heavily and finally put the things into the box.
In the past, when I knew that the other person was gone, I thought about keeping him deep in my heart for the rest of my life.
But knowing that the other person was still alive, Su Lin wanted to forget it.
Su Lin poured himself a glass of red wine before falling asleep.
When Su Lin went to work the next day, he stared at a pair of dark circles under his eyes.
Li Jingxuan saw it and asked, "Did you not sleep well last night?"
Su Lin shook his head and said: "I slept very well last night. But at three o'clock in the morning, someone called me, and I couldn't sleep anymore."
Li Jingxuan said: "Then can you hold on until dark today?"
Su Lin nodded and said: "I have acupuncture. If I feel sleepy, I will prick myself with a needle. My whole body will feel sore and numb, and I will wake up immediately."
Su Lin suddenly glanced at Li Jingxuan and said, "Are you sleepy? Do you want me to give you a shot?"
Li Jingxuan quickly shook his head and said: "Forget it, forget it, I was stabbed badly by you when I was in school.
Now it's finally my turn to stab someone else, don't even think about stabbing me again."
Su Lin chuckled and said, "Are you too timid?"
The two entered the ward talking and laughing.
When Zhang Jikai came out of another ward, he saw Li Jingxuan's back and smiled slightly.
Since this girl came to the hospital, she was sometimes so busy that she couldn't even say a word to him.
Zhang Jikai felt that if things continued like this, his girlfriend might be seduced by Su Lin.
Fortunately, Su Lin was a woman. If he were a man, he wouldn't be able to work safely.