Yang Lina glanced at Fang Yan and said, "I'll let her rest at home for a while.
She hasn't rested for a long time. If you want to rest one day, remember to tell me and I will give you a long vacation."
Fang Yan smiled and said: "Sister Yang, I don't need to ask for leave, I don't have a home anymore, this is my home.
I just want to work hard and be by your side, and I feel at ease."
Yang Lina smiled and said, "Do you want to stick to me all your life?"
"What's wrong with this? Sister Yang, don't worry, I will keep my distance from you and won't disturb your normal life.
I still want to make a lot of money now.”
Fang Yan had a slight smile on her lips, looking very gentle.
At this time, there was no one in the store because of the heavy rain. The other clerks were busy sorting clothes. Yang Lina looked around, lowered her voice and said, "You have been in the capital for several years, and now you have your own little one."
Siheyuan, have you ever thought about finding a companion in the capital?
It doesn't matter if you can't give birth. Is it okay to find a widowed or divorced man with a daughter to live together with?
Have you ever considered this?"
Fang Yan sighed and said, "Sister Yang, I really haven't thought about this.
I was heartbroken by someone before, but now I still feel like that person is actually quite good.
At least, you don't have to think about others, you don't have to think about gains and losses, and you don't have to be afraid.
Now that I can earn a little money and support myself, I think it's pretty good.
Besides, how can things in this world come according to your own wishes?
Many things are not just what I want them to be."
She wanted her child to come back, but that child couldn't come back.
There are so many things she wants to do.
Yang Lina was very pleased that Fang Yan had really seen through the harshness of the world.
Nine times out of ten life will be unsatisfactory, how can there be so many satisfying things?
"You're right, I just saw that you were alone sometimes, so I thought it was time for you to find someone sometimes.
I also think it’s good to live alone, but everyone ages, so you have to find a companion when you get older.”
"Thank you, Sister Yang. I'll take it one step at a time."
"It's okay, anyway, fate is a very wonderful thing, and you can't stop it even if it comes."
Yang Lina is not worried about Fang Yan, but feels that Fang Yan is such a good person, so she should find someone who treats her well and deserves to live her life.
The rain outside the window kept falling, and Yang Lina just sat there like this all afternoon. When Li Jingming came to pick her up, she was still sitting in front of the window in a daze.
There were not many people in the store today, so Yang Lina asked others to get off work early.
After coming out of the store, she locked the door and got in the car, then said, "Ye Qiu is having surgery today. When we pass by the hospital, do you want to go there?"
Li Jingming said: "Let's go after dinner and bring some dinner to Chen Peng."
Yang Lina hesitated and said, "I think I'd better go tomorrow morning. When I go tomorrow morning, I want to bring her a bouquet of flowers. I want her to be happy."
"Okay, then you can go tomorrow morning. If you go and see her before she goes into the operating room, she will be happy."
Yang Lina nodded. When passing by the flower shop, she went to the flower shop to wrap a bouquet of flowers.
On Liu Yeqiu's side, Zhang Qiang and other experts worked out a plan.
Others also unanimously agreed to have surgery as soon as possible.
After Zhang Qiang entered the ward, he showed the surgical plan to Liu Yeqiu.
Zhang Qiang said: "This is our surgery plan for tomorrow. You can't eat anything or drink water tonight.
Also, another nurse will come to shave your hair later. If you don’t think it looks good, ask your husband to go out and buy a hat for you to wear."
Liu Yeqiu touched her hair, thinking of her bald head.
Her reaction was a little slow. For a long time, she was still thinking about whether she would look ugly without hair.
Chen Peng said: "Thank you, Doctor Zhang, for your hard work."
Zhang Qiang said: "Don't say that, this is what we should do."
Only then did Liu Yeqiu come to his senses and said, "Doctor Zhang, may I ask, will the operation be successful?"
Zhang Qiang said with a smile: "You have to believe us, there are risks in surgery, but when the anesthesia is administered, you won't know anything anymore, just think that you have a very relaxed sleep, and your mind must be empty, and
Don't put much pressure on yourself.
I still say that this is what we should do."
"Thank you, Doctor Zhang."
Zhang Qiang nodded, turned and left the ward.
When she heard that she was going to shave her hair, Liu Yeqiu's mind went blank. She was still in a state of despair.
After Chen Peng sat aside, he grabbed Liu Yeqiu's hand and said, "Ye Qiu, don't think too much. It's already this time. Don't put too much pressure on yourself."
Liu Yeqiu said: "Chen Peng, I want to see our child."
She was very scared. This operation would take up to ten hours. She was afraid that she would not be able to get off the operating table.
Chen Peng said: "Is it okay if I disappear?
I promise you, you will definitely be able to see them when you get off the operating table.
You have to remember that when you see them after the operation, you feel happy and they feel happy too."
Liu Yeqiu wanted to say what she was worried about, but she still didn't say it.
After all, if she really said that, Chen Peng would definitely be sad too.
Liu Yeqiu sighed, thinking about it, she would have to shave her hair later. If her worst side were seen by her two children, they would also be worried, right?
With this thought, she no longer had the courage to see her child.
Chen Peng was called away by the nurse, saying that he was going to pick up things for tomorrow's surgery.
Liu Yeqiu didn't know when he would come back. She took out a notebook and pen from her bag, got out of bed and sat on the bedside table with complicated emotions, picked up the pen, hesitated, and wrote two words of suicide note.
In the middle of writing, he heard Chen Peng talking to other nurses in the corridor, and she quickly put away the half-written suicide note.
When Chen Peng came in, he had a urinal and other disposable items in his hand.
Liu Yeqiu asked: "Do you need to get anything else?"
"The doctor said he will shave your hair later."
Liu Yeqiu said: "Okay, I understand. You haven't eaten all day today. You should go to the hospital entrance to have something to eat. I'm sick and you can't fall down."
If you don't eat now, who will be waiting for me at the door when I go into the operating room tomorrow?"
Chen Peng felt sour and sad in his heart. He really hoped that he was the one who was sick, so that Liu Yeqiu could feel better.
However, God decided to arrange it this way.
Chen Peng was very sad. At this moment, he really wanted to find a place to cry.
He smiled bitterly and said to Liu Yeqiu: "Well, you wait for me first, and I'll go out to have a meal."