Wang Lan knew that even if Yang Lina forgave her, she was completely unqualified to come to this family again.
After saying goodbye, she didn't know when she would be able to meet Yang Lina, so she still wanted to come and see her.
Now that she sees it, she doesn't feel as guilty as before.
Wang Landao: "Sister Yang, it's getting late, so I'll leave first. I have to catch the evening flight. Please take care of yourself."
Yang Lina said: "Leave so soon."
Wang Landao: "Yes, when I left this time, I took two days of family leave. I didn't want to, but I had no choice."
Yang Lina said: "Then let the driver take you to the airport. There are no buses here. You have to walk down the mountain to find one."
On this point, Wang Landao did not refuse.
Wang Landao: "Thank you, Sister Yang."
When Wang Lan left, Yang Lina sent her to the door of the courtyard.
The snow was still falling in the yard, and Yang Lina felt a little cold. She huddled on the sofa as soon as she entered.
She just went out to see Wang Lan off when Xue Yurou called.
Chen Yuedao: "Mom asked us to go over and said that Lin Lin was here and let us have dinner together in the evening."
Yang Lina rubbed her aching temples and said, "I know, you go over first and I'll squint for a while and then I'll come over. I'm really sleepy."
Chen Yuedao: "Your blood pressure is too low. Do you have any medicine at home?"
"Yes, I'll go get something to eat."
Chen Yuedao: "Okay, then wake up."
Yang Lina went upstairs to take medicine, got into bed and closed her eyes.
Li Jingming came back from Chen Peng's side and searched around the house for Yang Lina, and finally found her in the room.
She huddled under the quilt, with only her head exposed.
Li Jingming slowed down, walked quietly to the bed, put her exposed hand under the quilt, and gently stroked the top of her head with the other hand.
Perhaps it was because of Liu Yeqiu's departure that Li Jingming was still somewhat scared when he saw Chen Peng like that. He just sat quietly by the bed and looked at Yang Lina with a pair of gentle eyes.
It took more than an hour to see this.
When Yang Lina was woken up by the alarm clock, she saw Li Jingming sitting beside the hospital bed. Her whole body ached and her brain was heavy.
She murmured: "When did you come back?
Why are you sitting here stupidly after you come back?"
Li Jingming then took her hand and said, "I just want to see more of you, but I can't get enough of you."
Yang Lina's face moved twice on the pillow. She struggled to get up, threw herself into Li Jingming's arms, and said, "Hold me tight, I want you to hold me tight."
Li Jingming held her tightly and gently stroked the back of her head with one hand.
"What's wrong?"
Yang Lina also wrapped her arms around Li Jingming's waist. She buried her face in his arms and said, "I'm afraid. I'm afraid that one day I will leave you and the child.
I'm really scared."
Li Jingming rested his chin on Yang Lina's shoulder, gently rubbed the side of his face against Yang Lina's face, and said, "Don't be afraid, the child and I will always be with you.
Besides, my wife is ten years younger than me, so if she wants to leave, I should leave first.
Be good and don’t be afraid.”
Both of them actually knew it well.
In fact, everyone will die in the end. If you say you are not afraid, death sounds natural. However, when someone passes away and you see the tears of your loved ones, you will be very scared for a moment.
Yang Lina said: "You have coaxed me all your life, will you regret it?"
Li Jingming said: "Don't regret it, it's too late for me to love you.
We have been married for decades, and I rarely say I love you, but I still say that, if you need me, my life is yours."
Yang Lina slowly raised her head, her eyes wet.
Even though he is in his forties, his charm is still there.
Li Jingming lowered his head and kissed Yang Lina tenderly. Yang Lina responded with her eyes closed.
At this moment, she felt that it was great to be alive.
It seems that the whole world is not important to her, as long as she lives.
The two of them might have been moved by the scene, so they tossed around in the bedroom for a long time before getting up, getting dressed, and went to Xue Yurou's place.
Yang Lina wore a pure white long down jacket and a hat. Li Jingming held her hand and walked in the snow.
Li Jingming wore a long black windbreaker, and his tall back showed no signs of aging. Yang Lina's petite body stood aside. The scene of the two holding hands looked particularly warm and enviable.
Su Lin played chess with Su Zhanpeng all afternoon. Su Lin had always beaten Mr. Su before, and today she beat Su Zhanpeng.
Originally, Su Lin had agreed to go see the old man, but I knew that Su Lin was coming and asked the driver to take her here in the afternoon.
The old man had white hair, and when he was playing chess with Su Lin, the hand holding the chess pieces kept shaking.
Su Lin looked at Mr. Su and couldn't help but wet his eyes.
Growing up, her grandfather loved her the most and pampered her in everything.
At that time, the old man was very cruel to Su Han, but he was never cruel to her.
Su Lin cried silently when he thought about the past.
Mr. Su is getting older, and his reaction is not as good as before.
He said: "Girl Lin, why are you still crying?"
Su Lin said: "Grandpa, I didn't cry, it was sand that got into my eyes."
Mr. Su said again: "Did Xiao Han bully you?
If he bullies you, tell me and I will find someone to beat him up."
Su Lin shook his head: "No grandpa, he is really good to me."
In Shanghai, apart from her classmates and colleagues, she actually has no relatives.
As for Su Yunyan, she was her aunt, and she was very kind to her. But after Su Lin knew her identity, she felt very uncomfortable every time she went there, so she always went there during the holidays.
They didn't even take the initiative to go.
In Shanghai, her children and Han Haibin are everything to her.
She is a very lucky person. She was able to escape suffering when she was a child, and when she grew up, she was able to meet such a good person as Han Haibin. She was already very satisfied.
Mr. Su said: "Then why are you crying?
You married far away. If you feel wronged, go find your aunt.
Your aunt is a good person just like your parents.
My child, don’t put too much pressure on yourself. You, your child, have also encountered a lot of bad things. If you live one more day in this world, you have to bite the bullet and take one more step forward. Nothing is impossible.
As long as you can make peace with it, everything is easy."
Su Lin understood the meaning of Mr. Su's words, and still hoped that she would be more open-minded.
Su Lin nodded and said: "Grandpa, you are right, but Grandpa, I'm sorry, I defeated you again."
Mr. Su looked down and said, "Oh, I made a mistake. Did you do it on purpose, girl?"
You couldn't beat me at chess before, why are you so good at chess now?"
Su Lin retorted: "No way? When I played chess with my grandfather in the past, I was the winner, okay?
Now it's even more impossible for you to beat me. I often play with Grandpa Han in Haishi, and Grandpa Han, like you, has never beaten me once.