Chapter 726 Why did I only know what was wrong now?
Yang Lina was startled, then smiled politely and said, "Thank you, Auntie, I just had dinner."
"Then you two sit down and I'll wash my grandson's diaper."
Mother Zhang turned around happily and left the room.
Yang Lina did not expect that the two people who had a terrible relationship with mother-in-law and daughter-in-law in the past could actually smile at each other because of the existence of a boy.
While Yang Lina was happy for Tian Li, she also had a question mark on her face.
Doesn't her temper change too quickly?
Just because Tian Li gave birth to a son?
"I gave birth to the child, and when she heard it was a son, she came to serve me and said a lot of apologies.
You know my temperament and I don't like to care.
No matter what, she is Kaifu's mother. Don't look at Kaifa thinking about me now. In fact, I know in my heart that he is thinking about his parents all the time.
I thought, since she took a step back because of the child, I had nothing to hold accountable, and she wanted to serve me, so I agreed."
Tian Li looked relieved, and Yang Lina smiled.
Yes, who doesn’t want to live a good life?
Zhang's mother's gender transition made Yang Lina think about a lot of things from the perspective of a daughter-in-law.
A woman married in a rural area must have a son so that her husband's family can look up to you.
Yang Lina couldn't help but laugh in her heart, what the hell is this?
However, the reality is like this.
Whether it is Liu Yeqiu, Wang Lan, Tian Li, or Shi Chunhua, their fate seems to be a tragedy.
Although I don’t know what will happen in the future, the current situation is that women, as women, look down on women who give birth to women.
Destiny is inherited by women, why do women still look down on women?
This question seems very contradictory, and Yang Lina also thinks that it is probably because women have suffered too much in their lives that they do not want to have a daughter.
She chatted with Tian Li for more than ten minutes and then left. After all, she had just given birth, so it was better to rest.
***
Su Lin took the train for a day and two nights to reach Yun County. Along the way, she learned that only three girls were going to Yang County on this trip.
Before arriving in Yun County, Su Lin had imagined the environment here. When he arrived, he realized that compared with this place, Yang County was like paradise.
The county hospital in Yun County only has a few mud houses, and even the place where the three girls live is a temporary tent.
Su Lin looked at the bed built with door panels inside. There was a layer of straw under the thin mattress.
Su Lin was a little disappointed. At this time, Li Jingxuan and Anna were on his mind.
She realized that she was rejecting this place in her heart, and immediately told herself in the next second that no matter what kind of living environment she was facing now, she would grit her teeth and face it positively.
Thinking back on the life that Yang Lina has lived for more than ten years, what does this mean?
Su Lin encouraged himself, but Schumann looked indifferent.
Qiao Qiao was different. She held her luggage and cried for a long time, looking like she was reluctant to leave.
When they arrived, a tractor hired by the county hospital came to pick them up at the train station.
It takes two hours of tractor driving from the train station to Yun County.
The mountain road was rugged and dusty. Qiao Qiao thought that it would take another two hours of bumpy rides to get back to the train station. Seeing that Su Lin had no intention of leaving, Qiao Qiao gave up the idea.
The journey was long, and the three of them were already exhausted.
They probably packed their belongings, then fetched water from the well and scrubbed in the yard.
The person in charge of the hospital is a woman in her fifties. She cooked a bowl of plain noodles for the three of them, and even added a poached egg to it. This was considered top-notch treatment.
Su Lin was very hungry, but when she put the noodles without oil and water in her mouth, she couldn't swallow them.
Suddenly, she remembered the crabs she ate with Han Haibin.
Schumann didn't care. He lowered his head and ate the noodles calmly, as if he had no sense of taste.
Qiao Qiao looked at the noodles with a look of disgust, and reluctantly asked the person in charge, Mrs. Chang, for some salt and vinegar, and then reluctantly ate the bowl of noodles.
It was hard for Su Lin to swallow the noodles without a bit of green. In the end, she only ate the poached eggs.
Aunt Chang looked at the untouched noodles in Su Lin's bowl and did not throw them away.
Soon, they will know that this is already a very good treatment.
***
Here at Susan, every day seems like a year.
As soon as she opens her eyes, she will miss Shu Yanxiu.
Her appetite is getting worse and worse, her body temperature fluctuates high and low, and she even vomits out whatever she eats.
She felt that her life was rapidly consuming. She looked at herself in the mirror, her face was as pale as a ghost, and uncontrollable grief came from deep in her heart.
Before, she could deceive herself and use powder to cover her sick complexion, but now, she can't even get out of this damn room.
She fears death and faces death every day.
She touched her cheek with her hand. Thinking of how her hair would fall out in the future, she threw away the mirror in fear.
When Jian Mei came in with her lunch box, Susan Shan looked calm.
Jian Mei is afraid that her daughter already knows the truth. The calmer she is, the more Jian Mei feels that something is wrong with her.
"Mom, will all my hair fall out?"
Jian Mei pursed her lips tightly, silent tears flowing down uncontrollably.
"Shanshan, listen to mom, it will get better. How about we go abroad for treatment?"
In despair, Jian Mei thought about the medical level abroad and wanted to take Susan to try abroad. Although Su Yongchang agreed, he knew in his heart that there was no other way.
"Mom, I can feel that my strength is disappearing, and I know I won't live long."
A trace of despair flashed in Susanshan's eyes.
"Shanshan, you can't think like that. You must cheer up and never give up."
Jian Mei cried sadly. Susan Shan looked at the extra strands of white in Jian Mei's hair and raised the corners of her mouth slightly.
"Mom, I'm sorry, I was wrong.
I did something wrong."
Because of her willfulness, she gave up Shu Yanxiu, whom she had fallen in love with long ago.
Because of jealousy, she deceived her own heart and let down the people around her who had silently given to her.
Also because of hatred, she lost too much.
In the end, when I was about to die, I realized that the obsession deep in my heart could not be taken away.
Those loved ones and those money cannot be taken away at all.
Jian Mei hugged Susan Shan and gently stroked her head.
Why did I realize my mistake now?
Why?
If I could be sensible earlier and avoid going to Yang County, maybe this disease could still be cured.
Jian Mei knew that she was deceiving herself.
However, she wanted her child to live.
No one could understand that after giving birth to a child in pain for three days and three nights, she could not just watch her die.
"Mom, I want to go home. I want to go home to be with you and dad."
It was cold and quiet here, and she didn't want to be alone.
This was her last and only request.
She wanted to accompany them and spend her last days with them.
In this way, you will still feel the slightest warmth before you die.