Chapter seven hundred and fiftieth chapters no longer expect family affection
She just dealt with the matter selfishly and according to her own ideas.
"Okay, mom is waiting for you."
Although Xue Yurou was sad, she felt much more at ease.
Shu Yanxiu saw Su Lin hang up the phone and asked tentatively: "You just said, what happened to Shanshan?"
Su Lin didn't know how to answer, and she felt very depressed at the moment.
This sudden news left her at a loss as to how to tell Shu Yanxiu.
She thought about it and decided to tell him.
"Shanshan is dead because of leukemia."
Shu Yanxiu found it funny. When he saw her a few months ago, she was still very lively. How could she have leukemia?
Shu Yanxiu's first thought was that Su Lin must be joking with her.
This joke is not funny at all.
"Su Lin, even if you don't like Shanshan, you can't curse her to death."
Shu Yanxiu chuckled lightly, with a hint of sarcasm flashing in the corner of his eyes.
Su Lin's face darkened and he shook his head helplessly.
"Shu Yanxiu, go back and don't stay in Yun County anymore.
Believe it or not, she is gone. I just want to say to you, take care of yourself, there is no resurrection after death.
I know you are sad and sad, and you don't want to believe that this is the truth, but you still have to live your life as usual, and don't let her go without worry."
After Su Lin finished speaking, he left the office with a calm expression.
As soon as she left the office, her legs went weak, and she accidentally stepped on the sole of her foot and almost fell down the steps.
This news was also incredible to her.
Su Lin knew that Shu Yanxiu was just lying to herself.
Who would believe her if she said she had no feelings for Susan?
If there were no feelings, how could Shu Yanxiu run from Shanghai to Yang County, get Susan Shan out of prison, and keep her by his side.
Su Lin probably didn't hate Shu Yanxiu as much as before. This was because the Shu family had published a newspaper to expel Shu Yanxiu from the Shu family. Later she found out that Shu Yanxiu was kicked out because of Susan Shan.
Su Lin felt tired. In life, people come and go in a hurry. They care about everything, but in the end they all leave empty-handed.
Instead of pretending to be those things in your mind, it is better to be the most comfortable and relaxed version of yourself.
After coming this year, she knew a lot of things, but there was no way for her to escape like this.
When Su Lin thought of this, he felt his heart congested.
The more she thought about it, the more she wanted to go back as soon as possible.
For her to leave like this is not fair to her parents who raised her.
That afternoon, Shu Yanxiu left Yun County.
When he left, he bought ten bags of rice and ten bags of flour for Yunxian kitchen stove, and left an envelope for Schumann with two thousand yuan in it.
The office seemed very quiet, and Schumann didn't know what to say.
Su Lin has never been so absent-minded as she is today. She looks strong on the outside, but the desolation and sadness in her heart are all on her face.
Goudan'er and Huahua seemed to have noticed Sulin's sadness, and they huddled in the corner obediently and remained motionless.
Schumann looked at the time, it was already past nine o'clock, and usually the two little guys were asleep.
Schumann was afraid that if Su Lin sat down like this, he would be able to sit there until dawn. She coughed dryly, and then Su Lin realized that she had been in a daze for a long time.
"Su Lin, Goudan and Huahua are sleepy."
Schuman spoke, Su Lin stood up, helped Goudan and Huahua make the bed, and they turned off the lights and closed the office door.
"Su Lin, let's go sit at the door."
Schumann suggested, and Su Lin nodded.
The two sat on the big stone at the entrance of the hospital. Sulin looked up at the moonlight.
The moonlight tonight is different from the moonlight that Han Haibin came to two days ago. The stars tonight seem to be particularly bright.
"Su Lin, I think I will go to many places after graduation to see different mountains, see different waters, and find a different version of myself."
Schumann seemed to have something on his mind too, Su Lin sighed.
"Why don't you go home?"
Su Lin's memory: Schumann went to college for two years, her home was in Shanghai, but she never went back during holidays.
"Su Lin, actually I think you understand me. Since Shu Qing's death, I have always been redundant, including Shu Yanxiu. He is probably not redundant except for his status as the heir of the Shu family, and the rest is the same as me.
I no longer expect family affection, I want to be free for the rest of my life."
After Schumann finished speaking, she looked relaxed and relieved, and she looked up at the stars in the sky.
Since you can't change the surrounding environment, then change your own mentality.
At this moment, Schumann felt happy inside.
Because finally, she was willing to open her heart and express her true feelings to her only friend.
She suddenly wanted to go to the prairie. Whenever night came, she could lie on the grassland comfortably and greedily watch the stars above her head twinkling.
Schumann felt that one day when this wish came true, her life would have reached its peak.
Sulin didn't expect that Schumann would suddenly say these words to her.
She and Schumann are actually very similar to the same kind of person, but their situations and circumstances are exactly the opposite.
“I’m also confused now.
Did you know?
I am not my parents’ biological child.”
After Su Lin finished speaking, he smiled openly and continued.
"I only overheard it this year.
You also know the person who changed my identity with me. She worked so hard and was so good, but she met a family of people who were cruel and inhumane.
I used to look down on people like that, but when I learned that I share the same blood as them, I felt that I was redundant.
Because I was like a robber who robbed her of the life that should have belonged to her.
I feel guilty now. When I see Goudan and Huahua, I seem to see that person’s miserable childhood.
I originally wanted to leave quietly like this, but I found that I couldn't do it because the girl knew her life experience and was still thinking about how to protect me.
Manman, we are born as human beings, and there are huge differences between people.
You said that she was so miserable and tired when she was a child, and that if she knew the truth, she could ascend to heaven in one step, but she has never even had such an idea.
I think I should go back, tell the truth openly and frankly, and let her return to her family.
In this way, I can have a clear conscience and live the rest of my life in a down-to-earth manner.
I already owe that girl too much and I don’t want to owe her anymore.”
With a smile on her lips, Su Lin smiled and spoke out the words she was holding in her heart. After speaking, she sniffed and lowered her head to wipe away the cold liquid from the corners of her eyes.
Sometimes, what you really have is not getting it, but choosing to give it up.
Schumann on the side did not show any shock.
She had a calm look on her face and just turned back to look at Su Lin who was smiling and crying.
No matter what happened to the people around her, she didn't think it was strange at all.
If some people are outrageously bad, then some people must also be kind and generous.
Schumann felt that Sulin was lucky.
Although he is not a biological child of the Su family, he has been favored by the Su family since childhood.