Just hearing what happened in the village, Yang Lina could only shake her head helplessly.
It’s really enough for some people to do this well as a human being.
This sentence really fits the situation: if you go out to fool around, you will have to pay it back sooner or later.
"Tian Li didn't talk nonsense in the house over there, did she?"
Li Jingming sat by the stove and washed his feet, still surprised by Tian Li's behavior tonight.
"She's not talking nonsense, right?
You men simply don’t understand how difficult it is for a woman to survive in an environment where her husband doesn’t love her and her mother-in-law doesn’t love her.
Tian Li was surrounded by several children at that time, and her clothes were torn and dirty. It was either that she didn't change them or she didn't have time.
In fact, she is much more capable than many women in this village. She not only has to feed her children and farm the land, but also manages the household inside and out. If she can support a few children, it is already pretty good."
Yang Lina said a few words for Tian Li, but what she said was in Li Jingming's heart.
He used to have this kind of behavior.
Li Jingming didn't speak. He washed his feet silently, put on his clothes and got into bed. Without saying a word, he took Yang Lina into his arms and pressed his big hands tightly against her bulging belly, feeling the child punching and kicking her inside.
Tonight, Tian Li brought up many topics emotionally, which also made Yang Lina think a lot from the perspective of the original owner.
She thought that when she first came here, she was just like these people in that she looked down on the original owner.
But now that I think about it, they are actually the same type of person.
It's probably because they are the same kind of people that they have this kind of symbiosis.
"Li Jingming, you have to apologize to my past life, and apologize sincerely.
Although I have made mistakes in the past, you may not be completely right."
Yang Lina stared at the dimly lit window and spoke softly.
"Daughter-in-law, I made mistakes in the past, but let's not look back. Let's look forward.
In this life, I will spend the rest of my life making up for the mistakes I made in the past, okay?"
"good."
Yang Lina raised her lips slightly, turned over with difficulty and got into Li Jingming's arms, and fell asleep soon after.
***
Opening his mouth, he looked at the mess on the table. He was emotionally sensitive after drinking. He, a grown man, beat his head uncontrollably and sobbed silently.
He was very sad, so sad that he died.
They are rough people who don't know how to care for their wives, let alone what love is.
At that time, he knew that he was his mother's son and the father of his daughter, but he had never had an identity called his wife's husband.
He already knew that he was a bastard, but he didn't expect that he would leave so much pain in his wife's heart.
Life is getting better now, but in the wife's heart, those things from the past still exist.
Regret and self-blame made this tall man cry like a child after getting drunk.
All five children were asleep on the kang. Mother Zhang wanted to dissuade them, but she could not open her mouth.
Zhang Kai was tired of crying, so he staggered up and went to the room where Tian Li slept.
Mother Zhang then jumped out of bed and took the initiative to clear the table.
Tian Li was already fast asleep, Zhang Kaikai just lay aside, hugging Tian Li, and cried for a long time before falling asleep.
***
Yun County.
Han Haibin stayed with Su Lin all afternoon. At four o'clock, Su Lin wanted to cook a bowl of noodles for Han Haibin and give him a surprise.
But as she had never cooked before, she spent nearly half an hour in the kitchen without making a bowl of noodles, and ended up wasting a handful of noodles.
She almost burst into tears looking at him, cursing herself for being a waste in her heart.
When Han Haibin appeared in the kitchen, he saw Su Lin's sad face and couldn't help but smile.
"Actually, I'm not very hungry, so you don't have to be like this."
Su Lin looked embarrassed. After all, these days, no matter how good a girl is who can't cook, she's probably just a waste in the eyes of boys.
"Then next time."
Su Lin smiled, shrugged his shoulders pretending to be relaxed, and hid the accidentally cut finger behind his back.
"Is your hand hurt?"
Naturally, her small actions did not escape Han Haibin's eyes.
"No."
"Come here and let me take a look."
Han Haibin pulled Su Lin's finger and frowned when he saw the wound.
"Come on, let me bandage your wound."
Su Lin wanted to withdraw his hand, but Han Haibin held it tightly.
"This wound is not big and does not need to be bandaged."
Su Lin regretted it after saying that. Han Haibin didn't care about her at all.
She was really afraid that when this guy was bandaging her, he would deliberately retaliate and let herself experience the sour feeling of disinfection.
As a result, Han Haibin bandaged her small wound and did not forget to tie a small bow on it.
Well, it can be seen that Han Haibin's bandaging skills are much better than his own.
Su Lin looked at the little bow on his finger and thought it was actually pretty good.
She put Han Haibin into the car, and after watching the car disappear, she turned around neatly and skipped to the office.
Schumann and Xu Yizhe were lying on the window, watching the parting scene. They thought Su Lin would stage a scene of deep love and inseparability, but she seemed to be in a good mood.
"You shouldn't have this expression when he's gone, right?"
Schumann put his chin on one hand and looked at it.
"Then what should I look like?
Holding her lap and crying?
Forget it, we like each other anyway, and sooner or later we will be together."
Su Lin proudly raised his little chin and stretched out his fingers tied with small bows in a showy manner.
"Dang, dang, dang... Look, the wound that the male god has bandaged himself, does it smell sweet, with a hint of love?"
Su Lin put his finger to the tip of his nose and sniffed it enjoyingly.
Sure enough, it is the taste of love.
Schumann chuckled and said, "I didn't notice the smell of love. I seemed to only smell the smell of blood."
Su Lin gritted his teeth, rushed over and pretended to choke Schumann.
Xu Yizhe looked at the two girls in front of him with interest. The drama queen himself was right.
Aunt Chang went into the kitchen and saw that the kitchen was in a mess, with half a pot of noodles soaked in the pot.
Aunt Chang held her forehead, and little girl Su Lin could do whatever she wanted. Just don't let her enter the kitchen, and don't let her bandage the wounds of acquaintances.
Now, there is no need to cook at night. Once the half pot of noodles is cooked, I will make do with some vegetables.
Han Haibin's car left the county town. He parked the car on the side of the road and lit a cigarette for himself.
He looked at the heavy gauze wrapped around his hands and raised the corners of his mouth.
The way this gauze is wrapped is really strange.
Han Haibin thought about leaving in a while, and a trace of worry flashed in his eyes.
***
On Yang Lina's side, when she woke up the next day, Wang Ying brought over a ceramic jar of millet porridge, a plate of scrambled eggs and four white-flour steamed buns from her old house.
Yang Lina got up from the bed and retreated into bed after eating breakfast.
When Zhu Xiumei and a group of women came with things, Yang Lina had to get out of bed to greet everyone out of politeness.