In the end, Gong Xue allowed Gao Lie to hold her hand, but he was not allowed to take any further action.
The grass is green and the sun is just right.
The two of them just cuddled together quietly, holding hands together, feeling that everything around them was so quiet and beautiful.
After a long time, Gao Lie moved his shoulder to make her lean more comfortably.
"Are you tired?" From the beginning of the journey, they never stopped, and they traveled mostly by cars and trains. Even he would feel tired occasionally, let alone her who was full of worries.
Gong Xue kept her eyes closed. When she heard his question, the corners of her lips raised slightly, "I'm not tired."
Afraid that he wouldn't believe it, she thought for a while and added an annotation to the previous sentence: "I feel very peaceful inside."
Gao Lie's heart moved, he held her hand and tightened unconsciously.
Gong Xue raised the corners of her lips and smiled, still closing her eyes, and asked softly: "If I want to talk to myself for a long time, won't you want to listen to me?"
Long-winded?
In an instant, Gao Lie understood what she meant.
Confide your concerns to him?
The light in his eyes jumped, and he put his hand on the back of her hand and pressed it gently, "Don't be burdened in front of me. No matter what you want to say is good or bad, I can accept it."
Unexpectedly, she didn't even give Gao Lie any time to pause, so she said to him in a low voice: "I love you."
Then, "I love you, Ariel." She repeated it, this time her voice was obviously much clearer than before.
Gao Lie was a little confused.
Whoever said it just now, no matter what she says next is good or bad, he can accept it.
But his girl only said one thing, and it was a very, very good thing, but he felt that he couldn't accept it.
It wasn't that he couldn't accept it, but that too much ecstasy and excitement rushed at him all at once. Even if he opened a big hole in his body, he couldn't hold it in.
Guessing that Gao Lie was like this with his mouth slightly open in surprise, Gong Xue raised her eyelids and glanced at him, and then teased with a slightly raised corner of her lips: "What, don't believe it? If you don't believe it, I'll take it back, just pretend that I don't
Said."
"That can't happen! We are soldiers. We always say what we say and do, and we never say anything that cannot be done. Don't you think so, my dear wife?" Gao Lie was so happy! He thought that he was in the valley of the cemetery before.
The shouts were all unintentionally shouted when she was venting her emotions, but she never thought that she would actually say these words to him when her thoughts were extremely clear.
"Isn't that right, my dear wife?" His girl is very powerful and usually doesn't give him hope. Once she does, she is an extremely powerful bomb, and she is also a happiness card.
Gong Xue answered his "acting like a baby" with a smile.
Gao Lie took a long breath of joy, and then a look of gratitude appeared on his face, "Thank you, Xiaoxue, even if you don't say this to me for the rest of your life, I will still love you for the rest of my life. But you still said it.
, do you know how deeply it moved me and how much confidence it gave me..."
"You told me, just say what's on your mind, and don't keep too many secrets between husband and wife," she said.
Gao Lie was stunned. He seemed to have said that, but he couldn't remember exactly when.
Gong Xue stood up and looked at Gao Lie with complicated eyes.
"You're right. Husband and wife shouldn't have too many secrets. Moreover, they shouldn't be self-reliant and self-sufficient, thinking that they are the most correct person in the world." She spoke slowly but clearly.
She stretched out her fingers and pressed them on Gao Lie's lips, blocking what he wanted to say.
"listen to me."
"The person I just mentioned who is self-contained and self-contained is myself. You are very good, you have always been very good. Really, Ariel, you are really a very good person. It turns out that I don't know this, or,
It's A Yuan who occupies too much place in my heart, so I deliberately ignored you. In the days after our marriage, you did everything a husband can do. You tolerated my selfishness and narrow-mindedness, and you tolerated my
You are strong and stubborn, you accompany me through my loneliness and grievances, you teach me to be unruly and noble, you are not only my husband, but also my mentor and helpful friend in life and work. However, I don’t know how to cherish you even though you are such a good person. I’m sorry.
Ariel, as your wife, I have always been unqualified." Gong Xue said with a serious expression.
"Uh-------" Gao Lie moved anxiously, wanting to say something, but her fingers pressed his lips, rendering him speechless.
"I know this trip was deliberately arranged by you. I accepted it gladly because before I came, I had already made the most important decision in my life, which was to completely walk the road I had walked with A Yuan before.
Yes, say goodbye to him well and seriously." Gong Xue's eyes turned red.
"Sister-in-law Hua Jingyi is right. People can't always be immersed in the past and unable to extricate themselves. When I just lost A Yuan, my world was shattered. The sunny sky above my head instantly turned into a starless and moonless night. It was pitch black.
It was so sad that I could not breathe, and even lost the courage to take the next step. I thought that I would not have any future or hope, and that I could just live in peace and loneliness for the rest of my life. At that time, I was stubborn
I think that if a person dies and is no longer there, there will be nothing left. What is left is nothing but countless pain and endless regret. I never thought that there is a medicine with the most miraculous healing effect in the world.
, its name is time. It turns out that this magical pill can dilute everything, and even the most stubborn memories will gradually become blurred under its influence."
"Although the memory is not so clear, our hearts will still remember, we will remember every bit of time we were with him, we will remember the many small and touching things he did for you, and we will remember his love for you.
I love him so much. When I think of him, I still feel as sad and painful as when I lost him many years ago, but I will never fall into such a dark night again, and I will never be able to get out. He is like the brightest star,
Living in my memory, I think that having such a shining star accompanying me brings me more of his warm heart. It was A Yuan’s departure that made me understand that there are some people who love us, he may
He can no longer be truly touched by us, and even we can no longer hear his voice. Even so, I believe that he is still silently loving the person he loves in another place." Gong
Snow lowered her eyelashes...
"A Yuan doesn't want me to feel unhappy or unhappy because of him. If one day, he finds that he has become the source of my unhappiness, he will definitely choose to leave voluntarily. But I can't let it go. I have been reluctant to let it go for so many years.
Let go, let go of the unforgettable emotional experience with him, so I pretend to be strong, pretend to be happy, pretend to be the person he wants to be, but in fact, what do I really look like?" she asked herself.