"Oh, stabbing me with a knife won't work, taking dichlorvos won't work, jumping off a building won't work, and even going on a hunger strike won't work. God, please kill me."
He Yufei wailed in his messy bedroom, and then banged his head against the wall.
Blood flowed out after a while, but He Yufei didn't stop at all. It wasn't until he felt that the pain had become numb that he stopped, then pointed his middle finger towards the ceiling and cursed:
"Bad Zhu, don't let me go out, otherwise I will fall so hard that even your mother won't recognize you, bah."
After spitting out bloody saliva, He Yufei fell on the bed and went to sleep. Nearly a year has passed since that time when he committed suicide with a knife. He has tried many suicides and creative ways.
He committed suicide, but he was lucky enough to not die every time. In the end, he simply went on a hunger strike. He found that a month later, although he was too hungry to move, he just couldn't die. Later, it seemed that this world was created by that rotten bead.
I was also upset with him. When he committed suicide again, his body returned to the same state the next moment.
Seeing that the world had finally changed some of its order, He Yufei continued to destroy and go crazy. However, just like his suicide, as long as he finished destroying the world many times, the scene and time needed for recovery would no longer appear, and the next moment he would change again.
Returning to the original state that was destroyed by He Yufei, He Yufei was so angry in his heart.
He now feels like a clown in the game. Even the programs of this world automatically ignore him, and now the people and animals in his world have been erased. It seems that after He Yufei committed suicide many times, this
The world also knows that He Yufei understands that these are all illusions, but even if he doesn't let him out or ignore him, he won't let him die.
But He Yufei can already feel pain and drowsiness, but if he holds it back and keeps reminding himself that he will not faint, then at a certain critical point, his body will return to the best moment, and after that, this
The world simply goes back to the previous day after one day. In other words, everything will be the same as the previous day. The calendar will not change, and the shape of the clouds in the sky will not change. Only He Yufei knows that it has passed.
One day passed, and after that, He Yufei intensified his self-mutilation and destruction, and the world also started a new order for He Yufei. He Yufei's surroundings were restored once every twelve hours, then eight hours, four hours, and now every five minutes.
The scene and the state of his body made He Yufei almost crazy...
"Oh, time has become shorter again? Now I have been here for one year and one month? Or is it one year and three months? Or more?"
After He Yufei got up from the bed, he looked around at the bedroom that had been completely restored to like new and his intact head, and sighed.
He was lying on the bed just now, because when the world wanted to restore his body, it would force him to sleep. However, every time He Yufei woke up, a time would appear in his mind, but this time it became four minutes. Over time, he also realized that this
It was as if the little bit of Tao he had realized in his heart was reminding him that he was incompatible with this place and he had to go back.
After sitting blankly for a while, He Yufei felt that the sight in front of him suddenly changed for a moment. He Yufei came back to his senses and knew that it was another new situation in the world around him. He looked up at the clock on the wall.
, and pointed to the initial recovery time, 9:23 am.
"I want to go back, I want to go home, mom, dad, Jinxuan, I miss you."
He Yufei cried feebly. He was no longer able to be angry. All the energy in his body had been used up long ago, and his heart was powerless. He was suffering from loneliness all the time. His heart was already very tired. He wanted to sink.
He now knows why Deng Xiaojing and Cheng Yuerong surrendered to that bastard. He almost fell into the trap at that time, let alone ordinary people, and if
There are really people like him who have entered this kind of immortal state, but they can't bear it, and finally lose to that bead. Now he is just because of the Taoism in his heart that supports him and makes him sober.
He knew that falling to that bead would be worse than living in such pain. At least he still knew that he was He Yufei, and at least he could still remember that he loved and the people who loved him.
Countless times he thought of giving up, and countless times he relied on the reminder of God in his heart. Wandering in this world of inner pain, He Yufei never thought that one day, even thinking about death would become so luxurious; he never thought that one day, death would become so luxurious.
, it turns out that immortality is so terrifying and frightening.
"If there were people who succeeded in ascension in the past, would they have died because they wanted to die if they lived for too long, but in the end they found that they still had to live sadly?"
He Yufei murmured as he thought of this, and couldn't help but go out the window and look at the blue sky and white clouds. However, it was "refreshed" after a while, and He Yufei felt an inexplicable feeling of irritation coming from him.
"grass!"
With an angry curse, He Yufei smashed the glass on the window with a punch, gasping for air. The dark side in his heart was at work again, but fortunately the clarity in his heart was suppressed in a hurry.
"No, I can't stay here anymore, I will go crazy sooner or later if this continues."
He Yufei gasped and thought, then waves of coma hit his heart, and he couldn't help but curse:
"Even if the fart hurts a lot, it will knock me out. Damn it..."
After He Yufei woke up again and got up from the ground, he looked down and saw that his fist was intact as before, and the glass on the window was firmly embedded in the window frame just like before.
Sighing again, He Yufei left home and came to the street where there were no animals or people. He walked blankly and tastelessly because he was always moving and didn't pay much attention to the "refresh" every four minutes.
He keeps walking without getting tired or hungry. The time keeps cycling between 9:23 a.m. and 9:27 a.m., and his body functions always stay within this time frame.
In this state, only his thoughts are constantly turning, and he will not go back to the past. He keeps asking himself, where do I want to go, where do I want to go?
"Forget it, let's just go wherever we go."
He Yufei thought so, and gradually walked out of Lu'an, gradually walked out of Linxi, and gradually walked out of Kunzhou. In the end, he didn't know how long he walked. Finally, he stopped at a beach and looked steadily into the distance.
On the surface of the lake, the sunlight shone brightly on the sea surface, making He Yufei's mind start spinning again as he did not want to think too much.
"Sea? Sea! Sea!"
"Hai!!! Haha!!!"
He Yufei laughed loudly, and he ran into the sea regardless of his safety. The seawater gradually submerged He Yufei's feet, calves, knees, then his belly, and chest. Finally, his entire body was submerged by the seawater.
He Yufei drank big gulps of sea water, thinking to himself, let me see how you "brush" this time.
Unexpectedly, just when he felt about to suffocate, his eyes in the water suddenly felt that the water changed, and then he felt much better. When he swallowed another mouthful of sea water, he felt like he was suffocating again.
It came again, and the next moment the sea water changed again, and he felt better again.
He Yufei understood at this time that the world had become a "second-swipe". He didn't even need air now. He Yufei was completely desperate. He didn't want to move anymore. His body slowly floated in the water. He opened his eyes.
Watching the fluctuations in the water and feeling the ever-present suffocation at the zero point, at least let him know that he was still struggling and that he still wanted to return to his own world.
I don't know when, he closed his eyes, just enjoying the suffocation before death; I don't know when, his brain stopped thinking, and it just turned because of the suffocation; I don't know when, he
He had become accustomed to the suffocating feeling, and he didn't even want to use his brain.
"Wow!!!"
In a hospital that seemed to be of some age, the sound of babies crying suddenly came out. Waiting outside the delivery room was an honest and friendly man. This man looked to be only in his twenties, and he looked a bit like He Yufei.
After hearing the cry of the baby in the delivery room, he rubbed his hands anxiously, stretched his neck and looked towards the door of the delivery room. The next moment, he saw a female nurse coming out of the delivery room, and hurriedly ran forward and pulled the female nurse.
The arm said:
"Nurse, nurse, my wife and children..."
"Mother and son are safe, mother and son are safe, it's a son. I'll come out and let you know that he's safe first. Just wait a moment. I'll call you later."
The nurse interrupted the man's nervous words with a smile, and then turned back to the delivery room.
"It's good to be safe, it's good to be safe..."
After the man heard what the nurse said, his nervous expression relaxed, and then he murmured this sentence, and then suddenly his face turned into a silly smile and he said to himself:
"It's a son, haha. I, He Dongping, also have a son, haha."
"Daughter-in-law, daughter-in-law, what do you think we should name our son?"
In a dilapidated hut, young He Dongping looked at the baby lying in the woman's arms with a smile and said.
"Look at what you look like. We have been suffering until now. You can't let our son follow in our footsteps. How about calling him Yu Fei?"
After hearing He Dongping's words, the woman on the kang also looked at the baby with a loving face, thought about it carefully, and then spoke.
"Yu Fei, He Yufei, what a good name, my wife, you are well-educated."
After the young He Dongping heard that the woman on the kang had given his son this name, he read both words blankly, and then complimented the woman on the kang with a silly smile.
"Silly, what kind of education do I have? I just heard our teacher say when I was in elementary school that our earth is also behind this universe, and it is just one week in it. I named Yufei because I hope he can "fly" when he grows up.
"Enter the universe", don't think that the two of us will suffer because we are uneducated."
The woman cursed He Dongping, but she said with a smile.
"Do you want our son to fly to the sky on a rocket?"
After He Dongping heard what the woman said, he was shocked and said, in their eyes, astronauts are just like the characters in the book, how could he not be surprised? You know, for people like him, being able to take the civil service exam is considered a great success.
, He Dongping is a down-to-earth person, so when he heard this, he was more willing to name his son Ergou or Sandan. There is a saying in the village that a cheap name makes it easy to make a living, and the child can grow up safely.