On the brightly lit street, among the crowds of people coming and going. [ ] A young man who is full of despair about the world is walking in the traffic, and his walking style is stumbling. Cars keep speeding in front of him, and there is even a
A car almost hit him. A taxi driver was driving around looking for passengers. The taxi driver was driving at full speed on the highway. Suddenly, a figure slowly walked from the side of the highway to the middle of the road and was about to hit him.
At that moment, the taxi driver immediately stepped on the brakes to stop the car accident. The driver was so angry that he couldn't help but cursed: "How do you walk? You don't have eyes when you walk!" The young man looked at that person.
The driver walked into the opposite hill without looking back.
The young man who was full of despair about the world just now is called Liu Qirui. He is 19 years old and is a student at Likang University. When he was in high school, his grades were very good, and his grades were among the top ten in the school every time. Until he entered
Li Kang Middle School was still the same. Until one day, Liu Qirui met a beautiful girl named Lin Mei, who studied in the same department as him. The time from acquaintance to falling in love was less than six months.
Six months after they dated, Liu Qirui was still waiting for Lin Mei in the playground as usual. Half an hour passed, and Lin Mei was late. Liu Qirui happily ran up and said to her with a smile: "
Why did you come here! I've been waiting for you for a long time, do you know." The two were quiet for a while, and Lin Mei spoke first: "Qirui, let's break up! I don't think we are suitable for each other." Liu Qirui listened.
The moment Lin Mei said she wanted to break up, it was like a bolt from the blue, and she was stunned.
He grabbed Lin Mei and said loudly: "Why, aren't we good? Why should we break up? Why." Lin Mei just said lightly: "Because I won't be happy if we are together with you, so let's break up!"
After saying that, he shook off Liu Qirui's hand. Suddenly a handsome rich man came out and hugged Lin Mei and said: "Xiaomei is right, you want a house but you don't have a house, you want money but you don't have money. Here you go.
You won't be happy together. Look at me, my family has a lot of money. So just give up on this idea!" After saying that, he fiddled with his clothes.
Liu Qirui, who was so angry that he had lost his mind, shouted: "Shut up, you are talking nonsense." Before he could finish speaking, he was kicked by the handsome young man. A huge pain suddenly came from his body.
Pain came from his stomach, causing Liu Qirui to squat on the ground and clutch his stomach, groaning. The handsome rich man snorted coldly, turned around and left. He didn't care about Liu Qirui, who was squatting on the ground and groaning in pain.
The pain gradually subsided, and Liu Qirui walked on the road blankly. He kept chanting: "Why did we break up? Didn't we live well?" "Why are you like this? God, why are you treating me like this?"
I, what mistake did I make and why did we break up?" Liu Qirui knelt on the ground and said to the sky.
Liu Qirui walked on the road with a listless look and walked back towards home. The scene where he almost crashed just happened. When he got home, Liu Qirui sat on the sofa and kept thinking about all the things they had gone through in the past.
The more Liu Qirui thought about it, the more annoyed he became. The more he thought about it, the more he felt that he couldn't leave Lin Mei. Just when the beautiful moment appeared in front of his eyes, the rich boy's voice echoed in Liu Qirui's mind.
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Liu Qirui was completely despairing of the world, so he tried to commit suicide. He tried five times but failed. The first time was when he turned on the gas at home. Liu Qirui sealed the doors and windows of his home tightly.
, came to the gas stove and opened the valve of the gas tank. Liu Qirui lay on the bed and quietly waited for death to come.
The neighbor next door just came back from going out and walked to the door of Liu Qirui's house. Suddenly he smelled a strong smell of gas. The neighbor didn't care, he just opened the door and threw out the unconscious Liu Qirui.
Qirui was taken out of the room and sent to the hospital. After rescue, he was out of danger. The neighbor who brought him breathed a sigh of relief.
The second time was to cut his wrist. Liu Qirui took advantage of the surrounding neighbors to go to work. So he secretly closed the door tightly and took out a ten centimeter dagger from his body. He endured the pain and cut a bloody mark on his wrist.
Blood continued to flow out of the scar, like a stream. Due to excessive ischemia, Liu Qirui's eyelids continued to worsen, and finally he fell into a coma again.
At this time, the neighbor next door came back again. He called Liu Qirui several times, but he didn't respond. He walked up to him and wanted to open the door to have a look, but the door was locked. The enthusiastic neighbor didn't say anything and just bumped into him.
He walked in through the door. Not long after, he sent Liu Qirui, who was on the verge of death, to the hospital and returned. The enthusiastic neighbor was worried about Liu Qirui and thought of suicide again. He stayed with Liu Qirui in the hospital for a whole day and night, and then he arrived.
I didn't go back until the next day.
The third and fourth times were both hunger strikes. The hospital nurse saw that Liu Qirui was not eating or drinking. She had no choice but to give him a sedative and inserted a gastric tube into his stomach.
He put the food into Liu Qirui's stomach. Seeing Liu Qirui eating, the nurses in the hospital smiled slightly, but they were finally relieved. A week later, Liu Qirui finally went through the discharge procedures.
, went back home to recuperate.
This time Liu Qirui tried to commit suicide again. He was afraid that someone would see him committing suicide. He was afraid that he would not die, so he took a taxi to an unknown hilltop, took out the dichlorvos prepared in advance, opened the door, and raised his head.
At first, I poured dichlorvos into my mouth and swallowed it. I closed my eyes and waited for death to come.
Liu Qirui felt that it was getting more and more uncomfortable to breathe, and the memories of his childhood kept popping up in his mind. "Farewell, Dad, Mom, my son is unfilial, and I will never be filial to you in the next life." This sentence slowly rose in Liu Qirui's heart.
Get up. After saying that, he closed his eyes and gave up his breath.