"Let's go out and play tomorrow!" Xu Xiao, who was lying on the bed, said, as if he had been thinking for a long time before saying this.
At this time, Pei Shan, who was sleeping on the small bed in the cubicle, was lying quietly with his hands folded on the quilt. He heard the voice and replied: "Okay."
He sounded unhurried and calm.
Xu Xiao felt that he was the one who was struggling. He couldn't sleep. He turned around and sighed: "Why you?"
"Pei Shan, let me tell you, if you were to be my brother-in-law, I would be a little scared, you know?"
Pei Shan shook his head, and then thinking that Xu Xiao couldn't see him, he hesitated and said, "Is it because of my master?"
Xu Xiao lay down and sighed: "Maybe."
Pei Shan hesitated for a while, then asked: "Then why did you choose to help me?"
Xu Xiao smiled bitterly, and then said: "Because my grandmother likes you very much, if Yan Xin can marry you, my aunt will also be very happy. There are really very few things I can do for them. If this is the only one,
I hope I can do well."
Pei Shan wondered: "Why do you always have to live for others?"
"What?" Xu Xiao seemed not to hear clearly!
Pei Shandao: "I feel that you have been living for others! You were before and you still are now!"
"What about yourself? Where do you put yourself? My wife said that only when a person loves himself first can he have the strength to love others!"
"Have you ever thought that these so-called good things you think would be a burden to others?"
"Because you look like you are trying to compromise!"
Pei Shan's words were very sharp, which gave Xu Xiao a blow in his confused life.
He began to reflect and at the same time sighed: "Pei Shan, you are really transparent!"
"But I can't be as...so free and easy as you!"
Pei Shandao: "Maybe it's because there are too few people who truly love you. You always subconsciously want to catch those who are good to you, but you have forgotten that you have seen through human nature from the beginning. Why do you expect more and more people?"
Are there more and more?"
Pei Shan said and shook his head.
He struggled out of the mud and found his way out, never thinking about going back again.
Even if those who caused him to fall into the quagmire appeared, knelt in front of him, and begged for his forgiveness, he would still be indifferent or even find it ridiculous.
Why can they appear innocent just because they are vulnerable when they cause others to get hurt?
The real badness often means that they are not aware of their own badness, but instead feel that they are pitiful and need to be pitied!
Pei Shan knew that he would never sympathize with him because he had very little love, only enough to love the people around him who had warmed him.
On the other side, Xu Xiao chewed on what Pei Shan said, "There are very few people who really love you..."
Suddenly, he smiled bitterly, but his eyes lit up unexpectedly.
He looked at the dusty tent roof. Even though everything in his eyes looked so dim, he seemed to see light in the darkness.
Then he said to Pei Shan: "You are right. I have seen through it a long time ago. Why do I expect so much?"
"I should live a more sober life than you. Unexpectedly, I am still confused and have to wait for you to remind me."
Pei Shan yawned. It was already very late. He didn't think too much, and his sleepiness came as expected.
In a daze, he said to Xu Xiao: "You can try to let go, not of the past, but of your hatred of yourself."
Because when a person starts to love himself, everything around him will get better!
Pei Shan wanted to tell him, but before he could finish speaking, he fell asleep himself.
Xu Xiao was left alone, looking at the roof of the tent, and then decisively got up. He didn't want to sleep anymore.
As a result, as soon as he walked out of the yard, he saw his second uncle coming back carrying a lantern. It seemed that he had gone out to meet guests.
The uncle and nephew looked at each other. Xu Dun saw that he was wearing a robe and said, "Since you can't sleep, play chess with me."
Xu Xiao secretly sighed, how could he be his second uncle's opponent?
The result was unexpected, he won.
Just when he felt incredible, his second uncle had already put away the chess pieces and said: "Marry a wife and live a good life, don't think too much. We only live a hundred years, and being able to become a family member is a deep fate in itself."
"If you don't believe it, you can ask Master Mingxin when you go to Lu Yunhong's house. Even the emperor will listen to his words, let alone you, a brat."
After Xu Dun finished speaking, he drove Xu Xiao back to sleep.
At this time, Xu Xiao, although still stupid, seemed to have not figured it out yet.
But for some reason, his smile looked much more real, and even his eyes were brighter than usual.
The next day, Xu Xiao asked someone to prepare a car early, and took Pei Shan, Xu Yanxin, and Lu Yunzhu out, called Yao Yu, and went to his small courtyard in the countryside together.
He bought this place as a place for his former brothers to live, but after they returned to the troupe, they all moved into the city, so this place naturally became empty.
The gatekeeper of the mud courtyard is an old village man, a very simple countryman.
He built a chicken coop outside the mud yard, raised several chickens in it, and tied two dogs outside.
The boy who followed led the horse to the stable. Xu Xiao said to Pei Shan: "We are in a hurry today. We are not well prepared and there are not many people with us. If we want to eat, we have to do it ourselves."
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Then, without waiting for Pei Shan to speak, he volunteered: "I can't cook, but I can make a fire."
Xu Yanxin looked at her brother in surprise, wondering if they would have nothing to eat at noon today?
As a result, Pei Shan said: "It doesn't matter, I will do it."
Of the three men, one can make a fire and the other can cook.
Xu Yanxin and Lu Yunzhu hugged each other and looked at Yao Yu.
Yao Yu smiled and said helplessly: "Okay, I'll make tea."
Then he said to Lu Yunzhu and Xu Yan: "You two ladies, don't you go to the kitchen to help?"
Lu Yunzhu disliked cooking the most, so she quickly said: "I'll help you, I can wash the cups."
Then she pushed Xu Yanxin and said, "Go help your brother make a fire."
Lu Yunzhu thought that Xu Xiao was her brother, so she wouldn't really let her make a fire.
In the end, Xu Xiao just lit a fire and left, saying he was going to kill the chickens, and never came back.
Xu Yanxin looked at the fire nervously, and at the same time looked at Pei Shan uneasily. She was afraid that if the fire went out, Pei Shan would not be able to cook.
As a result, Pei Shan took two sweet potatoes from nowhere and gave them to her: "Here you go!"
Xu Yanxin held the sweet potato and said, "Give it to me...eat it raw?"
Pei Shan couldn't help laughing, and then said, "No, I'll let you bake it and put it next to the sparkling seeds. Once it's cooked slowly, you can eat it."
Xu Yanxin murmured in response, her cheeks turning red.
While doing what Pei Shan said, she asked, "Do you think I'm useless?"
Pei Shandao: "I didn't know it when I was a child. I only found out after my mother told me. No matter who you are, the first time you work is always unfamiliar, but if you learn it today, it will be much easier next time."
Xu Yan was stunned and said: "But I'm not young anymore..."
Pei Shan sat over and helped her pull out some sparkling seeds, added more firewood, and put the sweet potatoes in to roast.
After doing this, he handed her the poker and said, "You are no longer a child. You should learn faster, okay?"
Xu Yanxin held the pliers and felt the temperature on them was scalding. She blushed and Nono nodded, not daring to look into Pei Shan's eyes.
Next, the kitchen was eerily quiet.
Xu Yanxin kept staring at the fire. She felt that her body was warm when she was next to the fire, which made her feel wrapped in happiness. Especially, there was another person in the room.