('It was getting late. When Xu Junran came in, Lin Yuqing was cooking in the small kitchen. She had no place to live, so the commune arranged her in a house not far from where Xu Junran lived. The two
Individuals can be considered neighbors.
"What are you cooking for?"
When Xu Junran walked in, he could only see a slender figure busy in the kitchen, and couldn't help but ask.
"You're back. Let's rest for a while. The food will be ready soon." When he came back from the capital, Cao Junwei privately gave Lin Yuqing a lot of food stamps, meat stamps, etc., and also gave her five hundred yuan.
, euphemistically called it casual money. Originally, Lin Yuqing planned to refuse, but then she thought that Xu Junran had no extra income and had to pay for food and clothing, so she simply accepted it.
The food she is cooking now is what she just bought from the supply and marketing cooperative.
Xu Junran smiled, walked straight to the bed, threw his clothes on it, sat down by himself, smelled the fragrant smell of vegetables, and then looked at the beauty who was serving him a spoon in the kitchen.
"This kind of life is really comfortable." Xu Junran shook his head and smiled.
After dinner, it was already getting late, but Xu Junran had no intention of leaving. Lin Yuqing blushed and whispered: "Well, you should go back."
Xu Junran was half lying on the bed comfortably, as if he didn't hear Lin Yuqing's words, and just looked at her face silently. Because there was no electric light at this time, he could only light an oil lamp. Under the flickering light, this woman had a look.
A hazy beauty.
"Why should I go back?" Xu Junran smiled and suddenly said something that made Lin Yuqing's heart beat faster.
Lin Yuqing looked at Xu Junran helplessly, looked at the man in front of her seriously, and finally said: "Of course you have to go back, because I'm going to bed."
"Go to sleep, I'll sleep here too." The man's voice sounded a little rogue.
"What you're doing is wrong."
"What's wrong?"
"Have you ever thought about it, my reputation is not good outside, that's all. If we are found together in the commune, your reputation will be ruined."
"Reputation is sometimes like a brothel in ancient times. It's obviously a flesh-and-blood business, but it has to be arty. I won't do the thing of being a bitch and having to erect an arch."
"Can you not be so vulgar? Fortunately, you are still a person who has read books."
"Students are also human beings, they also have to eat, drink, and have sex, and they also have emotions and desires."
Xu Junran suddenly stopped talking, looked at Lin Yuqing, and asked word for word: "Do you think being with me will hurt someone?"
The reason why I asked this was because Xu Junran felt that Lin Yuqing seemed to think that there was something between her and Yuan Xiaoh. She had already shown this since she was in the capital. She would say good things about Yuan Xiaoh in her ears from time to time.
For those who didn’t know, I thought she was going to be a matchmaker between herself and Yuan Xiaoh.
Sitting not far from Xu Junran, Lin Yuqing hesitated a little, but still nodded honestly and said: "I'm not the kind of woman who is too smart. I just feel that if I hurt others with you, it seems like
No. And, do you think we are suitable?"
Xu Junran's answer was quick: "Why is it inappropriate? Where is it inappropriate?"
Lin Yuqing felt that she was going crazy now. Why did Xu Junran suddenly become so deadly?
"Jun Ran, you listen to me. We are that, but it does not mean that I must marry you. Sister in this life, there will be no other men except you, but for your future, you can never be able to
Being with me. "Lin Yuqing looked at Xu Junran, saying one by one, it was obviously a great determination. After thinking about it for a long time, there would be such an answer.
What I didn't expect was that Xu Junran nodded and glanced at Lin Yuqing and continued: "Sorry, I refuse."
Lin Yuqing did not understand what Xu Junran was from the beginning. Although they were all the kinds of people who were dead, it did not mean that she could know Xu Junran's thoughts. So she asked Xu Junran: "Do you know if we are not in
Together, what will the people outside discuss it? "
This is the question of her whole week.
Xu Junran sat straight, looked at Lin Yuqing's eyes, and then nodded in her weird eyes.
Lin Yuqing, who saw him out of this attitude, was overwhelmed. He was a good morning compared to the girls of the same age, but he still knew very little. For her, Xu Junran was like a fun and beautiful toy.
Originally thought that there was only some intersections between the two people. As long as they tried their own desire to possess the man, they could let this relationship pass by the wind. After all, Xu Junran would definitely fly Huang Tengda in the future.
Everyone will forget.
But unfortunately, the development of things is a bit wrong with his estimation. Xu Junran is a different person.
Lin Yuqing was a little stunned, watching Xu Jun's face puzzled.
Xu Junran smiled, and said calmly: "You should already know that I have returned from the capital before, and it can be said that she is not happy. The girlfriend who has been in love for three years is because I ca n’t give her the life I want, and I switched to the embrace of others.
The person she was looking for, the background is very large, so big that it can affect my future. Although I can also ask the elder brother to help, at that time, I gave up that opportunity for ridiculous pride and self -esteem.
To Wude, hoping to hide in the old forest in the mountains and lick my own wounds. "
"You can sit on the train and watch Chongshan Junling continue to pass by in front of your eyes. I gradually started thinking about what I did in the past few years."
Xu Junran murmured to herself, as if to tell Lin Yuqing, and as if he was telling himself: "Doing one thing in one heart, but ignoring many beautiful scenery around him, wait until there is a chance to stop.
At that time, I found that I didn't catch anything. At that time, I told myself that I had to grab every happiness that I could catch. "
He smiled gently, with a touch of emotions in his voice: "Later, I returned to the county and started to work. Because I wanted to do something for the villagers, I thought about it.
It ’s because you take you to the capital because you belong to the kind of person who belongs to me like me. I hope you will become my spokesperson in Pengfei City. I did n’t expect that after I was with you, I felt that I should give you happiness.
"
"Thank you, willing to believe me."
Thinking of this sentence, Lin Yuqing remembered that morning when he woke up, he saw Xu Junran's first sentence to himself.
She whispered softly: "I don't know if I will develop like this. If I know, I will definitely not go to Beijing with you. So sorry for Xiao H."
After listening to her mentioning Yuan Xiao H, Xu Junran froze, and then said, "You don't have to blame yourself, there is nothing to do with Xiaoyuan."
Lin Yuqing shook his head: "You can't lie to me, you look at her eyes and tell me, you care about her. She likes you too!"
Xu Jun is silent, and women's intuition is sometimes so terrible. It can be seen through the phenomenon.
But he couldn't tell Lin Yuqing that his feelings for Yuan Xiao H stemmed from the owe of his last life.
"sorry."
For the first time, Xu Junran felt that these three words were so uncomfortable.
I will be with you, as long as you don't dislike me, I will follow you in my life. "
Xu Junran was stunned. He originally thought that Lin Yuqing would make a trick of crying, two troubles. After all, this is one of the women's weapons. Whoever thought that she did not cry, but comforted herself.
The change made Xu Junran a little caught off guard, and even surprised to the extreme.
Lin Yuqing's eyes are like water, reflected in the moonlight and enchanting outside the moonlight: "Anyway, you are my first man, even if you don't want me, I have to follow you. You can be tangled by my fox.
Unless I die, I will go wherever you go! "
Xu Junran laughed bitterly, and women launching nerves are indeed unreasonable. Does Lin Yuqing do not know that this kind of thing is not humble?
Before he spoke, Lin Yu Qingjiao snorted: "You go aside, I put a sheets."
Xu Junran froze, and then found that Lin Yuqing blushed, his voice gradually lowered: "Actually ... I always like you ... I like you for the first time ... I'm not a good woman
... I have a bad reputation, and I have killed my family ... Thank you for let me come to work in the commune ... I always want to repay you ... Don't think about me ... what should I do ... "
With a helpless smile, Xu Junran found that she really underestimated Lin Yuqing. The woman's mind was very heavy. She originally thought that she was forced by herself. As everyone knew, she had already saved her mind with herself.
"Why are you suffering?" Xu Junran sighed, saying helplessly.
Lin Yuqing blushed and whispered: "I told me when I was young, if I could meet a man who was willing to be desperately for me and others in my life, then follow him, even if he had a family, because a man was not because a man
If I can desperate with others, it shows that this man deserves my life for him for a lifetime. "
Xu Junran then remembered that he seemed to listen to Yuan Xiao H or who had said it once. Lin Yuqing's biological mother was unmarried before he got pregnant. Later, before he died of illness, he entrusted her to her relatives, that is, to settle about Lin Yuqing's relatives.
That family.
There was an unnatural expression flashed on his face, Xu Junran lowered: "Sister Yu Qing, I'm not worth doing this."
Lin Yuqing leaned lightly on Xu Junran's shoulder and replied as if talking to herself: "At least once in your life, you should forget yourself for someone. Don't ask for results, don't ask for companionship; don't ask for what you once had."
, I don’t even ask you to love me; I just ask that I meet you in my most beautiful years.”
PS: The last sentence is actually a poem by Xi Murong. Chen Guang really liked it so much that he used it here. Sometimes, we really meet someone who is willing to devote himself to us, and maybe we can become a couple.
, maybe it will become a beauty, but no matter what the final result is, it is worth cherishing and remembering.