Looking at Xu Junran with somewhat drunken eyes, Cui Xiuying couldn't help but glare at him.
Xu Junran simply ignored Cui Xiuying's sour tone, leaned comfortably on the sofa, and slowly said: "I don't ask you not to tell others about these things. You just need to leave your experience and keep it anonymous for me."
That’s it.”
"I know, you think I'm not a good person, just a politician. In fact, sometimes I hate myself now, because I find that I am no different from those old foxes who have been in official circles for many years. From the time I graduated from college to today
Before I got that information, I felt that I was special, that I should get something that was difficult for others to get, and that I should also have some privileges. Just
Even if I am in love, my woman must be different. First of all, she must be excellent. Secondly, we both need to be smart enough to avoid the problems that occur in other couples. Some are like a life of respecting each other as guests.
Everyone knows what they should do and then does it, just like I shouldn't make political mistakes. Deliberately digging holes for others doesn't count, it's just a simple mistake."
"Do you think I'm a bit hysterical?" Xu Junran looked at Cui Xiuying and asked suddenly.
"Spiritual mysophobia?" Cui Xiuying looked at Xu Junran suspiciously, obviously unable to understand what he meant.
Only then did Xu Junran suddenly realize that no matter how considerate or smart the woman in front of her was, she was still just an intellectual woman in the 1980s. For her, the term "mental mysophobia" only became popular in the late 1990s.
, is undoubtedly a bit of a fantasy.
"Well, it's just that I have a lot of mental demands on myself and the people around me." Xu Junran thought for a while and gave this explanation.
Cui Xiuying shrugged, nodded and said, "If that's what you mean, you fit this explanation very well."
Xu Junran laughed: "After graduating from college, I chose to return to my hometown to engage in politics for some personal reasons. From that time on, I told myself to work hard to do what I should do. With the help of some people,
I have come so far step by step. I always thought that I could uphold fairness and justice.
I do things based on the principle of fairness and justice, but reality does not allow this. It seems that if everyone is happy, life will be boring. I have a problem now. Or, you are right, I am really a little confused now, because
I don’t know whether what I’m going to do next is right or wrong.”
Cui Xiuying listened to Xu Junran's words. She understood what Xu Junran meant and was silent for a moment. Then she suddenly asked: "Do you think Qi Santai is a good person?"
Xu Junran shook his head: "The good or bad of a person is not judged by anyone, but by the results of what he does."
Stretching out his hand and tapping on the armrest of the sofa, Xu Junran said slowly: "Being an official is the same as being a human being. There is never anything that should be done. It will develop naturally. There is no need to be noble or tolerant in playing politics.
and bodhisattva-hearted. Politician’s honesty equals stupidity, kindness
It is equal to weakness. I understand all these principles, but there are some things we have not experienced, so many of the real situations of things may not be what we see. If we do not consider it carefully, we will go to a very bad situation. And in
I can’t extricate myself from it…”
Xu Junran didn't know why he said these things to Cui Xiuying, as if it was a warning to himself. He felt this way for the first time after his rebirth, so that Xu Junran didn't even notice. Cui Xiuying didn't know when it dimmed.
With an expression on his face, Xu Junran was the only one talking in the room, saying a lot of things he wanted to say.
I don't know how long it took, but when Xu Junran was waiting, he suddenly felt that the rain outside the window had stopped.
"You won't become like them, right?" Cui Xiuying suddenly asked Xu Junran in the darkness.
"Perhaps, I don't know what I will be like in the end, because originally I thought I would be the one who gets drunk and wakes up alone, but now I find that there is not much difference between me and them. Today you
When you asked me if I was a good person, I was really confused. Do you know, I have three girlfriends, and I like each one of them very much. But I can't give them marriage to each of them. Do you think I am a good person?
A complete bastard?"
Xu Junran said with some self-deprecation. He suddenly discovered that no matter what he experienced, he seemed to be able to get a blessing in disguise. I don't know if this is a kind of deal with fate. What is obtained easily will not be cherished. This is human nature.
. He shook the wine glass gently, turned his head and saw the girl's profile. She lowered her head slightly and looked at her own wine glass. The white wine in it seemed to have not been touched for a long time.
The girl is very beautiful.
As soon as this message appeared in his mind, Xu Junran immediately blinked his eyes hard, trying to wake up.
"You have reached the point of escaping. It seems that you have paid a lot of money. It is not the kind of depressing unwarranted success." Cui Xiuying gently swayed the wine glass from side to side and said to Xu Junran calmly. It has to be said that she
This low-brow look has a quiet look: "Ever since I was a child, I have always been
I want to be a teacher, because I think being a teacher is a very noble profession. But my parents always use words like "stinky old nine" to teach me, and even my uncle who has always doted on me since I was a child no longer supports me. You can also see
The way I was at that time, if I hadn’t met you, I would have been thrown into Lianhe Village now.”
"I read a book when I was a child, and it said that the real reason that ultimately forces a person to make the decision to give up is not the result of trying every possible means, being very serious and meticulous, and not getting any reward, nor is it the failure one after another.
It’s not the worry of running into obstacles everywhere, but the unwarranted success of others who can achieve perfect results and everything goes as they wish without putting in any sweat or effort.”
"Isn't it ironic?"
Cui Xiuying sighed. She looked at the glass of wine in her hand. Depressed, she drank it in one gulp like a man in a movie trying to be cool. As soon as she took her mouth, she felt a flaming irritation burning from her chest, but she still
I frowned and swallowed it. What was ignited now was my stomach, and my forehead started to hurt from the stimulation.
The colorless liquid, the slightly frowning look on the beautiful eyebrows, the flowing liquid kept disappearing, the white neck rolled, and the hair flowed back silently. This side face became perfect for a while, triggering the feeling that was already filling Xu Junran's body.
Some kind of substance is attached to them, causing them to start to work, flickering and emitting a dim, ambiguous and soft light.
He suddenly felt that the girl in front of him was beautiful!