Wan Qi's simple words hit the deepest thoughts in Li Bin's heart, making Li Bin suddenly understand why he felt uncomfortable today. Once this game is over, the season is about to begin.
It was over, Gilardino and the others were leaving soon. The sadness of separation was what made him uncomfortable.
"Am I lonely? I have friends all over the world, from all religions and nine streams. Wherever I go on the five continents, I have friends. They are from South America, Africa, Europe, China, and Japan. Wherever I go, I have friends everywhere.
How can I be lonely?"
"I don't know, I just think you are lonely. This is a woman's intuition. I don't want to prove my own intuition. Do you want to admit it or not?" At this point, Wan Qi also frowned a little, "Why?
Do I feel this way? Obviously you are always among the friends around me, but that’s how I feel.”
"Illusion."
"No, my intuition is very accurate." Wan Qi shook his head, "Maybe it's because I always feel that you have something particularly serious on your mind and never want to tell others. Even if you are facing Espositi
Tor, Borg and the others are your best friends, and you never want to tell them. You have a secret in your heart. Although I don’t know what it is, but you don’t tell these people, it must be a very important secret.”
"I must have a secret, don't you have a secret?"
"Of course there are, but it's different. Your secret is very big, very important, and can even be said to be a major secret that affects your life, but you deliberately hide it, even from your friends.
Don’t say it. It’s as if you are incompatible with this world, as if no matter what you do, you are lonely and separated from the whole world..."
"Okay, the more you talk, the more outrageous you are. Stop talking nonsense." Li Bin interrupted her, "You drink no less than Xiaoman, right?"
"You know whether what I said is true or false." Wan Qi didn't ask him anything.
But Li Bin leaned against the wall blankly. Of course he knew that what Wan Qi said was not false. Of course he had a secret, and that secret really made him incompatible with the people around him. When he looked around, he always felt
I feel that all this is so illusory...
Forget it, don’t think about it anymore, why are you so sad about spring and autumn? I didn’t travel through time in Dream of Red Mansions.
"Actually, transfers are not a big deal. If some people are really good friends, even if they leave, wouldn't they be able to communicate with each other? There are many players who have good relationships with their old clubs. I really
What I feel is a pity is that it is just the foundation of our team. The tactics we have worked hard to put together and the tactics we are familiar with are all going to disappear in the blink of an eye. After all, I am a little unhappy.
"
Li Bin defended himself for a few words, but Wan Qi just curled his lips and said, "I don't mean what I said."
Li Bin narrowed his eyes and looked at the girl next to him. After a long time, he spoke again, "Wan Qi, if one day you suddenly find out that I have told you a lot of lies, what will you think?"
"It doesn't matter. Lying is a part of life. Who doesn't lie all his life? If you have any special reason, just lie. If you are really a friend, do you still care about your two lies? If you are not a friend,
What do you care about what other people think?”
Li Bin turned his head, and he saw that beside him, Wan Qi's eyes were also quite pure and magnanimous. What she said was her true thoughts, and these words made Li Bin really feel that he had made some mistakes.
Could it be that I am not as good as a little girl in understanding what friendship is?
"Sometimes, what you think is very important is actually not a big deal. If you tell your friends, it is not necessarily a bad thing. It happened for a long time, and when I think about it afterwards, it is a joke to me. Age
As we get older, some embarrassing things in the past are very warm when we recall them." Wanqi looked at Li Bin and smiled with him in a tacit understanding, "What can't you say?"
Li Bin didn't answer. He didn't know how to respond to Wanqi's concern.
"Hey, don't be so silent. It's boring to be idle anyway. What happened? Have you been rejected emotionally? That's not a big deal, right?"
"It's not this kind of thing. Of course I have found a girlfriend, but serious love... I have had such thoughts, but many times, I am too picky." Li Bin thought about it, "If you don't want to love someone, naturally you won't.
I've never had a problem with getting hurt."
"You haven't had any thoughts in thirty years. Haven't you been frostbitten yourself?" Wan Qi immediately spoke.
Li Bin smiled and said nothing. He didn't know how to answer this question, "No, it's just hard for me to meet a girl that satisfies me. I'm looking forward to the sudden arrival of the legendary love, but,
It's a pity that I haven't met one so far. Although I usually like to find women, I don't know what kind of girl I like.
Of course, if I were asked to make up a perfect lover, I could make up a lot of things, but if I were asked to find a living person, I can’t find one. And when the time comes, all I want is one.
It’s a matter of fact: he wants a girl who can truly communicate with each other, who can understand each other, and that’s it. Isn’t the most important thing in life, understanding each other?”
"It's not easy to find a girl like this... Your requirements are so high."
"It's unimaginable that you still believe in love."
"Be it love or dreams, they are the most beautiful things in life. We may not encounter these things temporarily, but they always exist. Only by believing in their existence can we live an optimistic and positive life.
Attitude. If you always think that the essence of this world is dark, then wouldn’t it be boring to live? Therefore, although sometimes I will do some very immoral things, but I believe in the existence of such things as beauty."
"But you didn't find it?"
"Because most of the things in the world are imperfect, and I am pursuing perfection."
Wan Qi curled his lips, "Suddenly I wanted to ask more - although I guess I can imagine that you have nothing nice to say, but what kind of woman do you think I am?"
"Are you sure you really want to know?"
"Why not?"
"Well, I think you are very beautiful, but there is something I have always wanted to ask. I really don't understand why you always wear such high heels."
"Beautiful. You don't know that I'm on the fat side. If I don't wear high heels, my legs will look ugly."
"You don't have a boyfriend, who can you wear it for?"
"It is natural for women to love beauty, and it doesn't matter who shows it. In fact, I don't like high heels either, as my feet hurt, but whenever I go out, I naturally have to dress myself up beautifully."
"Well, beauty, I have to say that you are a very smart girl. Among the girls I have met, there are few girls who are so smart, confident, optimistic, and can live out their own lives. It can be said that I admire you very much.
This way of living, sometimes I also feel that your way of living
, is very similar to what I am pursuing...but it is different after all. So, okay, having said all that, next sentence: Stand farther away from me, okay? Although I don’t really mind that you are much taller than me.
This problem, however, is better to forget about standing side by side like this."
Wan Qi smiled. She could tell that Li Bin's last words were insincere, and she deliberately didn't want to say any more. So she sat down directly on the sofa next to her. Li Bin also walked over and sat next to her, and the two of them
He just sat there quietly for a long time. Li Bin kept thinking about his own thoughts, until a voice suddenly broke in and broke Pingjin's mind.
"I said you two are still chatting? You looked unhappy just now, but now you are chatting and laughing again...who are you?" I don't know when, Li Siman came over again, "I said,
What were you two talking about?"
"You won't be interested in the topic of old men and old women." Wan Qi said with a smile.
"Who said that? Maybe I would be interested." Li Siman also laughed, "Besides, what are you talking about? Could it be that older men and women are here to solve the problem of being single? I always feel that you two are a little bit
What……"
"You're so boring." Li Bin said.
"I'm bored. This is a very realistic thing. You two are both old and young. Why don't you think about it for yourselves? I said, if there is anything new, you must tell me. This is a
Good news subject.”
"Okay, I'll definitely tell you. But, it's really not happening this time."
"Why do you look down on him?"
"What's wrong with me?"
"You have a bad character. They all say that you used to be the little prince of the nightclub. Is it true? I heard them say that in the past, you just hung out in the nightclub when you had nothing to do. Is it true?" Li Siman immediately thought of it.
What did he say, "You shouldn't have had a lover before. You spent time with wine and women, and then you met Wanqi. Can you tell a story?"
"Xiao Man, I sincerely suggest that you read less romance novels..." Li Bin smiled and said, "Besides, you must have something on your mind when you go to a nightclub. It's just to experience life and pass the time."
"It may not be true for others, but it's hard for you to tell. I am more and more sure that I am right. You are definitely lonely." Wanqi looked at him and smiled.
"What on earth are you talking about? Tell me, tell me!"
"Okay, it's time for you to leave. You've drunk a lot." Wan Qi pulled Li Siman up and said, "I'll take you home."
"No, no, you go first. I'll wait a moment and ask another question."
Li Siman refused to speak, leaving Wan Qi helpless. She smiled, turned around and left, while Li Siman turned to look at Li Bin.
"Then I have one last question. Are you not going to nightclubs now because you met the person you love?" Looking at Wan Qi leaving, Li Siman winked at Li Bin, "Tell me, I won't tell others.
.”
"I don't go to nightclubs anymore because I'm busy these days and don't have time to go there. Moreover, I'm thirty years old. Borg suggested that I need to pay attention to taking care of my body. I think what he said is very reasonable - and the person I like
It doesn’t matter.”
"You didn't deny it..." Li Siman looked at him, looking like a fox who had stolen a chicken, "It looks like I might actually have a story to read in the future."
Li Bin didn't say anything, and he didn't know what to say. Only then did he realize that maybe Wan Qi was right.
Loneliness... is really not a fun thing. But where is it so easy to find someone who can talk to your heart?