He wrapped her body tightly, held the car door with both hands, and asked her half seriously and half threatening, "It might scare you, do you really want to know?"
Bai Zixin held the quilt with both hands, and only one head was left wrapped in the blanket. Her big eyes seemed to have been washed and bright, "Tell me, I won't be scared. How fragile do you think I am?"
"..." Luo Yuchen was helpless, thought for a while, and explained in as plain words as possible, "I was not the first child conceived by my mother. I should have had a sister or brother, but..."
"When my mother was pregnant with her first child, she was framed by her half-sister and had to kneel in the snow for two hours in the middle of winter. It wasn't until my father heard the news that he came over and sent her to the hospital.
Knowing she had a baby."
Luo Yuchen's expression was very ugly, as if he had remembered something, "In such a cold weather, that child can still survive. Even the doctor said that he has a good chance of survival. My father was even more happy, but my mother because of
That kneeling caused me to have a high fever in the hospital for a whole week."
Bai Zixin held her breath subconsciously. She vaguely guessed what Luo Yuchen had not finished speaking in front of Yan Ruo just now.
"Because you can't take medicine randomly when you have a child, my mother relied entirely on physical cooling to reduce the fever. But even so, during the pregnancy test one month later, the doctor told my parents that the fetus in my mother's belly had already been affected by the high fever.
The fetus was stillborn, and my mother's body was also damaged as a result. It took her two full years of hard work to get pregnant with me again."
Luo Yuchen vaguely remembered that when he was seven years old, when he accidentally dug out the pregnancy test report from the bottom of the glove box in his parents' bedroom, Luo Wenxuan held the piece of paper with a sad expression on his face.
, that extremely sad emotion, until now, has been deeply engraved in his mind, "Xinxin, do you understand? Just now... I said the wrong thing, which touched my mother's sadness, so
She was the only one who spoke rudely to you. In the final analysis, it’s all my fault. It’s because of me that you…”
Bai Zixin suddenly stretched out her hand towards Luo Yuchen. Luo Yuchen was stunned and felt a warmth covering his cold lips. Her fingers were gently touching his lips.
She smiled lightly at him, her smile as warm as the sunshine in winter, "Yuchen, I understand."
"Just now, I was indeed angry by what your mother said, but now, I am no longer angry, because she was angry because you said the wrong thing, and you said the wrong thing because of me. She was facing
It’s okay for me to lose my temper.”
Luo Yuchen looked at her blankly.
"Yuchen, do you know why I agreed to my uncle? Because the look in my uncle's eyes reminds me of my mother. That feeling is very warm and warm. That is what I have longed for since I was a child... a look like my father's...
…full of love, kindness, and care…”
Bai Zixin's eyes were a little erratic, as if she was looking at his face, or looking at something else through him, "You know, I don't want much, but what I long for most is to feel that I belong to home.
The warmth... I want to work hard for our future. Maybe your mother will be alienated from me because of this matter, but we can work together to make your mother change her view of me..."